Gu Xiaoyu's heart has experienced so many bitter secret loves and bright loves, and she has been hurt a lot and hurt many people, but she still firmly believes that there will be someone waiting to love her in the future, but that person may not come so early.

Gu Xiaoyu's first love is her best memory, Gu Xiaoyu's heart is soft every time she recalls, although Gu Xiaoyu misses the boy very much, but she no longer has the courage to find his address and then meet him.

I just heard Ma Yili say that if a girl has a father who loves her very much, then she must be very confident, and if she has a mother who loves her very much, then she will be very confident and will have self-esteem and self-love.

I don't know if Gu Xiaoyu has exercised this kind of confidence, but at least it seems that Gu Xiaoyu doesn't have it now.

Although I experienced a period of unrequited love that failed, I didn't learn any lessons from it, and I didn't sum up anything valuable.

Because she became more and more unconfident, Gu Xiaoyu's childhood was with her grandparents, and at that time, her grandparents rarely cared about her, and she was crazy and running around with the children in the family on weekdays.

Her parents were absent in her childhood, because her parents went out to work at that time, and Gu Xiaoyu became a left-behind child at that time.

Although her father and mother were already at home when she was about to enter elementary school, and tried their best to make up for this lack of love, she never returned to her childhood.

Therefore, in Gu Xiaoyu's view, whether it is a father or a mother, she is a passerby in life after all, and even when her mother is so sick and painful that she wants to leave this world, Gu Xiaoyu's heart is also rational and terrible, and she even feels that maybe this is a relief for her mother.

Maybe it's this lack of love in childhood, and in junior high school and high school, it's boarding life, so she has always been used to taking care of herself alone.

A lot of times she has a good time, so no matter what environment she faces, she will be so calm. Maybe she was used to the cold quilt in winter, when Gu Xiaoyu covered the warm quilt one day, she was in a trance, it turned out that the quilt in winter can be so warm.

She has always been a lonely person, a person with no confidence, or it can be said that she is a person who lacks love.

Now it seems that Gu Xiaoyu likes to watch the story of Cinderella and the prince, and perhaps looks forward to that kind of love from the bottom of her heart.

But who in the world can truly have complete love? When you expect someone to love you, perhaps others are also expecting the love you give.

Love has always been mutual, and Gu Xiaoyu's dream has gradually woken up after so many years.

also looked down on the fantasy fairy tales, which made Gu Xiaoyu very realistic, without the interest of life, people always carefully followed the equivalent exchange, and there was little contact between relatives, as if that kind of emotion was unnecessary in Gu Xiaoyu's opinion.

Gu Xiaoyu's heart couldn't make a ripple anymore, she hadn't felt a heartbeat for a long time, could it be numbness?

She always confesses recklessly like this, and then ends up embarrassed. Gu Xiaoyu was forced to reluctantly accept the blind date at home.

I thought that the blind date could at least try my luck, and it was also a good opportunity to meet new friends, but the imagination was too beautiful, but the reality slapped me in the face.

Ever since Gu Xiaoyu met the person introduced by her aunt next door to her family, she was so embarrassed that she didn't want to say a word.

After that, there were all kinds of unreliable blind dates: there were high school classmates, a boy who worked in Guangzhou who didn't know anything about it, and even a classmate of his son introduced by a colleague, but they were all in a state where they didn't want to chat, Gu Xiaoyu really didn't pay attention to it.

Gu Xiaoyu actually misses the boy introduced by the classmate of Central South University, he likes to travel, he likes to give Gu Xiaoyu a lot of things, Gu Xiaoyu was happy at that time.

But the feeling of happiness is always so unreal, Gu Xiaoyu's heart is probably distorted, and she feels that others are good to her, making her feel very uncomfortable.

She doesn't want to passively accept other people's goodness, so she always wants to make up for it, such as sending something to the boy appropriately.

Later, the boy misunderstood, and they even made an appointment to travel on National Day. But although Gu Xiaoyu likes the boy's feeling very much in her heart, she is always limited by some external conditions, she always stubbornly thinks that the boy is too short, but she herself is not very tall.

So when the boy confessed to her, she refused. But Gu Xiaoyu felt that they wanted to save something, so they still went to Shanghai for a tour.

During that embarrassing period, Gu Xiaoyu thought about it a lot, and even wanted to agree to be with that boy.

But maybe it was really a whim, when the boy was happy, she regretted it, Gu Xiaoyu's appearance seemed to be a real bastard, hurting such a good person.

I don't know what Gu Xiaoyu really wants, but it's a pity that he also rejected such a good boy.

But I can't help but defend her, after all, it is also well thought out, if you are really not satisfied, then how can you be happy with each other in the future?

Alas, for Gu Xiaoyu's strange view of love, I think she will die alone in the end. is always chasing a person who doesn't love herself, and Mr. Z still has some expectations, but Mr. Z obviously doesn't mean that, but Gu Xiaoyu seems to be downplayed, as long as Mr. Z doesn't have a partner, then she at least needs to work hard, at least when she is with him, she is still quite happy, although it is better to go climbing the mountain with her colleagues.