Chapter Seventy-Five: Shen Nianhuan's Thoughts
Shen Kuo waved his hand: "Send your sister back to the house and come over quickly, Nianxin, you go with you." ”
Bian Nuan nodded, stepped forward and held Shen Nianxiao, and as soon as the three of them turned around, Mrs. Shen stood up.
"Wait."
Bian Nuan and Shen Nianhuan turned around together, Mrs. Shen got up from the table, served a bowl of rice, and took an empty bowl to pick up vegetables.
Seeing this, Shen Nianhuan hurriedly stepped forward: "Auntie, I'll come." "Take the rice bowl from Mrs. Shen's hand.
Mrs. Shen instructed: "Don't let your sister go hungry, go and come back quickly, your father has something to tell you." ”
Shen Nianhuan's face changed, and he nodded: "I know Mother." ”
There was no food box to carry food, Shen Nianhuan's hands were occupied, so Shen Nianxiao was supported by Bian Nuan alone.
Bian Nuan looked at Shen Kuo and his wife, the two had already sat down again, and they didn't look at her.
Shen Nianxiao hung almost all the weight on her, Shen Nianxin was only ten years old, and he didn't have much strength at all, Bian Nuan only felt overwhelmed, and he didn't want to do much, so he didn't say anything.
After walking out of the hall door and walking a few steps outside, Bian Nuan was tired and panting, but Shen Nianhuan didn't seem to see or hear.
After walking for a while, Bian Nuan really felt that he couldn't bear it, so he stopped, only to find that Shen Nianhuan was not in a state, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't even notice that she stopped.
"Big sister."
"Big sister?"
"Big sister!"
Bian Nuan called three times in a row before Shen Nianhuan heard stop.
"Xin'er, why don't you leave?"
Bian Nuan was pressed by Shen Nianxiao and couldn't straighten her waist, and she was caught in Shen Nianxiao's arm and stretched out her head to look at her: "Big sister, I can't walk." ”
Only then did Shen Nianhuan notice Bian Nuan's embarrassment, and hurriedly turned back: "Give me a smile." "I walked up and reached out to pick up someone, completely forgetting that I was still holding the food in my hand.
Bian Nuan hurriedly reminded: "Big sister! Meals! ”
Shen Nianhuan was startled and reacted to stabilize his hand, but he was still a step late, spilled half a bowl of vegetables, and the chopsticks also fell.
Bian Nuan sighed: "Big sister, are you okay?" ”
Shen Nianhuan stood stiff for a while before coming back to his senses, sighing softly, looking tired and depressed.
"Big sister?"
Shen Nianhuan raised his head: "Xin'er, you take this, I'll help you smile." ”
Bian Nuan took the food from her hand, and Shen Nianhuan raised his hand to support Shen Nianxiao. Shen Nianxiao was heartless, and he fell asleep by himself when he was tired of crying.
Bian Nuan shook his sore shoulders, sighed helplessly, and asked Shen Nianhuan after relieving himself: "Big sister, do you have something on your mind?" If you have it, you might as well say it, although I may not be able to share something for the big sister, but it's better than the big sister you are so depressed in your heart to hold back the illness, say it, if I can help with ideas, let's think of a way together. ”
She actually knew what Shen Nianhuan was up to. When he was in the county mansion, Shen Nianhuan had already behaved obviously. What she didn't understand was that the county commander's son was not ugly, but he was a little disabled, which was not much of a defect, and Shen Nianhuan didn't look like a dissatisfied person, why did he look very painful about this family business.
Shen Nianhuan sighed: "Xin'er, you are still young, and you still don't understand many things. ”
Bian Nuan smiled in her heart, your sister may not understand, but I am not.
"Big sister, if you dislike the disability of the Yansheng son, you don't have to. When a woman marries, what she asks for is a single-minded person, I see that Yansheng Gongzi has affection for your sister, and when he looks at his sister, there is light in his eyes, and he is happy, sister, he will not treat you badly if you marry. ”
“…… As for physical disabilities, as long as he still has the ability to have children with you. To put it mildly, it's better if he's crippled, so that you can control him, sister, what a good family affair, it's hard to find a lantern. ”
Shen Nianhuan was stunned and shocked when she heard this, and looked at Bian Nuan seriously: "Xin'er, where did you hear all this nonsense?" ”
Bian Nuan said: "Isn't what I said the truth? That Yansheng Gongzi is the son of the county order, sister, you marry in the past, our family is related to the county order, and the future of Yu Daddy, Yu and my second sister are all benefits. Anyway, I think that Yansheng boy is good, if you don't sister, tell me what you think in your heart? You are so stuffy in your heart, how do I know what you think, sister? ”
"Heart, you ......", Shen Nianhuan was ashamed and angry when she heard it, but she couldn't find anything wrong with what Bian Nuan said, and she had nothing to say for a while.
Bian Nuan continued to provoke her: "Sister, tell me, if you don't say it, how do you know what you think in your heart, and how do your father and mother know what you think in your heart, they don't know and think that you have no opinion on that Yansheng son." Marrying someone is a lifelong thing, although it is the words of the matchmaker of the parents, but it is you who marry, and you can't choose a person who doesn't love or like it in your heart to make do with it for a lifetime. ”
"I ......"
"Big sister, you can think clearly, while there is still room for things to turn around, if it's too late, then you can only regret it for the rest of your life."
Bian Nuan said these words just for Shen Nianhuan's consideration, and he didn't want to see Shen Nianhuan holding himself back, and he would regret it in the future. She didn't want to see Shen Nianhuan not even fight for herself, so she embarked on the road of regretting her life.
Shen Nianhuan lowered her head and was silent, she didn't say anything for a long time, just walked forward with Shen Nianxiao in her arms.
Bian Nuan sighed, she said everything she had to say, and it could be regarded as helping Shen Nianxin fulfill her responsibility as a sister.
Shen Nianhuan treats Shen Nianxin well, although she doesn't walk out of the house for a long time, she remembers Shen Nianxin's birthday every year, and never forgets it.
Bian Nuan thought to herself, Shen Nianxin didn't want to see her eldest sister regret her choice for the rest of her life in the future.
After sending Shen Nianxiao, Bian Nuan had no strength to toss, but he still followed Shen Nianhuan back to the dinner table.
The similar scene is different from the atmosphere in front of the table, but it has nothing to do with things and people, and from beginning to end, she is just an outsider who borrows other people's bodies to disguise herself as an insider.
The meal was very quiet, no one spoke, Bian Nuan thought that this dinner would start with silence and end with silence, but when she put down the dishes and chopsticks and was about to leave after eating, Shen Kuo called out to her.
"Xin'er, don't leave yet, I'll have something to say to you in a while."
Bian Nuan sat down again, looked at Mrs. Shen quietly, and saw that she just lowered her head and wiped the corners of her mouth with a handkerchief, her face was calm from beginning to end, and there was no fluctuation at all, and she couldn't help but approve in her heart, this Mrs. Shen is calm.
During the day, let Shen Nianxiao send poison to Shen Nianxin, she didn't poison Shen Nianxin to death, and she could still give Shen Nianxin vegetables so calmly during the meal, not a little bit of courtesy, and no worry about being afraid, she couldn't help but wonder if she was used to doing this harmful thing.
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