Song Yihan brought the child just to stimulate Shi Xu, and when he saw Shi Xu walking away, he let the child play by himself, the child was a little reluctant, and wanted to say a few more words to Song Yihan, but when he saw Song Yihan's cold eyes, he immediately trembled and slipped away.

He Jiazhan lit a cigarette in the dim light, and opened his mouth to say: "Song Yihan, are you sick?" “

Song Yihan drank a glass of stuffy wine and didn't match He Jiazhan's tone.

He Jiazhan cursed, trying to reach out and help the bastard drain the water from his head.

"What the hell do you think, if you just broke up because you were not convinced, Shi Xu said that you broke up, don't expect me to help you again!" He Jiazhan has always looked down on the scumbag who sees different ideas, if it weren't for the fact that the two of them were brothers who had fought together and carried punishments together, he wouldn't have helped Song Yihan to spoil Shixu.

Shi Xu was originally clean and clean, but after the edification of Song Yihan over the years, he has also become able to come and go freely at the cocktail party.

He was truly damned.

He Jiazhan wailed in his heart, and put out the cigarette that was about to burn his hand.

After Song Yihan drank some wine, he was finally able to come out with the words that he was holding in his heart, and he tore open his collar and said in a deep voice: "He said that we are friends." As he spoke, he kicked the table to the point of a "clang".

"Who the has been fighting for seven years."

He Jiazhan looked at the corner of his friend's mouth, "Then what do you think?" ”

Song Yihan paused and withdrew his feet.

"I didn't think much about it, wasn't it good for me to be with him like I was before?"

He Jiazhan mocked him: "What was it before? Let Shi Xu always be your lover, and then kick him away when you get married? ”

"I didn't think so!" Song Yihan immediately retorted, but his lips moved slightly, and he couldn't say anything to justify.

He didn't know how to define the relationship between him and Shi Xu, but it was definitely not a friend relationship, he had been holding Shi Xu all these years and wanted to give him the best things, there was only such a person in his heart, and as a result, this person kicked himself.

He Jiazhan's head jumped, and he punched Song Yihan in the shoulder, "You didn't figure out what the problem was with you and Shi Xu, you still want people to come back to you, you dream!" ”

Song Yihan was short of breath, looked in Shi Xu's direction with annoyance, and asked in a low voice, "Then what do you say I should do now?" ”

"Think for yourself! It's you chasing people, not me! He Jiazhan rolled his eyes to the sky, turned his head to see which little beauties came today, he is now a real single dog, and he wants to end his single life.

Song Yihan and He Jiazhan said a few more words, and when they turned around and found that Shi Xu was gone, their hearts immediately lifted up, and they grabbed a waiter casually.

"Where's the guy who was leaning on the other side of the bar just now?"

The waiter trembled and pointed in a direction, Song Yihan immediately walked over silently, and met a few unknown people on the way who wanted to entangle and talk, Song Yihan was impatient to drive people away, and when he raised his eyes, he saw a pair of eyes at the end of the corridor that seemed to be smiling.

Song Yihan was inexplicably weak-hearted, and quickened his pace and rushed towards Shi Xu.

The person who accosted him was inexplicably ignored and was still a little annoyed, but when he looked at it, he understood that there was a master.

Song Yihan walked in front of Shi Xu, thinking about how to say it more appropriately, Shi Xu has always been caring, seeing his distress at a glance, he shook the cigarette in his hand with a smile, "You don't have to think about it, you don't have to worry about my emotions, I didn't want to be your friend at the moment when I didn't want to be your lover." ”

What kind of "can you be friends after breaking up", Shi Xu doesn't believe this kind of bullshit, but it's just to pull a fig leaf for his unsightly thoughts.

Song Yihan seemed to be hurt by his words, and his voice was pressed down, still a deep and beautiful voice, "Do you have to talk to me like this?" ”

Shi Xu's lips lightly opened and spit out a layer of hazy white smoke, and raised his eyebrows slightly: "Otherwise? ”

If it weren't for the cigarette gradually rising between them to clearly divide the two, Song Yihan would have suspected that Shi Xu was deliberately seducing himself just now, he loved his eyes the most, as if there were hooks in them, hooking his soul to him.

