Chapter 106: Love is deep but hateful is deep
"That's right, it's me Su Wenxi you think about day and night. But that's just a dream of mine, a vague past life! My name is Mu Eryi now, and you can also call me Zhuo Jinyu, the name your father gave me. I see that you are living a very hard life, and your suffering only comes from your unsatisfactory marriage, and do you know what kind of suffering it is because of my suffering? ”
Qianqian looked at the unfamiliar face in front of her, tears rained down, how cruel God must be to create such an injustice for them.
"When you see me, don't you recognize that I am Su Wenxi back then, and you can't find any trace of my appearance when I was young?" Jin Yu looked sideways at Qianqian, although there were no tears shed, Qianqian could see clearly that his eyes were already red.
"In order to change your appearance, do you know that for almost ten years, Gu worms have been placed in muscles and gnawed at muscles and bones day after day, do you understand the pain?"
"Do you understand the hatred you feel when you learn that your own people have been slaughtered and wrongfully accused of being traitors?
"My eldest brother left his newlywed wife in order to save me, jumped into the fire and was burned to a charred corpse just to apologize for my guilt, can you understand the helplessness in my heart?"
"The grave of my relatives is right in front of me, I can't worship, and you can understand the hatred of the thief as your father?"
asked one by one, like a heavy hammer hitting Qianqian's body, she cried softly, but she wanted to cover her mouth so that she didn't make a sound.
Jin Yu finally couldn't help the tears rolling down, whose tears would be a little hotter than whose tears in such a scene? Whose pain will be a little deeper than whom, the night outside the window is like ink, the cold wind is blowing, it is a quiet night, but only the pain and more pain make the two poor people sleepless all night.
"I understand, I understand, but what's the use of understanding?" I don't know how long it took for Qianqian to suppress the surging sadness in her stomach and ask, "So you didn't come back to find me, did you?" ”。
Jin Yu just closed her eyes and smiled bitterly: "Could it be that you still think that I came back to find you to renew the relationship?" ”
Qianqian's hands that were holding Jinyu's sleeves hung down weakly, the corners of her soft lips smiled bitterly into a crescent moon, but tears were gushing out, Qianqian shook her head sadly and said, "I should have known that you came back for revenge!" I shouldn't have had that little hope. From the moment you said to me in the plum garden, I should have known! ”
Jin Yu was surprised and surprised: "You already know my identity?" ”
Qianqian shook her head weakly, and a few strands of messy hair were greasy on her snow-white face, like an erosive cobweb: "At that time, I was just suspicious, I didn't dare to be sure!" As you arranged, I really regarded that meeting in the plum garden as a dream. I'm not sure until today! ”
There was a scarlet velvet blanket under her feet, but Qianqian stumbled and almost fell down when she walked on it, but this time Jinyu sat on the toothstool, and she didn't have the slightest intention of going up to help. Qianqian's heart had already been crumpled into a lifeless ash by the sudden joy and great sorrow.
Finally walked to the bed, the silk was the best in the hand, but it was refreshingly cold, Jinyu! No! Su Wenxi, who she thought about day and night, sat opposite, although she was also crying, but the tears were not for her, the hatred buried deep in his heart made him like a cold stone sculpture, and the cold Qianqian's eyes were painful and he didn't dare to look at him again.
"How are you going to get revenge?" Qianqian asked nervously as she curled up tightly on the bed.
"The blood debt must be paid with blood!" Jinyu gritted her teeth and said.
Qianqian's body trembled, her lips faded from all blood, and they were as pale as a piece of paper: "You also plan to kill my family?" ”
"Huh!" Jin Yu smiled coldly, his smile was like an ice thorn, and Qianqian's hands were trembling, "Killing your entire family is only a knife for me, and I can do it immediately, but what's the difference between me and your father?" ”
"And what do you want?"
"Back then, your father and the prince framed my father for embezzling disaster relief grain and silver, my father was an official and clean, and the honor of his life was ruined by your father and the prince, what I wanted was to be wronged and Zhaoxue, what I wanted was the truth to be revealed, and what I wanted was that on Chinese New Year's Eve every year, I could use Su Wenxi's name to worship them in a dignified manner!" Let them laugh at Jiuquan! ”
"Good! Good! Qianqian stubbornly wiped away the tears on her face and said, "One of you wants revenge, and the other wants power, but I am caught in the middle and arrogant, and I want not to live up to your deep affection back then, and I want not to live up to the word filial piety." In fact, in your eyes, affection is the least worth mentioning! I've spent the last ten years just paying for it. ”
Just wiped away the tears on his face, and this closed eye was another line of clear tears.
Jin Yu's heart had already been swallowed up by hatred, and she said with a faint smile: "What is the friendship between you and me in the face of the blood sea of deep hatred, as early as when your father slaughtered me with the people of the Ice Royal Gate, the fate of you and me has been exhausted, but you are too persistent!" ”
Qianqian smiled sadly and shook her head: "How about affection, affection can't withstand deep hatred!" ”
Qianqian's hard work was hollowed out overnight and fell on the bed infinitely exhausted, even the brocade quilt didn't have the heart to pull it, Jinyu looked at the person on the bed pitifully shrunk into a ball, and gritted her teeth in her heart and asked, "What do you want to do now?" Are you trying to tell you who I am? ”
Qianqian was silent, Jinyu couldn't help but step forward to take a look in a dead silence, only to see Qianqian's eyes hollow, looking blankly at the hollow carved picture of plum blossoms on the bed, which was the new bed they changed when they got married. It's just that the plum blossoms have no fragrance, and the high-quality mahogany has no trace of noble vitality in the dim light, just like Qianqian's eyes.
Jin Yu still couldn't bear it in her heart, in fact, both of them were just people who were bound by fate and had no choice, Jin Yu sighed and spread out the brocade quilt and carefully covered Qianqian.
In the end, Jin Yu lay on the side of the bed, and her voice finally softened: "Qianqian, I thought I could keep it a secret from you, at least to make you less painful, but I didn't expect that the heavens would not fulfill people's wishes, and you still found out." You and I are finished, but today's reunion is a parting, if we meet again in the future, we may really just meet as enemies. Take care! If there is an afterlife, I just want to be an ordinary couple with you and rewrite the fate of this life! ”
Jin Yu has never been afraid of separation, but he is still a little reluctant at the end, Nangong Hou's Mansion can no longer accommodate him, and he doesn't know what kind of situation tomorrow will be.
The broad hand pressed on the brocade quilt, and finally gritted his teeth and turned away. Just as Jinyu was about to fly away, Qianqian seemed to wake up from a dream and shouted at him: "I don't want any afterlife, I just want this life!" After speaking, tears rained down.
Jin Yu felt a pain in her heart, and she was ruthless, so she was really angry, and her body swung out lightly.