Chapter 53: You Want to Be Happy
After several days, Shen Yu finally rushed back from home.
After getting off work, Xiao Luo only saw Shen Yu piling up together, and didn't see anyone, sitting by the window and waiting until midnight to see no one come back, Xiao Luo simply called her.
When he was about to hang up, Shen Yu answered the phone slowly, his voice was low and hoarse, as if he had just cried.
Xiao Luo twisted her eyebrows to ask about the situation, but she refused to respond, Xiao Luo sighed and simply didn't ask, and only told her to pay attention to safety outside.
Shen Yu came back the next morning, Xiao Luo got up from the quilt in a daze, and saw her red eyes and tired face at a glance, and the words held in her stomach were tossed and swallowed over and over.
Shen Yu closed the door and fell asleep on the bed, while Xiao Luo couldn't sleep staring at the ceiling, so he simply got up and washed.
To her surprise, when she got off the dormitory building, Yang Guang stood on the steps downstairs, staring at the window sill on the third floor.
Xiao Luo's heart tightened, and he probably guessed what was going on.
can recall the look on Shen Yu's face when he mentioned Yangguang before, it was a natural joy of love, if there was a conflict between them, she couldn't imagine how sad Shen Yu would be.
Yangguang's eyes lit up when he saw Xiao Luo, and he almost rushed to her, "Miss Lin, Shen Yu, is she okay?" ”
Xiao Luo looked at his obviously tired face and messy hairstyle, and shook his head sluggishly, "It doesn't seem to be good." ”
Yang Guang didn't speak, his face was cloudy, and the pressure of his body was so low that he couldn't breathe.
After thinking for a long time, Xiao Luo finally hesitated to speak: "...... between you"
"Nope." Yang Guang replied to her affirmatively, "Before leaving, our relationship was fine, but after we came back, everything changed." ”
Yangguang stepped on the steps with one foot and rubbed his hair in distress, "She won't tell me what happened, I ......"
It seems that the key to the problem lies with Shen Yu, but she really can't imagine that Shen Yu will take the initiative to give up Yangguang.
That's what she likes.
At the moment, she can only persuade Yan to persuade Yangguang to go back first, and the others can only slowly start with Shen Yu.
Sending away his eyes, Xiao Luo shrank his body and looked up at the closed window, feeling very depressed.
How happy she was when she first arrived at the dormitory, but now everything has changed, some people have left and others are worried, and she is left to live in chaos.
For the next period of time, Xiao Luo never asked anything valuable from Shen Yu's mouth, at first Yangguang would stay stupidly downstairs in the dormitory, and then he could no longer see anyone.
Shen Yu often stood at the window and stared at a certain place, standing for hours at a time.
Xiao Luo was distressed, and he didn't know where to persuade her, so he could only stand with her.
The only good news is that Su Qing's results in the written test and interview are very good, and there is no suspense about winning the rate notice.
Chen Yuan didn't seem to have done well in the exam, and when she came back to pack up her things, she still had a straight face, still looking like she didn't care.
As for Cheng Xiaoxiao, Xiao Luo hadn't seen her for a long time, and when she returned to the dormitory one day, she found that all the things that belonged to Cheng Xiaoxiao had been emptied.
Everyone is living according to the rules, only Shen Yu is still immersed in grief and can't extricate herself, and even her usual part-time job was resigned by her.
At the end of the term, the school organized a party, and Xiao Luo, who has never liked to be lively, deliberately pulled Shen Yu to participate in it.
It's probably the end of the term, and everyone is playing crazy, some people salute people with wine glasses, some people hold microphones and cry wolves, and some people hold roses to confess to girls.
Xiao Luo also saw many familiar faces, the loving Lu Hanchuan and Ding Xiaoran, the crooked-eyed Fu Ziqi, and Cheng Xiaoxiao, who had not seen him for a long time.
Halfway through the party, Yang Guang finally came late, and Xiao Luo breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the figure.
Fortunately, he didn't give up.
Xiao Luo pushed the quiet Shen Yu and stood up, while Yang Guang also sat next to Shen Yu with a smile.
The venue became more and more lively, and the colorful neon seemed to be broken by the sound of music, and the sunlight fell on everyone's face.
Xiao Luo stood behind the crowd, staring silently at a corner of the venue.
Lu Hanchuan was dancing with Ding Xiaoran, I don't know what jokes he heard, Ding Xiaoran smiled and drilled into Lu Hanchuan's arms, the two of them slowly circled along the crowd, and the colored lights fell from his straight black suit into her white skirt, hazy, as if the two people were integrated.
Fu Ziqi didn't know when he walked behind her and patted her on the shoulder.
The two of them sat on the relatively remote sofa avoiding the crowd, and the small light fell on Fu Ziqi's tall nose, which made the smile on his face even more charming.
"Long time no see."
Xu is an illusion, Fu Ziqi looked at her with a much calmer gaze, like the wind blowing in the spring day, and like a drizzle falling on the green grass, which was so comfortable that people were defenseless.
Xiao Luo hooked the corners of his lips, "Long time no see." ”
Fu Ziqi casually picked up a glass of red wine and shook it slowly, his eyes falling on the bright lights.
"Actually, I didn't plan to come today, I just wanted to try my luck, but I didn't expect my luck to be as good as ever."
Xiao Luo's lips moved, but he didn't make a sound.
Fu Ziqi chuckled, because of the light, the big boy in front of him had extremely white skin, and it also made the glass of red wine bewitching.
"I'll ...... I want to tell you that in fact, you don't need to be so strong, you are all flesh and blood people, stop and rest when you are tired, put aside everything and cry when you are injured, there is no need to hold on in order to take into account the feelings of others.
Xiao Luo, I hope you are the little girl who is protected, not a fool who is sad in her heart and wants to die and still force a smile. ”
Fu Ziqi put down the wine glass, turned his head and looked at her seriously, his dark eyes were full of Xiao Luo's dazed face, "I may leave City C after a while, what I said before will be my appointment, Xiao Luo, I hope you can be happy." ”
Xiao Luo looked at him stunned, unable to accept the meaning of his words for a while.
Maybe she couldn't accept Fu Ziqi's heart for her, but in the face of the sudden parting, she was still a little reluctant in her heart.
People, always so hypocritical.
Fu Ziqi rubbed her hair, with a smile in her eyes, "If you hear it, you want to be happy." ”
Xiao Luo tilted his head slightly, and only spoke after a while: "Where are you going?" ”
"Capital, my dad has to ask me to go to the hospital over there, it's too much to do when I'm older."
People go to higher places, and water flows to lower places.
After graduation, those who have accompanied them will naturally move towards a higher level.
No one will stop because of anyone, and no one will wait all their lives for the joy of youth.
Those who are reluctant can only move forward with tears in their eyes, while remembering.
Because that's the price of growth.