Su Luoxi is not only selfish, but also very good at judging the situation.

Once she knows that things are no longer turning around, she will strive for the best conditions for herself to the best extent possible.

How so?

It's a bit selfish, and even your own son can be casually discarded. But after thinking about it, An Ning felt that she didn't seem to be qualified to evaluate Su Luoxi anything. After all, at her core, she was just as selfish.

Everyone is selfish, and no one should look down on anyone, right?

An Ning felt that Su Luoxi was very good like this, and things would be much simpler.

If Su Luoxi cried and cried with an aggrieved face accusing her of robbing her child, and then hiding the requirements under the accusation and grievance crying, then she felt more troublesome and headache.

She thinks that when she is reasonable, she will be reasonable, and other messes will not be. When you have feelings, don't mention anything else, just talk about feelings.

The most annoying thing is the kind of thing that first reasoned with you, and found that reasoning couldn't tell you, so he began to pull people's feelings and sophistication and play the emotional card. You also go to pull your feelings into the world, and people are starting to pull other calves again. Talking to such a person is the most irritating!

If you can't be reasonable, you either talk about feelings or morality, and the most terrible thing is to play the emotional card.

When I worked in a law firm, I was deeply touched by the peace of various consulting clients.

So, she actually likes people like Su Luoxi who put their interests on the bright side.

"An Ning, don't look at me like that. I don't deserve to be treated like that by you. ”

An Ning was happy, "Senior Sister Su, tell me, what kind of eyes do I look at you?" ”

"Contempt to the extreme, disdain to the extreme." Su Luoxi said lightly, "I gave up the custody of my biological son without any hesitation." But do you think I'm so cold-blooded that I can even abandon my own own son? If your answer is yes, then we have known each other for so many years, and I am blind. ”

I don't know why, the Su Luoxi in front of me, who has put down all the pride and capital and showed it in the most original posture, makes An Ning feel very familiar.

Although she has no beautiful face, no dazzling aura, and no pride, this kind of Su Luoxi is the most real, and she is most like Senior Sister Su she saw at first sight.

The one smiled and said, "I like this song too." ”

With a smile, Senior Sister Su, who felt that spring had come early, seemed to be back again.

Senior Sister Su, who she will become friends with, although she is proud, she is also a very gentle girl in her bones.

has known Senior Sister Su for so many years, if Senior Sister Su is really a person who does not compromise to achieve her goals, then she will not have been in a relationship with Senior Sister Su for so many years. Isn't it?

It's just ......

I don't know when, Senior Sister Su was confused by some external things, and gradually went astray.

The essence of human beings can be changed.

But she thought that her friend, her Senior Sister Su, would not be so poor and pitiful that she would lose her essence so uselessly.

No matter how many things you lose along the way, your truest self shouldn't be thrown away.

Even if it's lost, try to find a way to get it back.

"Senior Sister Su."

Ken called Su Luoxi again Senior Sister Su, in fact, he had already expressed An Ning's attitude towards her.

Su Luoxi sighed softly, showing her helplessness and ...... in front of outsiders for the first time Frail.

"An Ning, don't think of me as so ruthless and unbearable. During my time in the hospital, do you think I lived in hatred and anger every day? In the dead of night, I also think, thinking about what I have done wrong to get to this point. But no matter how many wrong things I've done—"

"Senior Sister Su, I still don't think you've done anything wrong. Everyone has the right to pursue the life they want to live. There is no right or wrong, only the right way and the right way is not the right one. Admittedly, you are not doing very well, but no one is qualified to dictate anything to you, and you don't have to feel that you are doing something wrong. It's just that when you chase after what you want to live, you use the wrong method. And I think that everyone has different standards for the life they are pursuing. ”

Su Luoxi shook his head slightly, "You, you're always so calm and so out of the way." No matter what happens, you can stand in an absolutely calm position and analyze rationally with a cold and onlookerly attitude. ”

"That's probably why most people think I'm too unkind and indifferent."

"I'll admit that I like to spend a lot of money, and I'm also a materialistic person. But Anning, there is one sentence that I have never said to anyone. I'm ......" Su Luoxi blinked, there were no tears, but it made people feel desperate and sad more than tears flowing, "I really love him." I let go of all my pride, all my dignity, and I shamelessly pasted him, not only because he had a gorgeous background, but also because I loved him! ”

An Ning's eyelids trembled, and she said 'um' softly, not speaking, but looking at Su Luoxi distressedly, waiting for her next step.

"Maybe people all over the world think that I want to join the royal family, but ...... Having said that, I have nothing to hide. An Ning, it's not that I'm shameless to brag about myself, just with my appearance and ability, I want to marry into a wealthy family and live a carefree life as a broad wife, it's too simple. For me, that's how easy it is. ”

An Ning nodded earnestly.

