She just wants you to be happy, Xiaolu is, Yingying too? He didn't know and didn't want to know, he sat in front of Wu Yingying's tomb, and there were fewer and fewer people left, and in the end, only Lin Ziqi, Gu Xue and Xue Ling'er were left. Xue Ling'er was shocked when she heard that Wu Yingying had an accident, and she couldn't believe that this kind of thing could happen to her, she was such a lovely girl, she couldn't even take a knife like this. No one thought that Wu Yingying, who was still running around for Han Yi's safety a second ago, was now lying in the tomb in front of her, and she would never see her in this generation.

In fact, a person's departure is not the most painful, death itself is not terrible, nor is it sad, the sad thing is that you know in your heart that the person who has been with you how many happy and sad times is no longer there, you can never go back to the past, you will never see her again, she will never wake up again, the past you have with her can only become a memory, and you should have her future in your life, and it has become a misty floating cloud.

But all this sadness will slowly fade with the passage of time, and slowly be forgotten by people, only buried deep in the heart. For others, even now they are grieving, crying heartbreakingly at her grave. But one day, when someone talks about this young girl after dinner, you will only calmly reply, "Oh, we were still good friends then!" "It's like telling a story that has nothing to do with you.

But Han Yi is different, because Han Yi is not only sad, but also self-blame, when he knows that Wu Yingying likes himself, when he knows that Yingying's heart is so important, when he sees Yingying's relics, the book that is treasured as if it is new, with the word "Yan" written on it.

Because Xiaolu couldn't open her heart to find Yan Shuang, and because Yan Shuang gave up so many people around her.

In fact, if Xiaolu knew, he would definitely not want to see himself like this today, and see that he would not take the initiative to pursue the girl in his heart because he blamed himself for her. If Yan Shuang knew, it should be the same.

But I have been guarding Yan Shuang for four years, do I still have to guard her for the rest of my life?

I have been guarding Xiaolu for four years, so what next, do you want to add another Yingying?

Han Yi didn't know what he should do until he saw Wu Yingying's diary. He saw in his diary that even if Wu Yingying liked herself, she wanted to be with Lin Ziqi. He understands that really liking someone is bent on being with him, but if liking rises to love, and you are even willing to dedicate your life to that person, you don't care if you can have it, but care that the other party can find the most suitable happiness for yourself.

At that time, she was afraid of disappointing Xiaolu, so she didn't go to find Yan Shuang, and she was afraid of disappointing Yan Shuang, so she chose to wait for her. This sense of resignation is actually cowardice.

He didn't dare to face Chen Xiaolu, nor did he dare to face Xiaoshuang.

Because he has done too many wrong things, not only Xiaolu's affairs, Hu Lei's affairs, but also the promise of Peking University.

But this time, he figured out that he was only doing that to make his conscience at ease, which was selfishness, not responsibility, and responsibility was to live as they wanted to see.

It's the happiest way you look.

He offered Wu Yingying a bouquet of flowers, then smiled, and put a book signed by himself in front of her, as it had done when they first met.

He picked up his mobile phone and called the editor, holding back the sadness that had not yet faded.

"Han Yi, I'm Editor Liu, do you have any orders?"

"After the winter break, the day of the second semester of my senior year was the day of my book launch, which took place at our school."

"Okay, okay." The editor habitually responded, but suddenly remembered something, and called Han Yi again after hanging up.

"I ...... That ......"

"Something to say."

"Han Yi, haven't you written anything recently, what kind of new book launch ......?"

"I haven't written it yet, but isn't there still more than a month, and there is enough time." In fact, Han Yi couldn't convince the editor, he had only encountered a writing bottleneck before, and Hu Lei had some inspiration after he came, but only for that moment, after writing a beginning, it was gone. But this time, although it is somewhat disrespectful to Wu Yingying to say this, the death of this girl did have a great stimulus to Han Yi but helped Han Yi, making a knot in his heart that had been stuck for a long time suddenly open up, like a blood vessel in the depths of his heart was blocked by sadness, and when deeper sadness poured into it, it was washed away, not because it was a blessing in disguise, nor was it a death and a life after death. It's just that when a person's heart really experiences despair, something in life will become clearer.

"It's at its best." After saying this to the editor, he hung up the phone.

