My name is Wang Qiang, and I was released from prison a month ago.

I was sentenced to one year in prison for theft, which ended my college career and ruined my future. From the day I was sentenced, I was removed from school.

Now I work part-time at a McDonald's shop. I came from the countryside, and my family finally supported me to go to college, and I was so depressed that I even had thoughts of suicide.

During a visit, my sister told me that my father had passed away because of this incident. I was silent, my father was the pillar of the family, the breadwinner of the family, he fell for me, an unfilial son, and the family will depend on me to bear it in the future.

I made up my mind that after I was released from prison, I would not return to my hometown, but would stay in the city to work, and I confessed to all the hardships and sins. It's my life, too.

I was cleaning up the garbage left by the guests at McDonald's, and suddenly there was a laugh next to me, "Yo, isn't this Brother Qiang?" ”

I looked over and saw her. Her name is Megumi and she is my college classmate and first love. We've been in a relationship for almost half a year, and because I went to jail, the relationship was broken, and I haven't seen her for more than a year.

At this time, she was sitting next to a boy, I also knew that boy, he was from the outside class, I don't know what it was called, we were barely rivals in love, and we chased Huihui together.

He looked at me and said loudly, "Brother Qiang, let it out?" Look at you for nothing, the food in it is very good, huh? ”

He was so loud that everyone around him looked at him.

I was too ashamed to look up, so I turned and left. Hui Hui said softly: "Wang Qiang......"

I waved my hand and muttered, "Forget it." "Hurry back to the counter.

I could still hear the boy shouting, "This McDonald's can't come in the future, and the people hired are all prisoners who have been in prison!" Stealing, killing, arson, raping...... Everyone is optimistic about their bags. ”

I sat on the floor in the back kitchen in a daze. One year in prison may seem inconspicuous, but it is a weight that I can hardly carry in my life.

At this time, the manager came in: "Wang Qiang, don't you tell me that you are a college student, what are you doing?" ”

I looked up at him, took a deep breath and said, "I've been sentenced. ”

The manager seemed to have been stung by a snake, and hurriedly took a few steps back, wanting to get angry but didn't dare: "Xiao Wang, I'm sorry, our store has rules, and we can't recruit ...... with criminal records."

I nodded, stood up, and took off my McDonald's uniform, "I'll go." ”

He wanted to settle my salary, I waved my hand to say no, and walked out of the back door with heavy steps, and heard two female employees chirping and whispering, "He's like this, and I won't want him in any unit." ”

Another said, "I can only move bricks......

I glanced back at them, and the two of them were too frightened to speak, and hurried to the front. In their eyes, I, who had been in prison, was like a source of infectious diseases.

When I came out of the store, the sky was overcast, dark clouds covered the sky, and the air was gloomy, but it didn't rain. I was in a terrible mood, I felt that the future was uncertain, and my life seemed to be coming to an end.

I called home, and my sister answered me, and I said that I wanted to go back to my hometown, and I couldn't stay in the city anymore. My sister didn't say anything, she cried on the phone, feeling sorry for my brother.

I asked her if anyone in her hometown knew that I had been in prison, and my sister said that the family was tight-lipped and no one said anything, and only she and her mother knew about it. I just breathed a sigh of relief, I really want the people in the village to know that I am such a mess, and there is no place to live in the world when the world is so big.

My hometown is in Jiangbei, a village near the Yangtze River. I went back and packed my things, and after two days of wandering, I returned home.

I saw my sister and my mother. After my father passed away, my mother's health also deteriorated rapidly, and she was recuperating at home, and my sister is now working as an accountant in the village factory, and she can still supplement some household expenses. I'm a big boy, I can't sit at home and be idle, thinking about what to do, at least to support this family.

After my dad passed away, I left a bunch of relics in the warehouse, and I cleaned them up. Looking at the familiar objects, tears flowed out. When my father left, I was still in prison, and I didn't see him for the last time. When he was sent away, it was still his sister's pot.

He raised my son for nothing.

I wiped my tears while cleaning up, my father loved to read books when he was alive, and he bought a pile of miscellaneous books, when a yellow pamphlet slipped out of the pile of books. It seems to be a year, the characters are all in traditional Chinese, written vertically, and worn with a rope at the spine.

I opened it with my hand, and it was very thin, just two pages, and the title was written with the words "Mu Yu is disgusting". The content is obscure, but fortunately there is a picture, I looked at it, and it probably means, knowing the name and birth date of the enemy, sticking it on a dead log, hammering it into the ground at midnight, nailing it while reciting a mantra, and turning the sky to ensure that the enemy's life is worse than death.

