Zhou Shuxuan was holding the letter she sent out yesterday in his hand, and the speed was so fast, I am afraid that it had been intercepted before it reached Meng Runlin's hand.

Zhou Shuxuan leaned back in his chair, looked at her lazily, and held up the letter in his hand, "I think you need to give me an explanation." ”

The letter has been opened, and he knows what he should know and what he shouldn't know, and it is meaningless to justify it, and he will not believe it if he does not admit it.

Miao Li knelt directly on the ground, "It's all done by the concubine, please give the emperor the guilt." ”

Her attitude of admitting her mistakes is really good, and she is really simple, looking at her death as if she was at home. If only it were in another place, it would be so simple, and it wouldn't be like this for a long time.

Zhou Shuxuan spread out the paper in his hand, looked at it from beginning to end, and asked, "I just told you last night, you still look very angry." As soon as I walk on the front foot, you will send the letter on the back foot, should you thank me, thanks to the awakening I gave you. ”

That's the way it is, and it's impossible to really thank him.

Miao Li bowed her head and said, "The concubine doesn't dare." ”

Zhou Shuxuan sneered and asked, "You've made it all, what else don't you dare?" ”

Miao Li still didn't look up, "The concubine admits that she was wrong, and asks the emperor to give her guilt." ”

A playful smile appeared on Zhou Shuxuan's face, "This doesn't seem to be your style, don't you say a few more words?" ”

She has a stomach for the truth, and she can't simply give in.

His words were full of sarcasm, Miao Li lost a little temper, simply raised her head, gritted her teeth and said, "If the emperor really wants to ask, the concubines can also say it." Don't mention anything else, just rely on their hard work this time, can't the emperor fulfill them? Does the emperor want the eldest princess to die alone? ”

Zhou Shuxuan pretended to nod his head, "So this is your one link and one link, first let them out of the capital, and then let them not come back." They are only doing this for themselves, what does it have to do with the merits? It's just a drop by on the way to elopement. ”

If he thinks so unconscionably, Miaoli really doesn't want to defend it at all. Helping him recover the city is such a big thing, he finished it with two words by the way, so what else is there to continue. It's like playing the piano to a cow, anyway, he doesn't understand, he doesn't want to understand, he doesn't want to explain.

Miaoli simply admitted, "What the emperor said is right, this is the concubine's plan, step by step, just so that they can be together." ”

Zhou Shuxuan bent down slightly, leaned over to look at her, and asked, "Don't you remember why we became like this?" It's because you have to get involved in these things, and you don't repent until now. You are not afraid at all, and you can betray me again and again. ”

"If you say it's a betrayal, it's a betrayal." Miao Li no longer had what he thought about and admitted every word he said. There was still a little dissatisfaction in my heart, and I lowered some voices to defend myself, "Probably because our positions are different, so our thoughts are different." I only know that when Yanshan was hunting, the eldest princess heard me cry for a long time, and killed the first emperor for me. After that, I wanted her to do well. Whatever she's doing, I'm willing to help her. ”

At that time, she was not what she is now, and it seemed that there was no one who could be fully trusted, not even him. There is only the eldest princess, who reassures her for no reason. Those things seem to be yesterday, and the eldest princess will always praise her for her good looks, and then defend her openly and secretly.

She had a difficult time, and having the eldest princess to protect her gave her a little peace of mind. Now that the situation has changed, she is no longer a concubine without any status in the palace, but the eldest princess has lost her spirit at that time. Unable to go back to the past, she could only do her best to make the eldest princess live a better life.

Sometimes I think about protecting myself, but I always can't help but want to help.

Miao Li sighed, probably because she was old, she often remembered the past, and then said: "If there was no her, there would be no me now, and there would be no you now." I'm afraid you're still being your lord, and I may still be on Zhaoyun Mountain. ”

Hearing her say that she was still on Zhaoyun Mountain, Zhou Shuxuan felt inexplicably uncomfortable. If she is still in Zhaoyun Mountain now, it is estimated that she has really had a lot of children with Lu Guangbai.

The topic seems to have gone off track, which was not his purpose in the first place.

Miao Li didn't look up, she didn't pay attention to the change in his expression, and said to herself, "I know you have your difficulties, so I won't force you to do anything, but I won't deny what I did." Do whatever you want. ”

She really didn't have any ideas, and she knelt in front of him like this last time. Then he was thrown into the Qingquan Palace and starved for three days, and there should be no more powerful than that. At that time, she wanted to survive because she had a child in her belly, and now it is impossible to have it.