For a period of time after that, although he seemed to be living a positive life, he rarely spoke, and kept his head buried in his own business, and the progress of the novel was also considerable. I can write at least a few thousand words every day, and tens of thousands of words at most. Three meals a day are very regular, and even quit the habit of staying up late for many years, and even lazy sleep is not sleeping, just like a different person, the behavior is abnormal, but they are all developing in a good direction.

The classmates and HF's work friends all know what Han Yi has been through recently, and no one says anything when they see his abnormal behavior, but they can't help but be a little worried about him. Lin Ziqi and Gu Xue: Sometimes they can't help but ask him, or don't let him hold it in his heart, cry if he wants to. Han Yi said that I was fine, I was very happy, and then smiled at them and continued to busy with his own affairs.

In the past month or so, Han Yi has impressed everyone, as if Han Yi, who has hung Lang Dang and is not good at doing his job, has suddenly become a conscientious model good student and good writer, the editor is so excited that he is about to shed tears, even the few classes in his senior year, even the class where outstanding students like Lin Ziqi look at the time to go to the class, Han Yi actually didn't leave a single class, so the attendance rate of that class was surprisingly high, and even there were already a lot of people standing there, and the teacher looked like the editor excitedly, When I was in class, I was full of passion, as if I had regained my educational ambition and enthusiasm when I was a fledgling student.

And he kept going to various places to give speeches and participate in various variety shows, and his popularity jumped again after the drama "Mo Shang Flowers Fall" became popular for a while. He spent all the time he had left except for eating and sleeping on work, looking like a workaholic, as if he was going to deliberately exhaust himself to death, but he was always full of energy, walking much faster than before and not wanting to be tired at all.

The reporters recorded his recent life status, and Han Yi appeared on the news for the first time as a positive image of a person who worked hard and was active.

But because of Han Yi's change, Wu Yingying's matter was also dug up, and Sun Tiance's pressure on public opinion was very great, and the news reports even reported on this matter with great fanfare, Lin Ziqi and their witnesses to this man-made disaster all refused to be interviewed by reporters, and they wanted Wu Yingying to rest in peace.

Sun Tiance, who escaped, was quickly caught, and when the court was held, Han Yi did not escape, others thought that Han Yi would deliberately avoid this matter, but no, Gu Xue also attended the court because of the reason why she had some intersection with Wu Yingying.

In the end, Sun Tiance was sentenced to life imprisonment, Gu Xue and Lu Fei would not be stupid enough to open up for him at this time, after all, he did not complete the agreement with Gu Xue, nor did he complete the agreement with Lu Fei.

But he didn't get nothing, after he was imprisoned, Gu Xue and Lu Fei each sent someone to visit him, he knew that Gu Xue and Lu Fei would both come, because he needed a hush money, so he didn't reveal his deal with Lu Fei and Gu Xue in court, and he didn't say that he was commanded. 、

This is indeed his best choice, because he knows that he still has relatives outside, and after he is imprisoned, they need to be taken care of by someone, a reliable person, and feelings are the most unreliable thing, and the handle can be relied on.

After Sun Tiance and his accomplices received the legal punishment they deserved, Lin Ziqi felt a little relieved for Wu Yingying.

Gu Xue too, he never thought of harming others, as long as Lin Ziqi left Han Yi's side, if it wasn't for the spies he sent out at that time to tell him that Han Yi was looking at Lin Ziqi's photos alone that night, she was not even willing to hurt Lin Ziqi in such a cruel way, Gu Xue was not unscrupulous, he just had too extreme persistence in some things.

Although Gu Xue did not succeed in hurting Lin Ziqi at the last time, she also calmed down and decided to observe again, even if the two of them are together, what can they do, even if Han Yi likes Lin Ziqi, if they are married, they can still divorce, can't I Gu Xue let him change his mind.

But Han Yi didn't look at Lin Ziqi's photos that day, and he wasn't with Lin Ziqi.

The girl's photo has been lying quietly in Han Yi's wallet, that is after Yan Shuang left, Han Yi asked for it from the teacher, it was the ID photo in the file, Han Yi printed out one, and then put it in his pencil case, schoolbag, pocket, wallet, although his belongings have changed constantly in the past few years, but the photo has never changed.

But after this time, he decided to take the photo out of his wallet and dust it in the corner where he was least likely to see.

The love is deep and shallow, so why force it.