She is absolutely convinced of this.

With Senior Sister Su's appearance, figure, strength and ability, if she really wants to be a broad wife, it is not easy, that is a matter of Senior Sister Su's words.

Among the admirers who pursued Senior Sister Su, all of them were financially strong to the point of exaggeration. As long as Senior Sister Su nodded, there were many wealthy families with open doors waiting for her, just waiting for her, the housewife, to live in gorgeously.

She was actually thinking before that what could make Senior Sister Su lower her figure and dignity so much was probably not only the other party's gorgeous royal status, but more, there must be feelings here.

Otherwise, why should a proud girl of heaven be like this...... In the words of outsiders, is it such a practice of oneself?

Not necessarily.

"When I first started associating with him, it was a little bit of vanity. I've always been arrogant, what kind of giant? I don't bother to marry at all. But if it's royalty, indeed, I'm moved. But with the contact with him, I found that what attracted me the most was not his royal status at the beginning, but his person. It sounds really ridiculous to say these things now, and I think it's ridiculous myself, but that's what I think in my heart. Even if one day he loses his royal status and he becomes a penniless homeless man, I will marry him and I will want to have children for him. For no reason, just that I love him, enough. ”

"Senior Sister Su ......"

"Anning, don't interrupt me. I never mentioned these things to anyone. I don't want to talk about these things to anyone. I always feel that falling in love with someone is a very humiliating thing, and it will be very unproductive. But I've really held it back for too long, and it's still the same sentence, and I've said it all today, so you can let me happily finish all the words I've hidden in my heart all these years, okay? ”

An Ning nodded lightly, "Okay, you say, I have a lot of time." You're just talking about it all day, and I also have time to listen to you slowly. ”

It's cold in the heights.

I don't know why, at this moment, there was only this one sentence in An Ning's head.

will always live as the proud girl of the sky that others envy the most, in fact, it is also very tiring, right?

The bitterness of this......

Senior Sister Su, there are so many suitors and admirers, but she can't even find someone who can talk to her heart.

Compared to Senior Sister Su, she is really lucky.

At least, she has the little old man Professor Feng, and she still has Xinran's sworn friend. She is not used to talking to someone because she can digest it in her own heart. If she really encountered something that she couldn't digest by herself, she had at least two people to talk to.

At this point, she was lucky. At the very least, she is luckier than Senior Sister Su.

"An Ning, I don't know what you think. But for me, I am willing to give birth to a child for a man, risking my body to be out of shape, enduring all the pain and discomfort of pregnancy, and enduring the severe pain of childbirth, just to give him a child, then I really love him and love him miserably. Sometimes even I wonder if I want to keep that man or get money when I give birth to a baby so humiliatingly. Really, sometimes I don't figure it out myself. Didn't you often say that man is a creature of extreme contradictions. ”

An Ning smiled bitterly, "How many years ago, I just said it so casually, and it is difficult for you to remember it now, Senior Sister Su." ”

"An Ning, everything I say to you today is not deceitful. I have taken every word of your word to heart. ”

"Senior Sister Su, it's better for us to be cold and indifferent. How do you ...... I'm still having a hard time getting used to it. As he spoke, An Ning touched the tip of his nose.

It's not that I'm embarrassed, but I just don't quite adapt to this kind of relationship that suddenly changes 180 degrees.

Su Luoxi didn't seem to care about what An Ning said, she continued to talk to herself about what she had buried in her heart for too long.

"Whenever I start to doubt myself, I just need to look at the baby and I'll be sure. I've done so much, and I've even started to lose face, all I do is to keep that man, the first man I fell in love with, and the only man I fell in love with. Tranquility, you haven't met the hopeless person you love, so you may not quite understand. Really, whenever I see the baby, when I see his little face, the little face that looks like the man I love, I will be sweet and happy beyond description. ”

"Can you imagine? How can genes be so magical, this little guy I gave birth to in October, and the man I love to the bones, I can't tell where it is like a god, as if carved out of a mold. As soon as I see the baby, I am sweet. But behind this sweetness, there is also the bitterness that makes me extremely painful. How much the baby is like him, how sweet I am, I have pain. Because, I fell in love with a man I couldn't catch at all. ”

Hearing this, An Ning couldn't help but interject, "Senior Sister Su, it's true that you're right, I haven't met someone I love hopelessly, and I may really not understand this feeling of falling in love with someone." However, I think that if you love someone, you don't have to hold on to him. It's a very old-fashioned joke, but it still makes some sense. Sand, the harder you grip it, the more you can't hold it. Instead, if you spread your hands, the sand will be all in the palm of your hand. ”

Su Luoxi thought about it seriously and said, "Anning, maybe...... You really haven't loved it. ”