However, Zhao Zheng didn't remember the old feelings, he was more gloomy than before, the government affairs that could never be dealt with, and the power of the DPRK and China that could never be truly restrained made him physically and mentally exhausted, and the only thing that made him feel better was that Shen Yuexi was under house arrest at this moment.

I don't know when those feelings in the past gradually turned into anger, because Shen Yuexi was suffering mental torture, then Shen Yuexi had to suffer the same pain.

He knew Shen Yuexi too well, a person with a rebellious temperament like her would usually become more and more courageous, and only by cutting off her wings and imprisoning her could her will be consumed.

Now Zhao Zheng no longer asks for Shen Yuexi's love, imprisons her beside him, knowing that she is staying up with him in that courtyard, and getting old, it's okay.

He also knew that Shen Yuexi would not look for a short-term view, because there was Yi'er.

Zhao Zheng's prediction was right, Shen Yuexi did want to go on a hunger strike, but when she thought of Yi'er, she gave up, Yi'er was the reason and thought for her life, and she didn't allow herself to be so cowardly, the Shen family only left her and her brother, if she ended herself, then Shen Yi would be the only one left in the Shen family.

No matter what, she has to hold on, she doesn't believe that Zhao Zheng will lock her up in Yuxiu Palace for the rest of her life, and if the prince is in power in the future, she will have hope to get out of here.

So she has to be good, not to languish and retreat.

Relying on this, she has been constantly giving herself hope, and Shen Yuexi has been staying up day by day.

1 day, 10 days, 1 month, 3 months...... Until later, she almost forgot the days, only that the weather was warm, the trees in the yard gradually showed signs of recovery, and there was a surging smell in the air.

It's spring. Shen Yuexi squinted at the sky and muttered to herself.

At this time last year, she had just left Kuchou, and she knew that she would face such an ending, what would have happened if she had chosen to stay in the General's Mansion?

Shen Yuexi was stupid every time she thought of this question, and sat on the bench for a long time until her legs were numb.

"It is as white as snow on the mountain, and as bright as the moon in the clouds. Wen Jun had two intentions, so he decided to break up...... "When she got up, she gently read the poem while gently beating her numb legs.

She walked to the gate and listened to the movement outside, but outside the deep palace walls, there was silence.

She thought for a moment, turned around and moved her chair to the base of the wall, and stood on it, but it was still not enough to see outside. So she added a small stool to the chair, and this time, she could barely see outside on her toes.

But there was still a high wall outside. Shen Yuexi sighed and prepared to come down, but her feet were unsteady and she fell.

The guards outside heard the movement, glanced at each other, pricked up their ears to listen to the movement, and after listening for a while, they felt that there was nothing wrong, so they did not care.

Shen Yuexi's knees and palms were scratched, and she limped back to the house with pain, scooped up water, and cleaned the wound.

The water in the water tank is always full, even after Shen Yuexi bathes, the water in the water tank is still full on the second day. But Shen Yuexi has never seen anyone come in to refill the water, those who refill the water are all taking advantage of the ugly time when Shen Yuexi is asleep before carrying water into the tank, try to avoid meeting with Shen Yuexi, it is the first thing that all palace people and guards abide by, if anyone dares to talk to Shen Yuexi, it is to find death.

After washing the wound, Shen Yuexi didn't take medicine, just let the wound be naked, and there was pain when the clothes were rubbed, which Shen Yuexi liked very much, which would make her still feel alive.

Since then, Shen Yuexi will often get some wounds for herself, watching the wounds bleed, watching the wounds scab over, watching the wounds heal, this process has become her best fun to pass the time.

Sometimes, she opened her scarred wrist like looking at a stranger, the ice muscles and jade bones no longer existed, and there were more vicissitudes and hatred on her body.

The wisps of hatred entwined her, and she thought that if she could get out of here one day, she would do everything she could to catch Zhao Zheng, imprison him, and let him taste the taste of isolation from the world.

This thought is crazy, but this thought makes Shen Yuexi very excited, and it seems that she has more interest in life.

**

Hu clumsily took fifty Jingwei, and quickly whipped for more than a month and a half, and finally entered the capital in four ways, and then met in the capital.

In the past, although the house where Jingwei lived was full of dust, it was still able to live in it if it was cleaned.

But more than 50 people live in a house, and in the end it is a bit eye-catching, so they let everyone disperse, and those who live in inns, inns, and houses use codes to keep in touch every day.

On the first day of coming to the capital, Hu Zhuo did not go to the steamed bun shop, and after settling in the house, he went out alone and slowly paced along the streets of the capital.

The prosperity of the capital is unlike any other, and compared to the ruggedness of the frontier area, it is exquisite.

Especially here is Shen Yuexi, thinking that Shen Yuexi is somewhere not far from him at this time, he can't hold back the excitement in his heart.

