33 and then to the ashram
He Shengnan arrived at the meditation temple, just like the last time, Xiao Leng didn't see her at all, and asked his follower Li Qingqing to drive her away, and the angry He Shengnan also staged the last scene, and scolded outside Leng Guyue's courtyard door: "Xiao Leng-you bastard, I really misjudged you, and thought you were a good person, how can you see death and not save you?" Did you know that your cousin is dying? He is just one of your relatives, can you bear to leave her alone like this? A group of us called Hanako still know what is righteous, what kind of prince are you? Do you know how to be a turtle with a shrunken head? ”
Li Qingqing was about to draw his sword angrily, and He Shengnan immediately said to her in a trembling voice: "...... What? You want to point a sword at me again? Let me tell you, I am friends of life and death with your second prince, if you hurt me, he will ...... He won't let your ...... go."
After speaking, He Shengnan tiptoed and shouted into the courtyard: "Xiao Leng, did you hear it?" What's wrong with you seeing me? You weren't so ruthless last time at the bottom of the cliff, aren't you very reasonable? We had a great chat, didn't we? How can you turn your face and not recognize people? I've saved you anyway, so you won't even want to see me, will you? Although you also saved me, we evened up, but we still spent the night together, this night friendship is always there, right? When you see me, don't worry, I won't delay you for too long. ”
Li Qingqing listened to He Shengnan shouting here that she and Leng Guyue spent the night, and she couldn't help but blush a little when she heard their friendship all night, although she knew under what circumstances they stayed all night, but hearing He Shengnan shout out so loudly, she felt that this was simply not ashamed to be called Huazi. Even the officers and soldiers guarding looked at He Shengnan with strange eyes, thinking, could it be that their second prince would be interested in a man named Huazi?
It's incredible, everyone thinks that Li Qingqing is the only warm house girl for their second prince, although this is a temple, but the second prince is not a monk, although everyone doesn't dare to talk about it, but they all know it, they didn't expect that a person called Huazi would appear today, and everyone didn't dare to compliment their second prince's romantic debts.
And Leng Guyue heard He Shengnan's unobstructed shouting outside the door in the house, and she was really a little helpless, this Huazi was simply bold, and she didn't know how thick the sky was, didn't she know that her words would bring her death if they were listened to by someone with a heart?
Frowning, Leng Guyue said to Twelve: "Go, bring that girl in for me." ”
"Yes!" Twelve answered, turned and went out.
He Shengnan jumped to his feet and wanted to continue scolding, when the courtyard door opened, everyone saw Twelve coming out, and they all quieted down, and Twelve rushed to He Shengnan to do a Buddhist teaching, and said: "Female donor, the second prince asked you to go in." ”
He Shengnan was happy when he heard this, and hurriedly followed Twelve in, Li Qingqing was a little surprised, this courtyard had never entered a woman except her, but she didn't expect Gongzi to agree to let this beggar in.
When he arrived at Leng Guyue's room, He Shengnan took a look at it, the room was not very big, and the furnishings were a little shabby, except for a bed, a wardrobe, a table, and two chairs.
Leng Guyue asked Twelve and Li Qingqing to go out first, got up from the chair, looked at He Shengnan who was squinting around and asked, "What?" Isn't it a surprise? Don't think this is a place for a prince to live? ”
He Shengnan nodded vigorously when she heard this, she was really surprised, she thought, even if he lives in the temple, he is also a prince after all, at least he should live well, eat and drink well, right? But now it seems to be the complete opposite.
Leng Guyue looked at her and said, "I told you a long time ago that I am a prince who is not favored, and it is not good for you to get close to me." Have you forgotten the last time you were hunted down? If I don't let you in, are you going to keep yelling outside? ”
Thinking of the last time she was chased and killed and fell off the cliff, He Shengnan was still a little afraid, she nodded obediently, if Leng Guyue didn't see her, she would indeed keep calling outside, until he saw her, she didn't think about anything else.
Leng Guyue looked at it and said, "You don't know whether you are alive or dead, do you know how many dangers are around me?" As long as you have a little relationship with me, you may lose your life, do you want to repeat what happened last time to you? ”
He Shengnan felt a little cold on the soles of her feet when she heard this, and she hurriedly said in fear: "When ...... Of course not. I don't want to go all the way to death, but I really can't do anything else. You go and see Mu Yuxue, she is sick, the doctor said that she is bent on dying and doesn't want to wake up at all, maybe it will help her if you go. ”
Leng Guyue sat back in her chair after hearing this and said, "Since she is bent on death, even if I go, it's useless." ”
He Shengnan hurriedly waved his hand and said: "No, no, she likes you, for her, maybe you are her hope to live." ”
Leng Guyue interrupted her and said: "Since this is the case, I won't go, she likes me, but I don't like her, I can't help her for a while, I don't know how to cherish my own life, what's the use of others being anxious?" ”
"Yes...... But ......" He Shengnan didn't come up with what to say for a long time, she felt that what Leng Guyue said was right, but now that Mu Yuxue is a patient and has been stimulated so much, can she be treated as a normal person?