There is a slight discrepancy between imagination and reality, and I feel that I have reached the last step and have no way to live, but I heard Zhou Shuxuan say: "I can fulfill them, but I have one request." ”

"What does the emperor want?"

"You!"

She didn't want to!

But because she has been unwilling, Li Youfu disappeared early, and even before leaving, she didn't achieve what she wanted, and she couldn't marry the Liulang she wanted. Her Rokuro is depressed to this day.

Because of Li Youfu, she didn't even dare to face the people of the Dingguo family, and she felt a lingering guilt in her heart and couldn't forgive herself.

The choice is once again in front of her, if she still doesn't bow her head this time, it is estimated that she will regret it until she loses it. Instead of regretting it, it is better to wronged herself now, there are not many people she cares about.

Miao Li raised her head and said in a firm tone, "Yes." ”

Zhou Shuxuan sat up straight and looked at her, as if waiting for her to act. Miao Li stood up and took his hand and led him into the inner room. Isn't that all you want? She understood.

pulled him to the bed, and kissed him without hesitation. As he kissed him, he reached out to untie his belt, and with great speed he broke away from his robe and pressed him down on the bed.

Zhou Shuxuan let her move, but his head was a little dazed, not sure if this was what he wanted.

He deliberately came over to remind her yesterday, knowing that she would write out, knowing that she would definitely help the eldest princess. So let people keep staring at this place, and directly intercepted her letter. Holding her handle in his hand, he couldn't wait to come over and threaten her. Now that it has this effect, it is undeniable that he succeeded.

But that's what he wants?

Yes, with a little means, he can make her submit.

It doesn't seem right, it's not what he wants. What he wants is for her to be willing, not for her to be forced to take the initiative. Forcing her now is the same, probably more uncomfortable than forcing her.

By the time Zhou Shuxuan came back to his senses, he had already been stripped naked, and she didn't care about herself.

She never looked up, her head hanging over his chest, as if she didn't want to face him. Zhou Shuxuan reached out and picked her head and looked into her eyes.

Very clean eyes, clear and thorough, there is nothing in them. At this time, there is nothing in it, which is a kind of irony for him.

has reached the last step, she is about to cut to the chase, and she will continue to endure the pain. Zhou Shuxuan suddenly withdrew, without Fang Cai's aggressiveness, and completely suppressed her. Instead, he hid expressionlessly, helped her get dressed, and helped herself get dressed.

Then he lay down calmly on the bed, just lying beside her, taking her into his arms, and doing nothing.

If he didn't continue today, he might be able to wait until she changed her mind. But if it continues today, I may never have that opportunity for the rest of my life.

Miao Li didn't know why he stopped, and her judgment should not be wrong. He really wanted this, although his gaze was unfocused just now, as if he was wandering, but his body reaction was very honest, and it has not subsided until now.

She didn't want to do much in the first place, and now that he stopped by himself, she couldn't ask for it. I didn't ask why, just leaned quietly into his arms.

Zhou Shuxuan played with her hair, and there were a lot of words in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it. It doesn't matter, she can't listen to what she says now anyway.

She will be very submissive and submissive to him now, and as long as he opens his mouth, he will be satisfied, even if it is forcibly.

It's not much better, if not worse, than what they are doing now.

After thinking about it for a long time, I still feel that I should say something now. If you don't say anything, the two of you will continue to be embarrassed.

After some careful consideration in his heart, Zhou Shuxuan finally spoke, "If you can make a request to me now, what do you want?" Don't think about others, just about yourself. ”

Inexplicably changed again, and Miaoli still cooperated with him. After thinking about it, "I want to go out for a walk." I haven't seen Liangzhou Yue yet, and I haven't seen Jiangnan rain. When I was a child, I heard the sound of apes on both sides of the strait, but I can't remember it very clearly now. ”

Or, have a child.

can let her be a mother once, and she will die without regrets.

But neither of these things is possible, not in this life. She didn't dare to tell him the second wish. She is destined to live a lonely life in the deep palace. I've been trying to escape, but I've never succeeded.

Sometimes I cry when I think about these things, and I feel that there is no need for anything. Anyway, it can't be changed, and crying won't solve anything.

Zhou Shuxuan didn't say a word, thinking that she would have other requirements. I didn't expect that after so long, her thoughts in her heart have never changed. When she could still see her in the palace before the blink of an eye, what she wanted was freedom. So many things have happened, and six or seven years have passed, and what she wants is still freedom.

He did too much dereliction of duty, as if his existence had not changed much in her life, what had he been doing in the past few years?