He Shengnan shook his head: "I can understand you, I have seen you being hunted down, I know that you have been abandoned in the meditation temple since you were a child, and I also understand how cruel your royal brothers are in order to compete for the throne, so I understand you, and I won't blame you." I was shocked when I knew that you were Xiao Leng, but I also finally understood why you were doing Leng Guyue. You are not in the palace, there are still people who want to kill you, I didn't understand why you killed people, why do you want everyone in the world to be afraid of you, now I know, maybe you just want to live. But Leng Guyue, as long as you are in this whirlpool, the fight will never stop, and the final outcome is either you kill your relatives, or you are killed by your relatives, is this the result you want? ”

Leng Guyue looked at He Shengnan, but she didn't expect her to see things so clearly, yes, the final outcome was not what he wanted, but did he have a choice? Aren't these the self-inflicted efforts of those who want to kill him?

Leng Guyue pulled He Shengnan to a place where no one was, looked at her and said, "I have thought about the ending you said, but Shengnan, there are not so many choices in the royal family, if I don't kill others, I can only be killed by others." ”

Leng Guyue took his hand and said excitedly: "No, you still have a choice, Leng Guyue, is it okay to quit?" We left and found a place where no one knew us to live the life of the two of us. What power, what throne, let others fight, is it really good to be the emperor? What is the good of being trapped in the palace all my life, working hard, worrying about the country and society all day long, and continuing to watch his sons fight each other when he is old? What is more comfortable than us playing in the mountains and rivers in the upper reaches of the rivers and lakes? ”

He Shengnan's words made Leng Guyue look at her again, but she didn't expect her to take her position of power so lightly, how many people in the world can do it?

He looked at He Shengnan and tried to ask, "Don't you want to be the queen?" If I succeed, I will make you my successor. ”

He Shengnan hurriedly shook his head and said, "I don't want to, do you look at me like this, like someone who can be the queen?" Besides, you all pay attention to the right family and status here, I don't have a prominent family to match you, even if one day you really become the emperor, the queen will not be able to do it for a person with no identity like me, not to mention that if you are an emperor, you will have three palaces and six courts, countless concubines, Leng Guyue, I don't want to compete with thousands of women to compete for you, and live in the intrigue between harm and victimization all day long, if you have to take this road, there will be no good results between us. ”

Leng Guyue stroked her face, but said a little helplessly: "But I did all this, not only to fight for the throne and get back everything that belongs to me, but also to take revenge and take a breath." Sheng Nan, you haven't experienced it, you won't understand the hatred in my heart, hatred is not so easy to let go. ”

"Revenge?" He Shengnan knew that he was often hunted down and killed, but she didn't know that there was still hatred in him?

"Leng Guyue, will you tell me everything about you?" She asked, grabbing his arm in distress, she wanted to know all about him.

The two of them found a place to sit down by the river, and it was late at night, and the people in the street were gradually returning home, and the boats on the river had long been docked on the shore, and the people who sang on them were gone.

Only Leng Guyue and He Shengnan were left by the river, as well as a few lanterns hanging from the trees on the bank. He Shengnan leaned on Leng Guyue's arms, Leng Guyue put his arm around her shoulders and decided to tell her everything he had.

"My mother is the former queen, Queen Leng, she was born in the rivers and lakes, as you said, there is no prominent family power to support her, so although she is the queen in the palace, she has been excluded, I heard that when her father named her queen, she was opposed by the ministers, saying that she was a woman in the rivers and lakes, without talent and virtue, and could not be the queen, but the father still insisted on doing so, I think the father should have loved the queen mother very much at that time. The queen mother gave birth to me and my brother two sons, in fact, when I was very young, I remember that my father and mother loved me very much, at that time my brother was the crown prince, and the queen mother was my father's favorite queen, I thought that the palace was a place full of love, I thought that every prince and princess were as happy and happy as me. But then I found out that I was wrong, when I was six years old, I was playing in the back garden, and behind the rockery I heard Concubine Hui's palace maid instigating the eunuch to kill the third brother, and then the third brother accidentally fell into the water and drowned, I had a serious illness, but I was too young at that time to understand conspiracy theories, and the third brother died in vain. When he was eight years old, the royal horse riding competition was held, when the eldest brother rode a horse and was about to reach the end, the sixth brother suddenly appeared on the track and was almost trampled to death by the horse of the race, fortunately, the eldest brother reacted quickly, jumped off the horse and immediately rescued the sixth brother from under the horse's hooves, but after the eldest brother saved the sixth brother, the eldest brother's horse suddenly went crazy, and suddenly burst into joy on the field, the eldest brother held the sixth brother and dodged not in a hurry, and was stepped on by the horse, and the eldest brother's leg was broken. Since then, the eldest brother has been in a wheelchair and can no longer stand up. The future of the Great Apocalypse Dynasty could not be handed over to a crippled person, so for the sake of the Great Apocalypse, the father quickly removed the eldest brother from the position of crown prince. Since the eldest brother was injured, the queen mother no longer had a smile on her face, and she cried quietly all day long, in the midst of self-blame and worry about the eldest brother. Thinking about it now, maybe the queen mother had already guessed that someone was doing something and deliberately harming the eldest brother, but as the queen, she couldn't cry or make trouble, and she could only focus on the overall situation. ”