After thinking about it, He Shengnan said again: "Maybe you're right, but the most important thing now is to let Mu Yuxue wake up first, and then talk about it later." ”
Leng Guyue looked at He Shengnan and stared at her directly, "Don't you understand it now?" It's much more dangerous to come into contact with me than if she gets sick, and if I go, maybe as soon as I walk on the front foot, you might be caught or killed on the back foot. Don't look at the fact that there are so many officers and soldiers outside who seem to be protecting me, in fact, I don't know how many people inside want to kill me. You experienced it yourself last time, how many times do you want me to emphasize it to you? In the future, whether it is Mu Yuxue or you, you must keep your distance from me. ”
He Shengnan was speechless when he heard this, he was a prince, how could he live so carefully and frightened? Every time you do something, you must not only consider your own safety, but also always consider whether it will bring a crisis to others, He Shengnan suddenly understood him a little.
She looked at him and couldn't help but sigh: "What kind of family is your royal family, to make your life so difficult and walking on thin ice?" What exactly are you missing? Does the emperor not care if you live or die? You are his own son, is there no flesh and blood affection between you? How could he throw you in this temple for slaughter? ”
He Shengnan wanted outsiders to hear the absolute capital crime, and he dared to blame the emperor unashamedly, Leng Guyue felt that she was simply speechless and didn't know the depths. However, He Shengnan's words really moved him, and even one of the four words "flesh and blood affection" understood Huazi, but his father didn't understand it. He has been in this temple for so many years, how can anyone feel sorry for him, but today a man named Hanako is crying out for him.
Although he was moved, Leng Guyue couldn't show it, he still said to He Shengnan with a cold face: "I told you about the royal matter, how can you discuss it?" You girl, you don't know whether to live or die. ”
He Shengnan rolled his eyes at him when he heard this, pouted and said: "Okay, okay, what you said is right, since you don't want to mention it, I won't ask, I know that you are for my good, I'm afraid that I will get into trouble because of this mouth, but there are no outsiders here." ”
After thinking about it, she said, "Since you don't go with me, then I'll go, and I'll think of other ways." ”
He Shengnan thought about Leng Guyue's words and felt that he was right, if he was really in danger, then it would be an adventure to bring him to the beggar's nest to the people in the beggar's nest, so forget it.
She turned around and was about to leave, Leng Guyue suddenly called out to her, he got up and walked over to her, looked at her and asked, "You and Yu Xue talked about meeting each other in Pingshui, why did you help her so much?" ”
He Shengnan shrugged: "At first, it was because she helped me before, she once gave me some paper and charcoal, which was very important to me at the time, but now, she is miserable enough, if we don't care about her anymore, she will only have a dead end." ”
Leng Guyue had doubted He Shengnan's identity many times, but this time he believed that Mu Yuxue was really helping her out of kindness, he was a little surprised, could it be that there are really people in this world who are stupid enough to help people just to help people regardless of any effort and results?
Thinking about it, Leng Guyue took out a few pieces of broken silver from her arms and gave it to He Shengnan and said, "Mu Yuxue definitely needs money to see a doctor, you can take this." ”
He knew that she would definitely have no money if she was named Hanako, but He Shengnan waved his hand at him and said, "No, I have a way to make money now, I don't have to beg from others anymore, don't worry." ”
After saying that, she turned around and left, and Leng Guyue was a little curious, not knowing what way she could make money if she was a woman named Hanako and a woman. Although he was curious, he didn't ask again, and there were many things that he couldn't ask.
After He Shengnan went back, everyone asked her where she had gone with a worried face, and everyone woke up early in the morning and didn't see her, and thought something had happened to her. Tang Erdan was squatting on the ground to feed medicine to Mu Yuxue lying on the grass, who knew that Mu Yuxue spit out all the medicine in a coma, and didn't swallow it at all, when she saw He Shengnan coming back, Tang Erdan said anxiously to her: "Shengnan, look, Yuxue She doesn't drink medicine at all, what should I do?" ”
He Shengnan walked to Mu Yuxue's side and also sat down on the grass, she had her back to Mu Yuxue, but she sat there with her hands on her knees and said softly: "Yuxue, I know you are sad now, your father is gone, your brother is gone, your home is gone, and you don't want to live anymore." But do you know how many people in this world are as miserable and homeless as you are now, but they are still trying to survive? Look at Xiaowei, he was an orphan since he was a child, at least you used to have a home, but he was born with nothing, did he ever want to die or live? He doesn't live more cheerfully than anyone else? Look at Xiao San and Erdan, they used to have a home, but like you, they witnessed their relatives being burned to death, didn't they survive the same? Zhang Fei, although we don't know what he has experienced, I think his experience will not be easier than any of us, but isn't he still alive and well? ”