Chapter 62: Breaking Love and Breaking Righteousness (II)
"So what?" Qianqian shook her head, a few strands of black silk and tears were wet on her face, and when the cold wind blew, it turned into a thin layer of ice on her face, and her face was as pale as paper, "I can't be with you when I'm alive, and I can't even meet my soul in my dreams when I'm dead, I'm just carrying a filial piety to survive, carrying all the friendship for you and keeping my promise to you." Even the current marriage is nothing more than an illusion. You know how many times I've wanted to go with you. But he's my dad after all...... I died and lived up to the word filial piety, I lived and lost you, I lived so tired. Between heaven and earth, I am not as white as this piece of snow, which is clean and white. ”
Sorrow is an invisible giant hand that grabbed Qianqian, as if accusing, Qianqian finally said all the words that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.
Wen Xi knew that she was unhappy in her heart, so she listened quietly, sometimes persuasion does not necessarily require too many words, just a warm embrace, a movement of clenching arms.
Wen Xi kept listening, until she finally poured out all the suffering, and even the crying gradually went down, only tears flowed.
Carefully pulled the person in her arms out gently, looking at her, her hair was loose, no powder, no pearl and jade decoration, and her face was still swollen because of a slap, but even so, her beauty still did not change at all, because it added haggard and made people feel more distressed.
"Qianqian!" Wen Xi held her face and called softly, as if to pour out all the tenderness of this voice at this moment, "I love you!" I was, I am, and I will be, even though I am now a wisp of soul! ”
A long sigh and the wind swirling in the plum garden echoed in Qianqian's ears, and the love words of life and death will not make people feel so sweet, but will only make people feel more bitter. Qianqian buried her head deep in Wen Xi's hands, and finally couldn't help it, the strength that had been disguised for many years collapsed instantly, and Qianqian cried out loud.
Wen Xi endured the reluctance and pain in his heart, and held up Qianqian's face again.
"We are now separated by yin and yang, fate will not let us go after all, I am already like this, but you, you are still alive, you still have a good time, you should have a person worthy of your trust to stay with you for the rest of the time, you have to be someone else's wife, you have to be the mother of children. I will watch you from heaven, and I will be happy as long as you are happy! ”
Qianqian listened with a soft stomach, she is not a person who can easily get out of feelings, if this were the case, she would not let herself sink in grief for so many years.
Qianqian shook her head desperately, and the inch-long nails on her hands were deeply pinched into Wen Xi's flesh, she understood that this was him coming to say goodbye, how could she be willing!
"I don't want it! I don't want you to go! Even if it's a dream, I'm willing! I can't put it down! Can't put it down! This is like a confession, more like a scoundrel's surrender, ruthlessness can get rid of love, but she is not a ruthless person, she is kind and infatuated.
So if you want to be ruthless, it must only be yourself.
Even though there are thousands of reluctances, there is always a time to say goodbye, Wen Xi's hands slowly left Qianqian's face.
"Forget about me!" Wen Xi smiled bitterly, "When I see you today, there will be no day to meet again in this life, whether it is reality or dreams!" Qianqian I have become a thing of the past, and you remember that I never hated you! You are as innocent as I am, may you leave all your troubles behind and start your new life! ”
"Wenxi!" "Wenxi!"
Qianqian's tears poured down, like snowflakes, the snowflakes fell a piece of miserable white and cold, but Qianqian's tears were hot and hot, falling on the snow, smashing out a snow nest out.
What should have been said has already been said, Wen Xi gritted his teeth and gradually retreated, there was no light after the wind pavilion, and he retreated directly into the darkness, as if evaporating out of thin air.
Qianqian's hand waved weakly in the air, but when she reached out and grabbed it, her hand was cold.
Reality was so cruel to her, even in her dreams. Qianqian knelt weakly in the snow, patting the snow with her palms, the snowflakes rose and fell, her childhood dreams, the clouds and boundless peach blossoms in the sky when she was fourteen years old, the endless expectations in the boudoir, and so many years of obsession all collapsed in this dream.
It wasn't until Qianqian fainted from crying at the end that the plum garden was quiet.
And Wen Xi, after coming out of the darkness, finally resumed his identity as Zhuo Jinyu, as if he had experienced a dream, and the pain in his heart was fierce but there was nowhere to vent, such pain was like the nightmare he had at home in Tangli Academy many years ago.
Jin Yu tore off his mask, peeled off his plain clothes, and quickly returned to his room, his eyes were cold and fierce when he passed by Zhuo Yinfeng's room, and his teeth were bitten and gurgling.
Quickly spread the ground on the ground, hid the tools of the "crime" just now, and changed into the clothes that Jinyu wore on weekdays, and when he felt that everything could not be picky, Jinyu hurried all the way to the plum garden.
Qianqian had already fainted, her body was covered with a layer of snow, and her tears were still frozen into ice beads on her face. Jin Yu picked up Qianqian and warmed him with her body temperature, and looked up at the deep night sky before turning back to the room.
The fragrance of plum blossoms is refreshing, but although Jinyu's glance is far away, and there is still falling snow in the middle, Shao Sinan, who is hidden in the dark, is still stunned. Jinyu was clearly saying, "Have you seen enough!" ”
The snow is very cold tonight, Shao Sinan brought a pot of wine, she drinks very little on weekdays, and she is not very used to the spicy and choking taste.
Chai Lie's order to monitor Jin Yu has not been withdrawn, even if it is snowy, he still does not dare to slack off, and in the afternoon, he followed him all the way to worship a deserted tomb, Su Wenxi She didn't know who it was, and when she went back, she naturally gave Chai Lie a detailed report.
The master didn't change much, but Nangong Hou was in a hurry, and when he came back, he directly scolded Qianqian and Jinyu, but to her surprise, it was Zhuo Qianqian who was scolded and beaten.
In the middle of the night, Jinyu was wearing makeup and, and she didn't know which drama she was singing, and she pretended to be Su Wenxi, and made Zhuo Qianqian cry directly in the snow.
The two of them also said some lingering love words, listening to their goosebumps all over their bodies, although she was alone and would crave the warmth between relatives at some times, but she never thought of the love between men and women.
Hearing what they said, Shao Si Nanjue didn't need to drink and his ears were hot, it turned out that men and women in the world were like this.
If you listen to it yourself, you don't have to tell the master! This bastard boy has been in Nangong Hou's Mansion since he entered Nangong Hou's mansion, others don't know, she knows that Nangong Hou's daughter's bed has never been touched once, tossing so much in the middle of the night, presumably just for Miss Qianjin's heart!
Shao Sinan snorted coldly, there was a deep gap between heaven and earth, and the occasional light was just a remnant of gasp, it was really boring to stay here in the cold, and the couple didn't know what to do when they went back! And that glance just now means that he has found her, even if there is anything out of the ordinary, he will not do it.
As soon as his feet were forced, several ups and downs of Shao Sinan's figures had disappeared into the night.