Chapter 9: The Boy
These days, Gu Xiaoyu seems to have reawakened her girl's heart, and the gentle senior she saw when she was a freshman always comes to mind, always thinking about if she was braver at that time, whether she could talk more and get closer to that senior, but Gu Xiaoyu is very cowardly, especially when she sees the boy who makes her heart move, she can't say anything.
It's a pity that except for a quick glance on the day of registration, I rarely saw him again during college, and I don't know where my seniors went after graduation, Gu Xiaoyu didn't even have the courage to ask others.
Maybe the senior doesn't know her person at all, this is just a secret love in Gu Xiaoyu's deepest heart.
Gu Xiaoyu suppressed the impulse in her heart like this, and then longed for the appearance of love, but she didn't dare to be brave.
I just hope that Gu Xiaoyu can be more brave in the future, it turns out that if he really likes a person, he will become so cautious, he doesn't dare to disturb easily, he doesn't dare to say that he likes it lightly, as long as he can see it, it's enough.
Gu Xiaoyu has not had this indescribable feeling for a long time, and those bitter crushes that disappeared in the memories of youth have long since disappeared with the wind, but when he inadvertently recalled the young man in white, his heart would still throb, like sprinkling a little popping candy in his ordinary life, exciting and beautiful.
Gu Xiaoyu really joined a very good team at that time, the head of the group was so good that people doubted life, after graduating from college, he went to Huawei, married his girlfriend, and the doll looked very cute.
It's just that at that time, the excellence was so obvious, people could still study at 3 o'clock in the middle of the night, and the club could do so well, but I was still ignorant to learn some dead knowledge, but I didn't learn it thoroughly, and the club gave up halfway, which is a pity.
Life can be exciting, or it can be very boring, and when I choose to spend this moment on my phone, I am already destined to be envious of watching other people's excellent lives.
Recently, Gu Xiaoyu seems to have met a particularly good person, but she doesn't have that particularly heartwarming feeling, she just feels that life is too short, and if she cringes again, she is afraid that she will miss it again.
The handsome boy in his memory has long been a thing of the past, and Gu Xiaoyu in reality still hopes to settle down, find someone who doesn't seem to resist so much in his heart to marry and have children, and live a life of respect and like-mindedness.
Looking at the way colleagues and her husband get along, people are inexplicably envious, the kind of comfort and mutual love is always so touching, Gu Xiaoyu is very envious.
Life has to go on, a little beautiful thought can always disturb people's mood, and then it seems even more lost after thinking fruitlessly.
Gu Xiaoyu felt that it was time to give up Mr. Z, so much embarrassment that could not be talked about, Gu Xiaoyu quietly ignored that embarrassment, just like a colleague who said bad things about himself, when he didn't hear it, it was like never saying it, and his heart was terrifying.
Maybe Gu Xiaoyu has understood the truth of not being angry since she was a child, thanks to the words of the mahjong room or her aunt's boudoir, don't be angry and make limericks, life is like a play, it is not easy to help each other until you are old......