Looking at such a pair of eyes, Song Yihan felt that he could bear whatever Shi Xu said to him, and it was best to kiss him, he could smell the faint fragrance left on Shi Xu's body after being cleaned by the shower gel.

How could Shi Xu not know Song Yihan, he knew what this person was thinking as soon as he rolled his eyes, Shi Xu glanced at Song Yihan, turned his face and said: "Go find someone to solve it, I want to stay alone for a while, and I will leave as soon as the party is over." ”

Song Yihan's eyes were glued to Shi Xu's body, affectionate and sticky, Shi Xu couldn't stand it a little, and glared at Song Yihan, but Song Yihan became more and more arrogant.

"What do I ask someone else to do, I just want you."

Shi Xu extinguished the cigarette in silence, lowered his eyes and said tiredly: "Song Yihan, can you let me go, let's not entangle." ”

Song Yihan's original fiery heart was extinguished in an instant, he looked at Shi Xu's eyes without attachment, and after confusion, he was deeply panicked, he didn't believe that a person could let go of his feelings so freely, but what if Shi Xu had never loved him?

Impossible, Shi Xu loves him very much, loves him to the core, and can't do without him at all.

"Shi Xu, do you love me?"

Shi Xu didn't expect Song Yihan to suddenly ask this question one day, especially when they had broken up, it was ridiculously weird.

"I don't love it."

Shi Xu didn't expect that he could say these two words calmly, just like he didn't expect that he would be able to quickly adapt to life without Song Yihan.

The light in Song Yihan's eyes went out, and the whole person was almost about to melt into the thick night, and he asked again after a few seconds.

"Shi Xu, have you ever loved me?"

Shi Xu didn't speak, Song Yihan couldn't help but think of a picture in his mind, it was the first month he and Shi Xu were together, he felt that Shi Xu was no different from all the lovers who had slept with him, there was no commitment or agreement between them, he didn't ask Shi Xu to be the only one with him, so it was natural to think that he could also have a Spring Festival with others.

It's just that when he was seen by Shi Xu, his heart was a mess, he was thinking that it was over, Shi Xu was definitely going to be angry, how should he coax him.

He didn't want to be separated from Shi Xu, he was already working on this idea before he realized that he had it.

He pretended to greet Shi Xu easily, and the whole person was bathed in his calm gaze, and he was almost on his knees.

It's just that to his surprise, Shi Xu was not angry at all, he didn't seem to see the kiss marks on his body, and said softly: "You are busy first, I'll come to you at another time." ”

He came back to his senses the moment the door closed, he stood at the door at a loss, subconsciously told him that he should rush out to apologize and beg Shi Xu to forgive him, but reason restrained his steps again, his reason told him that Shi Xu didn't love him, and Shi Xu didn't care about him.

He couldn't accept that answer, so he also acted as if that day's events had never happened, and after that, there was no one else in his bed except Shi Xu.

When he returned to consciousness, Song Yihan realized that Shi Xu had not answered his question, so he simply answered for him.

"Shi Xu, you haven't loved me for a moment in the past seven years, you only have yourself in your heart, is it interesting for you to pretend to be in love for others in the past seven years?" Song Yihan said this sentence almost resentfully, as if he had done something heinous, Shi Xu was so angry by Song Yihan's words that he was almost about to scold.

He wanted to say Song Yihan, are you human? These seven years are your seven years, aren't they my seven years? I'm not a wood, how can I not be tempted, but wasn't it you who asked me to control my heart in the first place?

Shi Xu's eyes were sour, and he swallowed the words in his throat again, he didn't like to quarrel and didn't need to quarrel because of what had already happened, since they had come to a dead end, then he didn't bother to ask for any turnaround.

What he wanted was never a broken mirror reunion of two people, but a nirvana rebirth alone.