Cersei didn't know how she got over these days.

The flower-viewing banquet has been almost prepared, and she doesn't need to help anymore, and she doesn't need to be on duty in the study, and the days are idle all of a sudden. She took a copy of "Exotics" and looked at it, but the words jumped one by one, and she couldn't get into her eyes.

Fortunately, I don't have to face Lin Huaijin, but I don't know what I will do in the future. Maybe I can't stay in the study, but I don't know anyone, so I can arrange individual errands for myself. How much more can a slave or maid who disobeys her master go?

There was no movement on Lin Huaijin's side, and when he saw Desheng once, he also looked strange, but he didn't say anything. She was uneasy, and she always felt like a guillotine hanging over her head, and she didn't know when it would fall.

Yan Cao has always been restless recently, and she didn't ask much about the messenger, which made her relieved and a little weak at the same time.

Yan Cao is the last person she wants to face except Lin Huaijin. She has been taken care of by Yancao since she entered the house, and the two have supported each other until now, Yancao has no clearer heart for Lin Huaijin than her.

I looked out the window. I don't know where the glass rabbit lamp was received, the window is empty, and the place where the rabbit lamp used to be placed is cleaner than other places. The transparent white and clean glow burned her eyes, reminding her that the lamp was like Lin Huaijin's pure and translucent heart, solemnly given to her, but she pushed it out with her own hands.

The room became more and more depressed, and she put down the book she couldn't read, and went out to breathe.

Blue bricks and gray tiles, boxy courtyards, she is familiar with every corner. She turned slowly, but the depression in her heart couldn't be revealed.

When I was young, when I was unhappy, I would go outside the city to shout or run a few laps in the street. As long as you don't ask for suspicion in crowded places, you won't be beaten and punished. Now trapped in this boxy courtyard, there is a good manner, there is a good way to advance and retreat, you can only pace slowly, there are still many places that you can't go, and you can't be as casual as before.

She paced to the patio and squinted her eyes to see a flock of grey fluttering birds hovering, like the one she had seen last fall. I don't know where they came from or where they're going.

It's always freer than her.

She chuckled softly and scolded herself for not being satisfied. Once upon a time, I just wanted a little food and clothing, but now I don't have to worry about food and clothing, but I want to be free.

When I came back, I had a high fever.

I haven't been sick for a long time, and I've long forgotten what it's like to be sick. Yan Cao poured medicine on her and went to work, lying with her eyes closed, dizzy, and in pain all over. I haven't felt so uncomfortable for a long time, and I was at a loss for a while, and I didn't know where I was.

In a trance, he turned into a bird, fluttering and flying in the air, but for some reason someone grabbed his feet and dragged him down, fluttering on the ground.

Then he heard the man who dragged her feet: "I will take her away." ”

Another said, "It is not yet time, but now the thief has decreed that he will be exiled in three months, and that time will be ......."

The person who dragged her foot immediately interrupted: "No, she is in a more difficult situation now, and it is too late to leave." Childe was so worried that he ordered me to take her to the mountain to wait first. ”

"Although the self-return mountain is powerful, I am afraid that I can't live with her. What's more, she can't leave her master's side, you want her from the mountain, what are you trying to do? ”

"Hmph, the dog bites Lu Dongbin, if our son really wants something, some people will give it away, and you, a group of broken households, can't afford anything."

"Presumptuous! How dare you be so rude! ”

Cersei was annoyed by the quarrel between the two of them, and she fluttered more and more, her mind was clearer, but her body was even more uncomfortable. In the haze, she fell into another dream.

She looked left and right, and found herself sitting in front of a desk with a bronze lamp burning on it, and "Exotic Chronicles" spread out in front of her.

