Chapter 61
The loneliest and most helpless time in this life is when your most important person is far away from you. Although Teacher Xu Fang's ex-husband is a scumbag, after all, he is the person she has entrusted for life, although she still has an ignorant student in her heart who writes love letters to herself with flowers, but that is in the past after all. Xu Fang actually didn't forget Chen Ze, but felt that the other party had forgotten. The same is true for Chen Ze.
Soon after Xu Fang experienced that turmoil, he was arranged a blind date by his family, with Xu Fang's character, he naturally had to obey, after meeting, he was introverted and couldn't resist the fierce attack of the other party, and the best thing to deal with was this ignorant money worshipper who had been crawling in the nightclub for many years. So Xu Fang fell in love with him, and also gave herself a reason to forget about the relationship that could not have a result.
But now that she has been abandoned, the result of the divorce trial is that she got this house, this empty house, and naturally there is not a small amount of cash. But these don't matter anymore, she drank wine bottles all over the ground in an empty room, and the broken vases and photo frames were smashed by her before drinking, how sweet the sweet words were before, how painful Xu Fang was now.
She drank the last bottle of wine and slammed the bottle on the ground, the upstairs and downstairs neighbors didn't care about these movements, neither complaining that Xu Fang had affected her purity, nor caring about her safety, so staying out of the matter was the best way to face this kind of thing. Although the neighborhood used to be very good, now it is better to just pretend that you are not at home.
After she did all this, she didn't feel a little drunk, she only felt that the headache couldn't withstand the heartache, and she only felt that she was now the most sober version of herself in the past two years. Now that I have no job, no family, the most painful thing is that I have no love, and I have an unbearable marriage.
Xu Fang herself cares a lot about such things as innocence, so she thinks that everyone cares very much, if she has never been married, she may still go to find that person, the young man who may bring her hope.
She went to the bathroom and took a shower, put on her best clothes, sprayed on her most expensive perfume, put on her most delicate makeup, and took off her glasses and put on her contact lenses. When you go, you must be beautiful, and when you get there, you won't be abandoned again.
As she lay quietly on the bed, her neat self out of place in the messy bedroom, she picked up a piece of broken glass and swiped it at her wrist......
With her gentle stroke, she cut through the flesh and the past, and he thought that he would never wake up again, and the sorrow and suffering in this world had nothing to do with him. She is no longer the poor girl who was abandoned, nor is she a sad woman who was abandoned by the world and finally died young, she is just a corpse, and she will never hear what others say.
Blood will eventually stain the dark past red.
But she woke up anyway, in a gloomy hospital room, her wrists wrapped in gauze. She was very weak, and the self-talk in her mouth could only be heard by Chen Ze, who was undiscovered by her side.
"Sure enough, neither God nor Lord Hades want to take me in, and I have to abandon heaven and hell......"
"It's not that they abandoned you, it's that I snatched you back from them." Chen Ze, who was sitting on the side, looked at Xu Fang distressedly, Xu Fang found that someone around him was startled at first, and then his blurred eyes slowly focused on Chen Ze's face, when he saw the familiar and unfamiliar face of this young man clearly. Her eyes were full of fear, and she looked like she was trying to hide herself but had nowhere to go.
"I ...... I ......" Xu Fang tried to raise his hand but couldn't speak nervously, Chen Ze smiled, his face was warm and warm, Xu Fang, who had just woken up, was weak and had no strength to cry.
Chen Ze put her hand down quietly, then shook his head and motioned for her not to speak.
"If I hadn't arrived in time, you'd have actually gone to that world. Luckily, I heard you smashing the bottle, and I sensed that something was wrong, and after a while there was no movement, and I tried to shout twice but there was no response, so I rushed in. You're so stupid, the doctor said you didn't cut all of your wrists, and only cut part of your veins. Otherwise, even the gods won't be able to save you. Chen Ze smiled and helped her cover the quilt up, gently tidied up her loose bangs, and then kissed her on the forehead.
Xu Fang didn't have time to dodge, and she didn't have the strength to dodge, and her eyes were mixed.
"This kiss was actually what I should have given you back then, I still remember that I just hugged you at the time, Director Liang's old thing saw us and caused me not to kiss my goddess, today I took advantage of your illness, and it should be no problem to come over and ask for this kiss back then." Chen Ze pretended to succeed in his treacherous plan and laughed evilly a few times.
Xu Fang, who was lying on the bed, couldn't help but laugh twice.
"Do you know why I came to you?"
