Chapter 1241: She Won't Love Him
He called in a low voice, and in the darkness, there was no answer.
After a while, when he was about to speak again, Wushuang suddenly snorted softly with a crying voice: "It hurts ......"
I regretted that I hurriedly turned on the bedside lamp.
poured out some of the brown sugar ginger soup in the thermos bucket, hugged Wushuang again, and fed her one bite at a time.
The room was warm, but her fingertips were cold.
After feeding her and drinking the hot soup, he lay down again and took her into his arms, and pressed his palm against her lower abdomen as he had just done, and rubbed it gently.
It wasn't until Wushuang fell asleep deeply, and it wasn't until her eyebrows stretched out in her sleep that she gently let go of her hand, but she gently put Wushuang's still cold feet on her lower abdomen to warm them, and then closed her eyes and fell asleep.
This sleep is very heavy and fragrant.
It was also about a year or so that she slept so sweetly for the first time when she came to her period.
In the past, when I couldn't bear the pain, I could only take painkillers, and after eating painkillers, I would sleep very deeply, but it was extremely uncomfortable, and the nightmares continued, and after waking up, the whole person's state would be very bad, and the ensuing menstrual cramps would become more and more serious.
And after eating too many painkillers, it is inevitable that she will develop drug resistance, and now she takes painkillers when she has menstrual cramps, and the effect is not as immediate as before.
But when I woke up this morning, except for a slight pain in my lower abdomen, it was difficult to get out of bed without pain.
When I opened my eyes, I felt a warm palm on my lower abdomen, because the uterine cavity was no longer so cold, the menstrual blood went smoothly, and the symptoms of dysmenorrhea were naturally relieved.
On weekdays, I use warm baby, but after falling asleep, in the second half of the night, the warm baby is gradually getting colder, after all, it is not as good as human body temperature, and it constantly brings heat.
"Awake? Does your stomach still hurt? Hungry or not, what do you want to eat? ”
Wushuang heard the man's deep voice in her ears, and then, she realized that her feet had been warmed by him on her thin lower abdomen, and she couldn't complain, she would feel so comfortable sleeping today.
Wushuang hurriedly retracted his feet, turned around, turned his back to Regret, pulled up the quilt, and covered himself.
"I asked the kitchen to make red dates and white fungus porridge, do you want to get up and drink a little, there are very fresh side dishes, refreshing and appetizing, do you want to try it?"
The little man who was stuffy in the quilt spoke for a while, and a muffled voice came from under the quilt: "I don't want to move." ”
He couldn't help but smile softly at the corners of his mouth, and he wanted to reach out and hug her through the quilt, but the outstretched hand still stopped when it didn't touch her.
After a while, his voice became softer and softer: "Then I'll let someone bring it up, and you can eat by the bedside, okay?" ”
"I'm going back to school."
"You have to eat something when you go back to school, you're already uncomfortable, and it's even more uncomfortable with an empty stomach, so just eat less, okay?"
He didn't have the slightest impatience, and he was soft-spoken and coaxed all the time.
Wushuang suddenly remembered Xu Tingbai, usually when she was bedridden or deliberately said that she was uncomfortable, Xu Tingbai would have lifted the quilt and dragged her up.
Then, the two of them began a noisy day.
Now I think of those pasts, but I am in a trance and far away like my previous life.
Has Xiaobai ever been so gentle and patient?
Wushuangmeng thought about it in the quilt for a long, long time, and it wasn't until this moment that she realized that she and Xiaobai had come all the way, and the saddest thing was that from her ignorance to the end when he said that he couldn't like her, in fact, he really never hurt her, and never treated her badly.
Even the last of his words that made her sad, now that she thought about it, she should have thanked him for his honesty.
Although that honesty really broke her heart.
"Wushuang, don't be stuffy......"
Regret Sheng gently pulled the quilt, and Wushuang's floating thoughts were suddenly dispersed.
Everything can never go back to the past, and she should be more rational and sober, and keep a long enough distance from the man next to her at this time.
She couldn't have liked him, and she wouldn't have fallen in love with him.
No matter how gentle and attentive he is, it only makes her feel a burden and makes him even more sad.
Wushuang took a deep breath: "I regret my brother." ”
Unfortunately, he was in a trance for a moment, how long had he not heard her call him like this.
And at this moment, when he heard that she called him sorry for his brother as before, he didn't feel happy in his heart, but on the contrary, he gave birth to an inexplicable fear, and even wanted to stop her and continue to talk.
"Let's not meet again in the future, you don't come to the imperial capital to look for me again, okay?"
"Why? Peerless ......"
"There's no why, what you think in your heart, I know it, your intentions, I also understand, it's just that I regret my brother, I can't give you the same response, you continue to come to me, it's just to add to your troubles and sadness."
"Wushuang, do you still like Xiaobai?"
Wushuang was stunned for a moment, and shook his head gently: "I don't know, Brother Regret, I liked him when I was a child, and I wanted to marry him, it's been nearly twenty years, it's not something that can be let go of overnight, maybe, I need a little more time......"
"Wushuang, Xiaobai, it's not for you."
"Brother regret, when you are with someone, do you like it or whether it is suitable or not?"
Wushuang smiled lightly: "Actually, you know these truths very well in your heart, otherwise, you wouldn't have been so obsessed with it all these years." ”
"Wushuang, I have rarely come to the imperial capital over the years, we have too little time to get along, maybe, if you try to be with me, you will slowly ......"
"No, it won't."
Wushuang shook her head vigorously, she looked at him, her eyes were calm and resolute: "I know that you are very good, and I also know that the most important thing for a girl is that you have taken it away, but I regret my brother, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and it will never change." ”
"Wushuang, I will always wait, a year, ten years, a lifetime, the next life, it doesn't matter, maybe I will never be able to wait, but if I don't wait, there will be no hope at all, right?"
He raised his hand and gently rubbed the top of Wushuang's hair.
Wushuang avoided his eyes and turned away: "You can do whatever you want, but I won't see you again, if you come to the school to find me again, I will really call the police." ”
"Wushuang, you always know how to stab me the most painful." He slowly lowered his fingers and muttered softly, "But I'm not him." ”
Wushuang was silent for a moment, got up and got out of bed: "I'm back to school." ”
"After breakfast, I'll send you back." The voice of regret has returned to calm.
Wushuang ignored it and continued to walk out.