By the way, she seems to be reading "Exotics". She picked up the book and read it under the light: "Fusang Country...... There is no city, and the people make board houses to live in. The customs are no different from those of the primeval times. People have no organic heart, elk is blind with it, people eat their milk is rare and sick, and the sun is born of the place where it is scorched. However, its east is extremely clear, and the sun can make all things suffer from it, and the grass and trees are still glorious and not sorrowful, and they are human! ”

She was quite fascinated: "The grass and trees are glorious all year round, people have no scheming, and the paradise is just like that." ”

Suddenly, a young man said: "Where there are people, there are interests, and where there are interests, there are scheming, where is there really that kind of paradise?" However, it is rumored that in the first year of Qi Yongyuan, Shamen Huishen came to Jingzhou in Fusang State, saying that there are many Fusang trees in this country, so it is named. The Chinese people eat Fusang, which is as red as a pear, and its skin is cloth for clothing, and it is also thought to be cotton. However, whether there really is such a country or not, there are different opinions. ”

Se Se looked up, and saw a young man in fine clothes sitting on the couch in the room, also holding a book in his hand, leaning idly on the couch, and when he saw her looking, he smiled at her.

She couldn't see the young man's face clearly, but she also knew that the smile was very bright, as if she had been bewitched by something, she slowly got up, walked over to the young man, and sat down beside him. The young man's face seemed to be covered by clouds and mist, and she couldn't see it really, but she felt very relieved, and pulled him and asked, "I don't know what that Fusang tastes like, whether it's delicious or not." The young man nodded her forehead: "If you are a greedy cat, you know how to eat." If we have the chance, let's go and see it together. ”

The jade onion-like fingertips were on her forehead, but she was not in a hurry to leave, but slowly rubbed it, with a hint of coolness. When she opened her eyes, the clouds cleared before her, and the young man stared at her with a little anxiety, as if waiting for her answer. She looked at his face greedily, and the more she looked at it, the more beautiful it became, and even the blush that gradually spread at the base of his ears looked particularly cute. Cersei shook his hand and smiled, "Okay, let's go together." ”

The young man had some confusion on his face: "Where to go?" ”

Cirse's eyes widened and he looked around, only to see that the room was simply furnished, and there were a few bamboo couches in the house, which was clearly in his own room. There were no two people who were noisy and shouting some inexplicable things, only Lin Huaijin was sitting on the edge of the bed alone, and he was lying on the bed, still holding Lin Huaijin's hand tightly.

She was startled, her brain cleared up a lot, and she hurriedly let go of Lin Huaijin's hand, but he held it with his backhand, and her eyes were tender and delicate, and she was absolutely beautiful and could not be forced.

Yan Cao's hesitant voice came from outside the door: "Desheng, why are you here?" Isn't the prince on duty in the palace tonight? ”

Desheng said: "I'm waiting for you here, the prince of the world's clothes is dirty, I forgot to bring what I prepared, come back and change my body, you help me find a body, the prince will come back and change after a while." ”

Yan Cao said angrily: "How many years have you been wrong, and you can forget to bring the clothes you have prepared, you really should fight, come with me." ”

Cersei didn't dare to make a sound when he heard Yan Cao's voice, struggled silently, and wanted to pull his hand out, but he was sick and weak, and he didn't break free after two struggles, but was held tighter by Lin Huaijin.

Lin Huaijin leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Cersei, I know what you are worried about, if you give me some time, I will definitely not let you suffer any grievances." ”

His breath floated in his ears, crispy and itchy, and his words seemed to have been soaked in honey, sweet and fragrant, and people couldn't refuse.

He looked at him stunned, unable to come back to his senses. Lin Huaijin put her hand on her face again, smiling: "Cersei, you have mine in your heart, I'm very happy, so happy...... I've never been so happy......"

He kissed her forehead, endured it, and finally only stayed at her forehead: "You just need to trust me and wait for me, and we will go to many, many places together in the future." ”

His words were a little bewitching, and he tried hard to restrain himself before he nodded, and frowned: "Yancao, she ......"

Lin Huaijin interrupted her: "Cirse, people's hearts cannot be controlled, and if you want to force it, it will only make everyone suffer." Yancao, she will understand sooner or later. ”

Yes, people's hearts can't be controlled, not to mention that he is the master, she is just a slave. Cersei couldn't help nodding, Lin Huaijin smiled even more, pinched her face, and then reluctantly left.

Touching her cheeks, she seemed to be able to feel his touch, Yan Cao and Desheng didn't know where they went, she couldn't help but sigh when she thought of Lin Huaijin's words.

This dream is really wrong. But looking at the empty bedside, she involuntarily reached out and brushed it over where he had sit.

The square house and the square courtyard seem to trap the sorrows of the people in this courtyard here.

It's better to be a bird.