Chapter 81: Inner Demons
Concubine Jin held on to the pillar, walked to the back of the bookcase and sat down with weak steps, and only after holding it steady did she speak, "Say, when did you start." ”
There was no way to hide it now, and the eldest princess simply confessed: "I don't know, it should have been a long time ago." ”
Concubine Jin suddenly realized: "I'll just say why he keeps pestering you, it turns out that there is still this reason." How can you do that? He's your nephew! ”
The eldest princess looked at her and said with a burning eye: "Don't you know if he is my nephew?" ”
Concubine Jin paused for a moment, and only spoke for a long time, "Ah, what can you say?" I have a number in my mind. It's not a loss, or you're not right. Concubine Jin changed her words and said, "Even if he is not your own nephew, you can't do this, you still ...... It made me ...... I treat you like ...... Alas. ”
Concubine Jin took out a handkerchief to cover her face, avoiding the gaze of the eldest princess and began to wipe her tears.
The eldest princess knew that she was wrong, she had a very good relationship with Concubine Jin before, and she was a good friend of Zheng'er. Now that Concubine Jin knows that her son is ambiguous with her, she must feel uncomfortable in her heart. She didn't have anything to defend herself, she did it.
The eldest princess admitted her mistake frankly, "It's all my fault, I can't stand you for so long." I'll take care of this, and it's up to you to do whatever you want. There is only one, don't implicate him, I'm afraid it will ruin his future. ”
When Concubine Jin heard this, she cried even harder, and she couldn't breathe. The eldest princess was not happy to hear her crying, so she walked over and stuffed the sword into her hand, "If you are really angry, you might as well kill me with a sword." ”
Concubine Jin held the sword in her hand and looked at it for a long time, raised her hand and threw the sword aside, wiped away her tears, grabbed the eldest princess's hand and said very emotionally: "I have always regarded you as a friend and a close sister-in-law." You actually want to be my daughter-in-law, this friendship really touches me. ”
The eldest princess stayed where she was, did she hear it wrong or something, why couldn't she understand these words? What are they? Is she being taken advantage of?
It took a long time for the eldest princess to understand a little bit, and asked incredibly: "You don't hate me?" ”
"Why should I hate you? He grew up behind you, and you saved his life, and now you have to give birth to him, and I thank you that it's too late. ”
Why didn't she understand these words, the eldest princess confirmed that this person was indeed Concubine Jin, how could she not react correctly, she should have beaten her and scolded her.
"Qing!" Concubine Jin stood up and faced her, her hand on her lower abdomen, "When will I have a grandson?" Is it available now? ”
The eldest princess pushed her away in a trance, where is this, now she can't accept it.
The eldest princess said dumbfoundedly: "We haven't done anything, it is impossible to have children." ”
Affectionate, polite, she was confused, but she was not confused to that point.
"You!" Concubine Jin covered her heart and made a very hurt state, "How can you be like this, you know how much I want my grandson, but you actually don't do anything." A young man in his twenties and early thirties is in good health, and now he doesn't want to have children. ”
What the hell? The eldest princess couldn't understand a word, and her head was buzzing.
The eldest princess touched her head and said, "Don't speak, let me be quiet." ”
Concubine Jin gushed endlessly: "Don't, don't you like sturdy young men? Then I'll let him eat more meat and gain a little more weight. Or you say, what do you like? Qing, you are not young anymore, and you will have a child in a few years and suffer. ”
The eldest princess had a terrible headache, pointed to the door and said, "You go out." ”
"I don't, do you want me to teach you some secret recipes for having children?"
"Get out!"
Concubine Jin reluctantly walked out, and looked back at the eldest princess resentfully, is it so difficult for her to just want a grandson? I can't pity her old mother. Standing at the door, he yelled at the eldest princess, "I hate you!" ”
"Get out!"
This crazy woman also said that she would scare her stupidly, but she was completely stunned, and the eldest princess couldn't think about it after sitting down for a long time.
King Qi stayed not far away, and finally only heard Concubine Jin's sentence "I hate you", and saw Concubine Jin walking away quickly while wiping her tears, and she didn't dare to come forward to talk. After waiting for a while, seeing that the eldest princess had not come out, she was worried that she couldn't wait anymore, so she walked back.
I saw the eldest princess sitting behind the bookcase with her head down, and a sword thrown on the ground. King Qi took two steps as one step and walked in front of her, but he couldn't open his mouth to speak.
The eldest princess knew he was coming when she smelled the wine, and he did these crazy things in his stomach with three cups of yellow soup, which gave her a headache.
What if Concubine Jin doesn't object to them? What if it's not an aunt or nephew? There are some things that are not good to say, he can live a peaceful and prosperous life, and the glory and wealth that he finally obtained, why should he destroy his future for her.
Thinking that he shouldn't have heard what they said just now, the eldest princess took the opportunity to say, "Your mother is already crazy, don't do anything to make her sad again." Having a child as soon as possible will ease her heart. ”
"Are you still pushing me out now?"
