Chu Jiangmo squatted down and put the lunch box in his hand at the door of the ward. Just as he was getting up, his body suddenly shook violently.

Chu Jiangmo subconsciously propped his hands on the wall, his forehead was bulging, his brows were furrowed, and his eyes were trying to widen, as if he was enduring great pain.

Chu Jiangmo squatted at the door for a long time before getting up and staggering away.

The short rest did not make the condition improve in the slightest.

Chu Jiangmo had a terrible headache, he felt that his world was turning upside down, and even his walking steps began to drift.

Chu Jiangmo felt that every step he stepped on was like stepping on cotton, and he was powerless.

But every time he lifted his legs, he felt as if his legs had been filled with lead and could not be lifted.

Every time he took a step, every time he opened his eyes and looked ahead, an overwhelming feeling of dizziness would come over him.

And dizziness and nausea, uncomfortable to death.

But Chu Jiangmo didn't dare to stay.

He knew that he was sick, but because of his illness, he couldn't stop.

If you stop, what you have wanted to hide for so many years will be revealed.

He doesn't want to.

Since he chose to endure the pain alone for so many years, he should continue to persevere.

Can't fall down.

His secret cannot be exposed.

He didn't want his embarrassed self to be exposed in front of Lan Ash now.

He couldn't let Lan Ember suffer any more.

Although it had been many years since that incident and Lan Ember had not mentioned it again, he knew very well that the kidnapping case had left too much shadow in Lan Ye's heart.

Everyone is not born insecure, but has experienced something and has to be forced to grow. And as the price of growth, it is the loss of childhood innocence.

When a person becomes wary of everyone around him, he is no longer secure.

The last time he made a mistake, he almost let Lan Ember know the secret, and almost made a big mistake.

He would not be able to forgive himself if the secret he had kept for so many years had been exposed by himself······

Chu Jiangmo's consciousness was gradually blurring, and all he could see with his eyes was the black and white of this world.

How can this damn disease recur during this time period.

Chu Jiangmo tried hard to open his eyes wide, and his forehead was already covered with cold sweat.

Chu Jiangmo, take a few more steps, take a few more steps.

Come on, you can do it······

Chu Jiangmo could only forcibly brainwash himself over and over again.

Even if he Chu Jiangmo wanted to faint, he couldn't faint on this floor.

If someone faints in the hospital hallway, it will definitely wake up the nurse, and when Lan Ember knows about it, he will have to find an excuse to prevaricate.

He can deceive anyone, but he can't deceive her······

It's really tiring to love someone, but since he chose to love in the first place, he has no way back.

In the eyes of the world, the invincible Chu Jiangmo is actually just a clown in front of love.

Chu Jiangmo's face was completely pale, obviously it was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but the corners of his mouth still raised a smile.

He has to go to great lengths to make the people he loves laugh, he has to go to great lengths to disguise his intentions, and he even has to appear in front of her in the most perfect image.

Even if it's a clown, you have to look like a clown.

When the clown appeared in front of the world, he was wearing gorgeous clothes and had the most gorgeous appearance.

The clown is ugly, but he will still be liked by the world.