Shen Ye was tightly held in Xiao Jingran's arms, his face was expressionless, he felt Xiao Jingran's trembling, but his heart was like ashes, and he didn't have any emotions.

Motionless, let the man hold him, and pretend to sleep with his eyes closed until dawn.

When the first rays of sunlight in the morning shone into the gloomy room, Xiao Jingran finally reluctantly left the person he loved the most.

Listening to the sound of the car starting downstairs, until he couldn't hear it, Shen Ye sat up and walked to the window to look at the direction of Xiao Jingran's departure.

There was an addiction at work in his heart, and the feeling was getting stronger and stronger, and he knew that the addiction was committed again.

Leaning against the wall, he slowly squatted down, wrapped his hands around himself, gritted his teeth and resisted, but the feeling of eroding bones made him want to kill himself.

When is the head?

How long will it take?

He began to rummage through the cabinets to find medicines, and the movement was so loud that the guards outside the door were noisy.

When Ye Sheng came, Shen Ye was like a madman who had lost his mind, begging people to give him medicine.

Xiao Jingran gave an order for him to quit drugs, and no one here would give it to him.

Ye Sheng rushed over and hugged Shen Ye in three steps and two steps, wanting him to calm down and let him survive this time.

"We said, when you're well, let's go back to the pear orchard, and then you sing to me, and I'll sit in the audience and be your most loyal audience."

"Please...... Kill me. After a long time, after a long time, Shen Ye spoke, and along with these words, there were blood and tears in the corners of his eyes.

What kind of despair is that, to weep and bleed.

"Let's hold on a little longer, get through this time, and we'll be fine." Ye Sheng hugged him and comforted him indiscriminately.

"It hurts so much to live, please..... Fulfill me. ”

"Life is bitter first and then sweet, after getting through this hurdle, it will not be bitter or painful in the future, believe me."

There was a warm liquid rolling down, Ye Sheng himself didn't know why, he was actually touched by a man.

After another long silence, Shen Ye spoke again, "But I don't want to stay up." ”

After speaking, he broke free from Ye Sheng's embrace, picked up the fork on the dinner plate on the bedside table and pointed it at his main artery.

"No, you promised me, you promised me that I would live well, do you want to talk without counting?" Ye Sheng also panicked, trying to attract his attention so that the others in the room could take the opportunity to grab the fork.

"Splendid, put down the fork, don't be impulsive."

Xiao Jingran came, but Shen Ye cried again, his eyes were frighteningly red, "Don't be impulsive? Xiao Jingran, do you know? I've loved you for a long, long time, and no matter what you become, I always remember you, know you, and love you. However, in this life, you have no heart at all, you are worthy of everyone but me, I am sorry for everyone but you. ”

"Xiao Jingran, I hope I won't meet you again in the next life." Shen Ye raised the fork and was about to stab it hard against the main artery, when Ye Sheng rushed over and blocked his neck with his hand, and blood flowed immediately.

At that time, the fork penetrated Ye Sheng's palm, and blood was dripping.

"Ye ..... Ye Sheng, are you okay, I didn't mean to. ”

"I'm fine, no matter how hard life is, I have to grit my teeth and persevere, we finally came to this world for a walk, it's not worth dying like this."

Ye Sheng was too seriously injured and was sent to the hospital, Shen Ye's drug addiction also passed, he sat by the window and looked downstairs, he wanted to follow him to the hospital, but Xiao Jingran did not allow it.

"Jinxiu, you take a rest first, Ye Sheng will be fine." Xiao Jingran shook Shen Ye's hand.