I'm fascinated, really? If this method works, I will torture the rival first, and then the manager of McDonald's, who will make him look down on people.

I thought about it for a long time, and my heart was full of hatred, imagining that I had tortured them both to death, and in the end they didn't know who did it.

After thinking about it for a long time, and then carefully reading the requirements in the book, I was suddenly a little discouraged, and I needed to know their names and birthdays. The name is easy to say, but the birthday is not good.

One thing suddenly occurred to me, how could Dad have such a thing?

I took the pamphlet and asked my mother, who was lying on the bed and was weak, and said, "It's not your father's, it's an old book left by your grandfather." No one has looked at it for many years, and it is too thin to sell tatters without weighing the scales. ”

The image of my grandfather came to mind, it was a rather eccentric old man, and I was very young when he died. I remember that he was very old, and he had a smell on his body all the year round, like the smell of rotten wood mixed with Chinese medicine. This old man doesn't seem to do anything all day long, just studying health, magazines, books and newspaper clippings of small home remedies are everywhere, and he is a very strange person.

I read this book and wondered, is this true? It's a bit like. When I thought of my grandfather, I felt that the pamphlet was stained with his smell, and I was disgusted, so I casually put it on the table leg.

When the warehouse was cleaning up, someone in the yard shouted: "Wang Qiang, are you there?" ”

I came out of the warehouse with a disgraced face, and when I arrived in the front yard, I almost burst into tears when I saw the arrival. He is my best friend in the village and a childhood playmate, named Zhang Hong.

Later, when I went to college, he graduated from junior high school and came back to farm, and I didn't see him for many years, and I was a little embarrassed to see it at this time.

Zhang Hong smiled and said: "I saw you as soon as you entered the village, and I didn't dare to recognize it, I heard your sister say that you really came back." I remember you didn't finish college, why did you come back with a bedding on your back? ”

I sighed and waved my hand to stop asking.

Zhang Hong asked me to go to his house for a drink, and I was very gracious and talked to my mother. My mother told me to go early and come back early.

Zhang Hong and I went to his house, Zhang Hong has really shaken up in recent years, there are orchards on the mountain, and there are fish ponds, I heard that crayfish sell well, and I got a pool of crayfish, and the small life is really good. I think that when I went to college in high spirits, he was disgraced and farmed at home, and in just a few years, the situation has turned upside down, and the fate of people is really impossible to say.

It was hot, and we sat under the shed in his compound, and he asked his wife to get a table of wine and food. This little daughter-in-law has only been through the door for a few years, and she is smart.

The little daughter-in-law is quite sensible. Zhang Hong and I were drinking, but she didn't mix, let us drink well, and she went into the small kitchen to eat by herself.

After three rounds of drinking, my tongue was a little big, stepped on the stool, and patted him on the shoulder: "Zhang Hong, it's right that you didn't go to college, look at your current little life, no one is nourished by you." Compared with you, I, I'll be his grandmother...... My life is over. "Speaking of sadness, my eyes are red.

Zhang Hong was also a little confused: "You pull it down, how many college students can come out of our village?" Later, when you graduate and enter a large company, it is called an urban white-collar worker, and I will be a stinky farmer until I die. I'll have to rely on you to get into the city in the future......"

I felt aggrieved and couldn't say it, so I poured wine one by one.

Drinking and drinking, I said, "Your daughter-in-law has picked it up, and I will live in the village forever in the future, and let my sister-in-law help me draw an object." ”

Who knows, after saying this, it seems to have stimulated him. Zhang Hong "snapped" and slapped the wine glass on the table, his eyes were blood-red, and he gritted his teeth.

I was a little confused, a little sober, and carefully said, "What's wrong?" Am I saying the wrong thing? ”

Zhang Hong looked at me, hesitated for a moment and said, "Wang Qiang, are you my good buddy?" ”

"What you say," I came up arrogantly, "I should fight when I say this, and I should say something directly!" ”

Zhang Hong poured a glass of wine, drank it all, and snorted in his nose: "Okay!" I want to kill someone, you have to help me! ”

I was startled and foamed at the mouth. Although I have been in prison, I am not a thief in Jiangyang, and I will kill people when I say I will kill people.

I looked at him stunned and asked, "Kill whom?" “