There are many experiences of loneliness, and a person can actually do a lot of things when he goes shopping, eats and watches movies.

It seems that Gu Xiaoyu has experienced such a state of enjoying being alone, and then forcing himself to integrate, and finally integrating but returning to a state of solitude.

This kind of gap is like going from thrift to luxury, from luxury to frugality, and the sense of discomfort makes Gu Xiaoyu almost collapse.

But in the end, Gu Xiaoyu should have reconciled with herself, Gu Xiaoyu seems to have begun to gradually accept the state of being alone with herself, she goes to eat by herself, she can eat happily, and she goes to the cinema by herself is not affected at all, she begins to accept everyone's rejection, thinking that this is not a big deal, maybe this is also growth.

No more gains and losses, no more feeling that time flies slowly, so slow that you need to count the ticking of the second hand.

Gu Xiaoyu actually understands very well that no one will accompany anyone for a lifetime, parents are like this, brothers and sisters are like this, and good friends are even better, but before he seemed to have lost his mind, allowing himself to bury time in endless self-denial, especially caring about other people's opinions, and always living in other people's evaluations.

Life has to go on, Gu Xiaoyu doesn't have much time to be sad and sad, no matter what he lives for, he always has to find the focus of life and a goal to strive for.

Gu Xiaoyu seemed to understand something, but she didn't seem to understand, she began to live a life in her 70s in her 20s, and she felt that people lived as if they were particularly monotonous and had no passion for life.

People's mood can fluctuate because of many things, such as the courage to talk to the boy you like, but you doubt yourself in being rejected again and again, resulting in a very serious low self-esteem, such a continuous accumulation of negative emotions makes Gu Xiaoyu feel that she is useless, in fact, it is not so bad, you have to see your own advantages, you have to learn to make life a little happier, people who don't like yourself don't have to be reluctant, there will always be someone who understands you.

The life of a person is really short, it is another 10 years in a trance, and the 10-year period of junior high school seems to be approaching, but Gu Xiaoyu is still making mistakes that he knows reveals his youth and is intolerable like he has just entered the workplace.

The axis of time stretches forward non-stop, seeing the end of the world and thinking of the destruction of the world. Gu Xiaoyu often shows life-saving actions, does not dare to run red lights casually, does not dare to do dangerous things, and does not dare to fight against evil forces, just like a turtle with a shrunken head, not worthy of the bravery and optimism of Sagittarius.

Gu Xiaoyu often thinks that if there is a gangster doing evil here now, what to do by himself, in fact, there is no need to be entangled, Gu Xiaoyu is so indifferent that he must be huddled in the corner and can't do anything.

At this moment of fear of power, Gu Xiaoyu's light is simply not visible at all, she always wants to calm things down, and always wants everyone to be happy, but her self-dedicating personality really sometimes makes Gu Xiaoyu accumulate a lot of depression, which is so depressed that she can't let go of it, which is extremely unfavorable to her body.