The eldest princess patted her face and whispered in a rare whisper, "I'm old, I have to take care of my face." I could have lived a long life, and I didn't want to leave it behind for thousands of years. Will you let me go? ”
King Qi squatted on the side of the chair, held her hand and said, "It's not good, I can't do it." ”
The eldest princess patted him on the shoulder, "You work hard, I believe in you." You learn everything quickly, and it's easy to learn to forget. ”
Not easy, he has tried countless times, not a single one of them succeeded.
It's like a flood that overflows, the more it is blocked, the more rampant it becomes.
He tried from his early twenties to his thirties, and for nearly ten years, he knew he shouldn't, but he couldn't let go. As time passed, he didn't remember many things, only the growing affection.
"I can't learn, I can't learn in my life." King Qi took her hand and put it on his heart, "You have taken root in this place and grown into a towering tree, no one can shake it." ”
The eldest princess raised her head and endured her tears, damn it, why did she want to cry whenever she should be hard-hearted?
"Then you have to take care of other things, your mother, Princess Qi, and the eyes of everyone in the world." The eldest princess withdrew her hand, stood up and exhaled, "Don't say anything, I'll go first, you're fine." ”
It's only to blame that he was born on that day, and it is not such a result one day earlier or one day late.
King Qi slowly stood up and looked at her resolute back. He had seen this back countless times, and each time he was afraid that she would never come back.
It's impossible to let go, absolutely impossible. He would rather give up everything if he could get her.
In the Zhou Shu Xuan, the atmosphere is not much better. He originally came back happily, but after the eldest princess and Concubine Jin left, there was only air conditioning left.
What's wrong? I can grasp something, but I can't see the whole picture clearly, and my heart is as uncomfortable as a cat scratch.
They all slept on the bed, and Zhou Shuxuan couldn't help but ask Miaoli who helped him tuck the quilt, "Do you know why the eldest princess and Concubine Jin came over?" ”
Miaoli's movements on her hand did not stop, and she said naturally: "The slave doesn't know, probably by the way." Everyone in the camp is close to each other, and it is very convenient to visit the door or something. ”
Miao Li really didn't know why they came here today, and even if they did, they wouldn't say anything.
It was barely an answer, and he couldn't think of anything more reasonable anyway.
"That's it, you go to bed early, and I'll take you to see Dingguo Gong tomorrow."
"Dingguo Gong? Why do you want to take slaves and maidservants? ”
mentioned this, Zhou Shuxuan was in a better mood, and deliberately sold a pass, "You'll know when the time comes." ”
He has already discussed with Dingguo Gong and asked Dingguo Gong to recognize her as his goddaughter. At that time, he will marry from the Dingguo Mansion, and marry to the palace in a beautiful manner. The identity is enough, and no one will talk about her past anymore.
Everything was perfectly prepared, as long as he asked for the emperor's holy decree, he would be able to act according to the plan.
At dawn, Miaoli didn't want to make him unhappy, so she agreed as much as she could. If you want to go to see Dingguo Gong, it's not a big deal.
After cleaning up, he went to give Wei Hai a hand and waited for Zhou Shuxuan to get up. Zhou Shuxuan seems to be dressed very grandly today, and it was nothing more than when he wanted to enter the palace to see the emperor before.
Before Miao Li could ask him the reason for such a grand ceremony, there was another person next to the emperor.
This day's day is more powerful than a ghost's urging.
Zhou Shuxuan was about to go out, but now he had to wait for her to come back before he could make plans. What does the emperor mean, seeing the concubine is not so frequent.
Consorts? Zhou Shuxuan shook his head and drove away the thoughts that he shouldn't have. But if it weren't for the concubine, what would be worth it for Concubine Jin. It's not right, if there is really any rumor, the eldest princess should also reveal something to him.
Zhou Shuxuan thought about the things of the past few days over and over again, and he never had a clue.
In the emperor's account, it is still an old problem to call her over.
"How's that for you?"
Miao Li gave the same reply, "The slave still needs time." ”
"Do you want to delay time, I'm afraid you will still say this sentence when I close my eyes. Don't fool me for a fool. I don't have that much patience, and if you don't think about it when you go back to Beijing. I don't care if you want it or not, you just wait to be the queen. ”
"The Emperor's ......"
"It's not a discussion with you, let's get out."
Talking more unintentionally, Miaoli stood up and walked out, she probably only had to live for a few days.
Outside the tent, a man who looked like a father-in-law ran over and grabbed the man who was hiding behind the grass. "Your Highness, the minions are looking for you. The minion disappeared in a blink of an eye, almost scaring the minion to death. Go back quickly, Niangniang is also looking for someone there. ”
The Ten Princes dodged his hand and ran away like a loach, shouting, "I'm not going back, I'm going to find the third brother." You are not allowed to follow me, you can see if you miss the master's business. ”