The capital was very large, and after walking a few streets, the sky gradually darkened, so he found a tavern and sold several jars of wine, and went to order some snacks for the store to send to the house.

At night, the Jingwei gathered in the house to drink, and after so many days of traveling, it was time to have a good drink.

But after all, it was the capital, and everyone maintained a higher vigilance, and after dinner, they briefly discussed the plans for these days, and dispersed.

The next day, Hu Zhuo was taken by Jingwei, who had been in the capital before, to Shen Yuexi's previous steamed bun shop.

Walking to the vicinity of the steamed bread shop, he stopped and looked around, the whole street, this steamed bun shop is the smallest, the façade is the most simple, he can't imagine how Yuexi lived here with Yi'er before, she really suffered too much, thinking of this, Hu's clumsy heart hurt.

In the middle of the morning, there were few guests in the steamed bun shop, and Zhicui was making noodles in the shop, preparing the pot of steamed buns at noon.

He Jieyu never learned this, and she had enough silver to use, so she didn't learn, only helped Zhicui collect money when there were many people, and talked to Zhicui in her spare time, although the days were dull, but it was much better than the suffocation in the palace before, especially, Zhicui said that when the weather was warmer again, she would take her out of the capital to enjoy the green mountains and fields, and she was really looking forward to it.

On this day, He Jieyu was still sitting in the shop, watching Zhicui struggle to reconcile, and when she heard the door curtain ringing, she turned her head to look over, and a tall figure walked in.

"Buy steamed buns? I'm afraid it's going to take some time. He Jieyu looked at her for a moment, there are not many men like him in the capital.

"Oh, then I'll wait." As he spoke, he found a stool and sat down.

This person is really strange, but He Jieyu is not easy to drive people out, so she has to sit there like a bell.

Subsequently, Jingwei who came with Ku Zhuo also walked in, and He Jieyu was just about to speak, but Jingwei hurriedly signaled that he was coming with Ku Zhuo.

Jingwei also sat down beside Hu Zhuo, and watched silently as Zhicui reconciled the dough and put it aside to wake up.

No one spoke in the room, it was quiet, and it was a little embarrassing.

Zhicui washed his hands, looked back at the Jingwei, felt familiar, and couldn't remember where he had seen it, he just thought that he was a guest who had come to buy steamed buns, so he smiled at him, and then turned around and took out the dried vegetables dried in autumn, and chose them one by one, put them in the water and kept them for mixing pickles.

"When the weather is warmer again, you can go to the mountains to dig wild vegetables." Zhicui chose the dish and said to He Jieyu.

"I've never dug up wild vegetables since I've grown up."

"I've been doing these guys since I was a child, ...... Seven Kings" Zhicui pursed her lips when she said this, for fear of being ignored and they would hear the mystery, so she changed her tone and said: "Miss also likes to dig wild vegetables, not only likes to dig but also likes to eat, if she is not under house arrest, how good it would be, she will take us there, she knows a lot ......of things, where there are many wild vegetables, and she knows how to store the wild vegetables that are dug back," Zhicui sighed.

Suddenly listening from the sidelines, he knew that the young lady in their mouth was Shen Yuexi, but his face was still unfazed.

He Jieyu also sighed, looked at the light coming in through the pane, lowered her voice and said: "I used to be in the palace, even if I was accompanied by palace people, I still felt that the days were dull and breathless, and now she is under house arrest alone, how helpless she should be." ”

"I hate that I'm not a man, and I don't have the strength, otherwise I have to try to see if I can save Miss."

"Is it so easy for you to come and go there?" He Jieyu smiled bitterly.

Zhicui sighed again and was silent for a while.

"Yi'er is a lot older now, do you think we can see him again?" Zhicui asked.

He Jieyu shook her head, "I don't know." ”

The two didn't say anything more, Zhicui chose the dried vegetables, put them in the wooden bucket, and then went to the water tank to scoop water.

"It's time to fetch water." Zhicui said, ready to go to the well to fetch water, but she was not at ease when Ruga Jieyu was with these two tall men.

Seeing Zhicui's hesitation, he glanced at Jingwei, and Jingwei got up, "I'll help you fetch water, just send more steamed buns in a while." ”

After speaking, Jingwei picked up the two wooden barrels and left, but Zhicui couldn't stop him.

When Jingwei went out, Zhicui said to Hu Zhuo: "That, although I am very grateful to him for his help, but it is really not good to send one more steamed bun, a small business is not profitable." ”

Suddenly nodded, "I won't miss your money, I'll wrap all your steamed buns for noon today." ”

It turned out to be a big buyer, Zhicui looked back at He Jieyu and smiled happily.

Jingwei had great strength, and after a while, he came back with two buckets of water and poured them into the tank.

Zhicui applauded him in her heart, in the end, she usually fetches water, she can only hit one bucket at a time, and it takes a long time to bring it back, alas, it seems that she should really find a man.