"Later, my father also changed, he was no longer kind to me, let me read and practice calligraphy all day long, practicing martial arts day and night, other princes were playing, and I would never have endless books, endless martial arts, every day from morning to night, not allowed to eat if the writing was not good, and not allowed to sleep if the martial arts practice was not finished, I really hated him at that time why he would be so strict with me. When I was nine years old, my mother suddenly became seriously ill, often coughing and vomiting blood, and more than a dozen imperial doctors were helpless, and they did not get better after drinking any medicine, and the imperial doctors said that she was hopeless. One day I saw that the queen mother's chief physician went to the queen mother's dormitory after treating the queen mother, who was just an ordinary concubine at that time, but the next day the queen mother suddenly died, and I was only nine years old at that time. But I suddenly remembered the meeting between the palace maid and the eunuch before the third brother was gone, and I thought of the meeting between the queen mother's imperial physician and the queen Weng, when I was so young, I insisted that the queen Weng killed the queen mother, but at that time I was too young, and there was no other way than crying. What made me even more chilling was that after my mother left, not only did I not get my father's comfort, but he kicked me out of the palace because I 'wronged' the queen mother, and asked me to go to the meditation temple to pray for my mother's blessing, and reflect on myself by the way. I was only nine years old at the time, and he let me leave my childhood home and left me in the ashram to ignore me. ”

"Going to the ashram was the beginning of my nightmare, waves of assassinations, dying again and again. Since ancient times, Daqi has a rule that in order to prevent the children of the royal family from killing each other, the crown prince must be established, and the eldest brother must be extended after the leg is crippled, and the position of the prince should be mine, so I have become a thorn in the side of many people. If I don't die, the fourth and sixth children below will not be able to ascend to the throne, so the maternal forces of the fourth and sixth children want me to die. I started to rely on Master Zhiren to protect me, and later as I grew up, I knew that I couldn't sit still like that, and if I wanted to live, I had to have my own power and rely on myself to protect myself, so I secretly contacted the forces of the rivers and lakes and slowly founded Meihuazhuang. It was really difficult when I started to expand the power of Meihuazhuang, at that time, I often made myself bruised, and spent every day killing and almost being killed, and Blue Scorpion and Mr. Han knew each other at that time. ”

"Later, Empress Weng's brother Weng He immediately saw that he couldn't kill me, so he hired a killer and set up a mysterious killer organization, Bliss. Luckily, the Gate of Paradise only accepted the money, so I paid double the price so that they would not kill me. Slowly, Weng Heli probably found that I was not so easy to kill, and there was a feud between me and their Weng family between the queen mother and my brother, so they were in a hurry to get rid of me. Weng Heli knows very well that once I ascend to the position of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, he will definitely not let go of their Weng family, so he will do everything possible to kill me, and the people you saw assassinating me before were all sent by him. ”

"After so many years, whenever I can't hold on, whenever I feel that I can't live happily at the moment of life and death, thinking about the enmity between the queen mother and my eldest brother, I will grit my teeth and get through. Revenge is the only motivation for me to live, and I also want my father to see how this son, who he has always looked down on, holds his country in his hands step by step, and how he tears the hypocritical mask of the person next to him. I'm going to make him regret what he's done today. ”

After He Shengnan listened, she hugged Leng Guyue distressedly, she used to think that he was a big devil who liked to kill, but now he is a distressing child in her eyes, lacking love since childhood.

"Leng Guyue, let me warm you in the future, okay?" She hugged him and looked up at him and said, she felt that he lacked warmth too much, so let her accompany him in the future, warm him, and warm his cold heart again.

Leng Guyue watched her scratch her nose dotingly, she felt sorry for him, he could see it, but this fool, he is the man, let him warm her in the future.

He Shengnan suddenly thought of something again, just now he mentioned the Gate of Bliss, she suddenly remembered the destruction of Zhang Fei's family, so she said to Leng Guyue: "Leng Guyue, I ask you something, you must answer me honestly." ”

Leng Guyue was a little surprised: "What's the matter?" ”

He Shengnan said: "Does the murder case in Zhang Fei's house have anything to do with you?" What the hell is going on? What role do you play in this? What is your relationship with Bliss Gate? ”

Leng Guyue didn't expect her to mention Zhang Fei at this time, but he didn't answer her but asked, "Do you think it has anything to do with me?" ”

In fact, when he asked this question, he was asking He Shengnan, do you believe me?