Wan Yan staggered forward, she was very tired, her feet were very soft, her legs were also soft, her eyes were also blurry, her eyelids were very heavy, she felt like she would droop at any time, and she felt that the whole world was dizzy.

Turning his head to look back, he felt a slight pain in his neck, as if he had cervical spondylosis, and there was also a feeling of pain in his temples.

This feeling is like being so hungry that you haven't eaten a drop of water for three days, sleepy until you faint but you don't have any sleepiness, you have a terrible dream, but you can't wake up.

Aunt Camping Camp Chat and laugh with the people around her, and the people who pass by are also two of them, only she is alone, look at herself, thin figure, thin pockets.

Her appearance was reflected in the mirror at the door, her small thin figure, wrapped in a down jacket, looked so thin, the color of the big red down jacket was very bright, but it could not set off her pale little face with ruddy blood, and her lips were very white without a little ruddy breath.

The sun came out and shone warmly on my body. The big red down jacket makes people lazy, and at the moment I want to close my eyes and fall asleep like this, this lethargic feeling is pretty good! The trees on both sides swayed, swaying with the wind.

Even the tree has a companion, huh.

In this situation, Wan Yan wanted to laugh very much, but she couldn't laugh, feeling that she had been deprived of all her speed, and she couldn't squeeze out a smile.

Wan Yan walked to the bench under the tree and sat down. A leaf fell down, with a perfect parabola, Wan Yan stretched out her hand, and the leaf fell steadily into her hand.

The temperature of the leaves was a little warm, but it didn't give her warmth, and she stared at the sky in a daze.

This feeling is very familiar, or the feeling of déjà vu, once when my parents just left, I was also sitting alone in the yard in a daze.

When the neighbor's children saw her like this, they tried to play with her, but it was as if she had lost her ability to speak, and she could not speak a word, nor did she want to deal with anyone.

The neighbor's children were far away from him, and slowly they all grew up, and the boy had many friends, but she was still alone.

Since she was a child, she didn't like to talk, she liked to be alone in a daze, and she liked to sit there quietly alone, thinking about the people she cared about.

Later, the neighbor's boy left, and his friends, they moved out of there like that.

When it comes to friends, Wan Yan thinks of a girl, a girl she doesn't even want to mention by name now, and that girl is not very good to her. But she still wants to be friends with her, is this what she is doing?

Once at a chance banquet, Wan Yan met a girl, the girl is from the same village, the same level as her, and she is different, the girl likes to talk very much, and she is also very good at saying beautiful things, which makes the people around laugh, and then somehow they became friends.

When she went to school, the girls would come to her with her, but there were a few boys who were on the same path.

They went to and from school together, and slowly she began to talk, slowly treating the girl as a friend, and when she slowly opened up to accept the girl, she realized that they were not all the way.

Wan Yan once went to the girl's house by chance, only to find that the girl was different from her, the girl's family was very rich, and she often bought some interesting things to show off to her, but she would not share them with her.

The girl has all the things she can't come by, and those things are very good-looking, and likewise, they are expensive.

In order to become better friends with them, Wan Yan asked her grandmother to make her snacks and then share them with them, but they never brought themselves.

They ate it by themselves, and after eating, they said that it was not delicious at all, and they also slammed the bowl at home on the ground, Wan Yan actually knew all the time, the girl was not willing to talk to her, the girl liked to walk with the two boys, they talked and laughed all the way, and it looked really harmonious.

Wan Yan doesn't like to talk, she just walks side by side with them, she likes this feeling very much, and she is already very happy to be able to walk with them.

Later, something happened to the girl's family, Wan Yan ran anxiously, but ushered in a slap, Wan Yan didn't understand why, why did she do this to herself, the girl was like crazy, crazy smashing what she could smash at home, it turned out that the girl's parents were divorced, since the girl's grades declined, her parents quarreled every day, and finally broke out.

The girl's father is a violent person, and he is about to beat someone when he quarrels, so the girl comes back every day, and her mother's face is swollen, and her mother lied to herself that she accidentally fell.

Until one day, the girl forgot to take the homework book and returned home early, the girl was in her room, the soundproofing of the door was not very good, the girl heard the sound of ping-pong, the girl did not make a sound, and slowly she heard her mother's cry.

Wan Yan sympathized with her very much, didn't care about the slap just now, and didn't know how to comfort her.

The two of them are the same age, the girl is a few months older than Wan Yan, Wan Yan has always called her sister affectionately, but the girl thinks she is disgusting.

That day, the girl kept packing her things, Wan Yan will not forget that day, the girl had a set of Barbie dolls, very beautiful, very expensive, Wan Yan wanted it very much, but she never asked her grandmother to buy it for her, just for her to know that such impractical things, grandma can't afford them, and there is no need to buy them.

The girl kept crying, crying, sitting on the ground from the bed and crying, Wan Yan just looked at her blankly.

"Wu Wanyan, you're really stupid! Do you think I've always taken you as a friend? You are so stupid, look at your family, so poor! Why should I be friends with you! ”

After the girl finished speaking in a strange accent that day, she began to laugh.

Wan Yan was stunned when she heard this, she didn't react for a long time, she was very sad, I have always regarded you as a good friend! I really always think you're my best friend!.

"Look at you! That's what I said about you! You don't have any reaction! Do you say you're stupid! There you go! Get out of my house! Don't go, do you! ”

The girl looked at Wan Yan coldly, and said everything sarcastically, Wan Yan didn't want to say anything, she was very sad, her heart seemed to be stung by something, and it hurt like blood.

After the girl finished speaking, she kicked Wan Yan out of the house, and Wan Yan never forgot the angry appearance and the determination when she slammed the door.

At that time, they were very young, 7 years old, and they should have been playing happily, but they were depressed because of this.

Since then, the girl is like a different person, and she no longer talks to Wan Yan. She still walks with the boys, who go to and from school every day, and feel happy every day.

Wan Yan returned to the beginning in this way, as if everything was starting again, and she was walking alone again.

Every time she gets out of school, she runs home with her little schoolbag on her back, and now her grandmother won't come to pick her up, so she has to take care of her own safety.

"Xiao Yan, what are you doing?"

Yun Xi looked around the jewelry store, but did not find Wan Yan, and when she came to the door, she saw Wan Yan sitting on the bench in a daze.

She turned her back to herself, as if she was thinking about something, Yun Xi walked over, Wan Yan's eyes were closed, and there were tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, she should have remembered something sad.

Yun Xi sat down next to Wan Yan and stretched out her hand to hug her, Wan Yan didn't know what was wrong with her, her tears couldn't stop flowing, she didn't open her eyes, and let her brother hold her like this.