Chapter 65: Nothing
The room was dark, with only a faint glimmer of light coming through the curtains.
Xiao Luoguang stepped on the bed, his steps were a little vain, and it took a lot of effort to walk to the window.
The curtains were opened, and the world suddenly brightened, with a light rain outside, and the sky was overcast.
The moment the glass was opened, the cold wind swept through the severe winter cold, and it was almost blown out of the wind by the wind.
"Come over for dinner."
Yi Zeran appeared in the room at some point, still carrying a light-colored lunch box in his hand.
The deep gaze fell on her reddened little feet, her eyebrows furrowed slightly, the lunch box was thrown on the table, Yi Zeran bent down and picked up the slippers on the ground and walked in front of Xiao Luo.
Xiao Luo watched his movements in a daze, and didn't know what to do for a while.
Yi Zeran half-knelt in front of her, his big thick hands holding her ankles, all bone, cold and cold.
This girl is so thin.
"Lift your feet."
Xiao Luo obediently raised his foot, and when the soles of his feet stepped on the soft cotton slippers, there was an unreal feeling of stepping into the clouds.
Yi Zeran stood up, and then closed the window without saying a word.
The room was suddenly much warmer, and the man took her hand and led her to the small sofa.
The lunch box was opened, and there was sweet rice porridge with many colorful toppings, as well as white bone broth.
The mix of two flavors is indeed very tempting.
Xiao Luo silently picked up the rice porridge, picked up the spoon and began to drink the porridge.
There was still nausea in her stomach, but she held back.
Even if there is great sadness in my heart, the road still has to go on.
Soon a bowl of porridge was at the bottom, Xiao Luo wiped his mouth and stood up, his pale face recovered a lot, "I want to see a doctor." ”
Yi Zeran nodded and dialed the phone casually.
Soon the doctor I met yesterday rushed to the ward.
The male doctor helped the frame of the glasses, nodded to Yi Zeran first, and then sat down in front of Xiao Luo, and said "I'm sorry".
Xiao Luo's expression was cold, like the weather was about to snow in winter.
"Please tell me everything about my mother's condition."
One sentence brings the doctor completely into a professional state, he is a doctor, and he has long been accustomed to seeing life and death, so the explanation is simple and clear.
But Xiao Luo's mood reached its peak with his straightforward words, and his hands clenched into fists until his bones turned white.
She was shocked that her mother had cancer, she couldn't understand that her mother would give up treatment, and she couldn't accept that her mother would not even give her the last time.
The room was eerily quiet, with the occasional tick of rain falling down the window.
The doctor noticed her abnormal mood and stopped narrating, "I'm sorry for this happening, but the patient's physical condition is too unoptimistic. ”
Xiao Luo blinked, and his long eyelashes shook twice, like a frightened butterfly.
"Mother, she...... What did you say on your deathbed? ”
After a long time of brewing, she finally forced herself to say such a sentence.
The cruelest thing in the world is nothing more than the words "the wood is already in the boat", her mother has left her, but she still wants to grab something, even if it is a short-lived bubble.
The doctor was silent for a moment, then spoke cautiously: "The patient asked the medical staff to call his family, but he didn't get through. ”
Xiao Luo finally covered his face with his hands and cried quietly.
She missed the last phone call her mother had left her, and the last contact between mother and daughter was fixed on a quarrel over anger.
There is not only sadness in my heart, but also endless remorse.
Seeing this, the doctor sighed lightly and turned to leave, leaving only Xiao Luo and Yi Zeran in the room.
For a long time, Yi Zeran stretched out his arm and took the person in his arms, Xiao Luo, who was still crying a moment ago, stopped crying the next second.
She looked at Yi Zeran with red eyes, and there was an unwilling pain on her face, "You already knew, didn't you?" ”
Yi Zeran rested one arm stiffly on the back of the sofa, his eyes looked at Xiao Luo with heavy eyes, his thin lips moved, but he didn't say a word.
Indeed, he did not wait until Lin's mother was seriously ill.
But he didn't know that it was so serious, and he didn't know that Xiao Luo would not even see her for the last time.
He never regretted anything, but this one regretted it so much.
What a damn Spring Festival, he is such a resolute person who would stop because of a small festival.
Today's result, Xiao Luo's pain is a little bit, and his heart is a little ashamed.
Seeing his expression, Xiao Luo knew it in his heart.
It's not that I'm not angry, it's more sad.
It's sad that she doesn't know anything about her dearest and beloved mother, so important things that inconsequential people know, but she lives like a fool in the lies woven by others.
Right now, she couldn't find any outlet except crying.
Yi Zeran ignored her resistance and forcefully took the person into his arms, and a muffled cry came from his chest, just like his mood at the moment.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Luo, I didn't know it would turn out like this."
Xiao Luo was still crying in a muffled voice, and Yi Zeran's voice became more and more overwhelmed, "I know it's cruel to let you accept these things, if you really can't accept it, just cry, I'll stay with you until you figure it out." ”
The crying was much quieter, and gradually turned into a subtle sob, and after a long time, Xiao Luo wiped away his tears and raised his head, "Mother really didn't leave me anything?" ”
Yi Zeran straightened the messy hair on both sides of her cheeks distressedly, and said softly: "There should be, Song Boyuan said that your mother's things are still in the original place, and I have asked him to pick them up." ”
Xiao Luo lowered his head and slowly wiped his tears, "I want to go over in person." ”
Go and see the place where my mother lived, walk the road my mother walked, and experience a chic and happy life on the grassland.
"Yes, but there are some things that need to be taken care of before that."
Yi Zeran's tone suddenly became very serious, "Your mother left a wish before she died. ”
Xiao Luo involuntarily looked into his eyes, attracted by the deep gaze in his eyes.
"She wants to leave her bones in this grassland."
The composure deliberately pretended on Xiao Luo's face collapsed a little, she grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly, and her face was obviously flustered, "Mother refuses to go back?" ”
She doesn't want to keep any thoughts to herself?
This is her hometown, but another place is where they have lived for more than twenty years, and they have abandoned it?
Yi Zeran held her hand, and his handsome black eyes looked at the bottom of her eyes, "Xiao Luo, hers is your mother, you have to respect her every choice, even if that choice is unacceptable to you." ”、
Xiao Luo's expression was dumbfounded, and it took a long time before he spoke: "So I was abandoned like this, right?" ”
A sentence slammed into Yi Zeran's heart.
Yes, from the moment Mother Lin left, she had nothing.