Xu Fang shook her head slightly.
"It's because I'm successful now, and if you know the racing game called "Rush Out of Akinayama", I'm the vice president of that company, so I can give you happiness now, and I don't need to make you care so much about your job and work around school and prevent other boys who like you from chasing you. For your own good, but not everyone can be so prominent after being forced to drop out of school and lose their academic qualifications. Chen Ze patted Xu Fang's chest proudly.
"No...... I ......" Xu Fang weakly wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Chen Ze again.
"I don't care."
The short four words made Xu Fang's tear ducts completely collapse, Chen Ze hurriedly helped him wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then touched his head to coax himself, a child, not to cry. But she still cried with what little strength she had left.
"Don't cry, don't cry, you have a good rest, you always cry like this, then you have to lie down for half a day, crying is very physically demanding, you should laugh, like this." Chen Ze grimaced at Xu Fang, and once again succeeded in making Xu Fang laugh.
Chen Ze originally wanted to let Teacher Xu Fang rest for a few more days before saying these words, but he was afraid that Teacher Xu Fang would still seek death after picking up a life, if his words could make Teacher Xu Fang happy, he felt that it would still be helpful for Teacher Xu Fang's recovery. How can a person who has no hope in life recuperate with peace of mind, if he is lucky enough to be the hope of this girl, Chen Ze hopes to illuminate it soon.
People will understand a lot after experiencing life and death, Xu Fang is like this, she used to be a money worshipper, yes, she herself admits that she has longed for a luxurious life from the bottom of her bones, and it is also Xu Fang's life principle to cry in a Ferrari rather than sit on a bicycle and laugh. But what she has experienced in the past few years, and then looking at this Chen Ze in front of her, she realized that her wish is just to be able to live like a normal person, some things cannot be bought by money, in front of some people, banknotes and checks seem worthless, she is not a slave of money, but looking at Chen Ze in front of her, she is a believer who is willing to live a new life.
At this moment, even if the person in front of her is not the vice president of Tianyi Technology, but just the poor boy who had to feel distressed for a long time after eating KFC, she will not hesitate to stretch out her hand, because she knows that her choice is not fame and fortune, but Chen Ze's sincerity and no regrets.
If you are in the loneliest time and most in need of help, in the darkest time of your life, you feel that this has nothing to do with you, you feel that everyone in this world looks at you with disgust, and you feel that everyone in this world has abandoned you. At this time, suddenly a person came over with a smile, he was radiant, his neat clothes were spotless, but he pulled up you who were stuck in the mire, and then hugged you, telling you that he would protect you for the rest of his life.
Believe me, it's just instinct to be desperate.
Xu Fang, who was lying on the hospital bed, finally stopped crying, she looked at Chen Ze and nodded gently.
Han Yi stood outside the door and witnessed all this, and he also laughed heartily.
After three months......
Winter has just passed, people take off their down jackets and change into trench coats and denim jackets, and the air is filled with happiness.
Xu Fang sat in front of the mirror fiddling with her veil, her delicate makeup adorned her beautiful smile.
"How about Mr. Xu Fang, my makeup skills have not regressed at all, I think that Han Yi's kid was still my makeup help, or he looked like a bear." Xue Ling'er looked at Teacher Xu Fang's face, and couldn't help but think of Han Yi's appearance back then, the two of them smiled at each other, and Han Yi was helpless beside him.
"I said you two, can you put on some makeup seriously, don't mention my old things, okay!" Han Yi was wearing a black suit with a slender figure.
"Teacher Xu Fang is so beautiful today!"
"Well, it seems that the cosmetics I sent are quite suitable for Teacher Xu Fang." Gu Xue and Lin Ziqi, who were also dressed up, also praised their nearly thirty-year-old teacher next to them.
"You two little girls, don't make fun of the teacher." Xu Fang turned her head and smiled happily, her face was no longer the haze of three months ago, "I knew that I wouldn't let you two be my bridesmaids, the two of you were originally beautiful when you were a department flower and a school flower, and I was afraid that my husband would run away with you if you were so beautiful today." ”
Several people laughed amused by Teacher Xu Fang's humor.
Han Yi's phone rang, he saw Chen Ze's name on the caller ID, a wicked smile flashed on the corner of his mouth, and then turned on the speakerphone, Chen Ze's cry made the laughter of the people in the dressing room usher in a new *.
"Mr. Han, Mr. Han! My wife is good-looking! They said I can't go over now, so take a picture of me! ”