Chapter 21: How can I bear to really blame you

He shouted loudly, ignoring the stares of the few people in the library.

The librarian also got up and looked here, hesitating whether to come over to criticize and persuade, Mingyue came back to her senses from surprise, waved her hand apologetically, and silently looked at the angry Feng Fan.

The sound of the rain faded away, and there was an unusually eerie silence in the air.

Looking at Mingyue's unwavering face, Feng Fan was like being poured from the top of his head by ice water, instantly cold to the bone, and he was stunned in place as if he woke up, and there was a wave of apologetic guilt rushing under his undulating chest!

He just ...... What did you say? How can you yell at her and hurt her like that, as long as you see her healthy, what is the worry and apprehension for so many days? Didn't you already swear not to mention it?

But—

Feng Fan lowered his hand and closed his eyes in regret.

That anger erupted without warning when she was doing nothing, knowing that she was not to blame......

How can it be reversed if something like that has already been said?

His hands were clenched into fists at his sides, and the green tendons on his temples and the back of his hands were beating at the same frequency, "suddenly" and "suddenly", and the throbbing pain in his heart had a suffocating illusion.

His lips opened and closed, a simple "I'm sorry", but he choked in his throat and couldn't make a sound.

"I'm sorry."

As light as a whisper, Feng Fan opened her eyes and stared at Mingyue's lips, she looked around and said again: "I'm sorry, can you sit down and listen to me explain first?" ”

The thick apology in those words made Feng Fan panic suddenly, he hurriedly sat down, holding Mingyue's hands that were uneasily clasped together on the table, the slightly cool temperature from the back of her hand actually made his heart melt and warm up in an instant.

"You don't have to say anything! I was nervous just now, don't care, don't be angry, and don't worry about me......"

Mingyue shook her head with a smile, her smile went straight to her eyes, and her soft voice interrupted the incoherent eagerness: "Actually, I had already fainted when you called me that day, and my classmates probably turned off the phone directly because they were afraid of making noise to me." ”

Feng Fan clenched her hand anxiously, signaling that she didn't have to say anything more, as long as she didn't get angry, everything was okay.

Mingyue sighed aggrievedly, "Later, my phone was suddenly sent for repair, and all the records were gone, so it just so happened that I didn't see the call from you......"

If lies could be exchanged for Feng Fan's inner balance, she wouldn't mind lying, not to mention that she really didn't have a chance to see those calls.

As for the reason...... Mingyue had already vaguely guessed.

"It really doesn't matter!" Feng Fan had already adjusted his mood, and his smile was as gentle as the cheerful and enthusiastic big boy on the day they first met, "It's all wrong with me, I'm worried about you on the one hand, and I'm thinking about it, 'Why didn't she contact me since she came back?'" ”

He embarrassedly let go of Mingyue's hand, "If it weren't for my conflict, wouldn't there be no misunderstanding if I took the initiative to call you?" So losing my temper today is simply not my fault. ”

Outside the window, it happened to be sunny after the rain, and the sun was beginning to appear, and Mingyue said mischievously: "Then don't apologize back and forth, all in all, just understand each other!" ”。

I got up and opened the window, and the pure breath greeted me.

The page opened by the magazine, it happened to be the light passing through the clouds, Feng Fan's mood at the moment was also as clear as the clouds, he looked fixedly at the beautiful side face of the bright moon lying on the windowsill, and his eyes revealed a faint nostalgia......

She was looking out the window with a slight distraction before he could watch so unscrupulously.

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The ceiling fan in the classroom was spinning rapidly, but there was still no chill in the air, as if the temperature had been soaring since the not-so-decent light rain had occurred two days ago.

Mingyue shook depressedly with a beautifully made folding fan, glancing at An Yi across the aisle from her from time to time.

This fan was previously passed by a middle school and happened to be seen in a nearby craft. On the fan page is a simple ink painting, although it is not by everyone, but it is also very expressive, with a waterfall cascading down a boulder and a verdant pine tree standing next to a steep peak!

At first glance, the scorching summer feels like a chill is coming.

It's Ran Ran's birthday in a few days.,Several roommates are discussing to celebrate her together.,You and I are coming up with ideas.,Strive to let her have a tall and unforgettable small party.,Although this surprises are greatly reduced.,But with the protagonist's personal planning.,Satisfaction will be greatly improved.。

Ran Ran was moved, and began to count down the days, full of anticipation for the arrival of her birthday, this is the first time after she turned 16 that she complained without trepidation, "It's a birthday soon!!" I'm going to be a year older again! ”

The reason why it is said to be a small party is because it was originally just a few girls in the 402 dormitory chatting and discussing in a small area during recess.

Unexpectedly, after An Yi on the side heard it inadvertently, he suddenly interjected and said, "Isn't that next weekend?" He thought for a moment, smiled and raised his voice, "In this case, it is estimated that everyone will have time by then, I will cover all the activities of the day, I will invite you to eat and sing, and the whole class can go if they are free!" Of course, yes, yes, yes, yes, ”

When the students heard this, they immediately applauded with emotion, which made the temperature rise a lot, and they cheered loudly: "Long live An Yi." ”

There were even male classmates who whistled happily, and then everyone talked excitedly, and the level of expectation was no less than that of Ran Ran, the protagonist.

Ran Ran squirmed and whispered, "Isn't this good?" ”

If she can really invite An Yi to celebrate her birthday, she already feels very lucky, why is she embarrassed to let him have a treat? And the whole class celebrated her together!

An Yi shrugged his shoulders and said generously: "What's the matter, I've known each other for so long, and it's normal for the class to have a group party, and your birthday just happened to be an opportunity." Besides, the exam is coming soon, so it's good to take this opportunity to relax together, but I don't know if you're willing to give this face? ”

Ran Ran hurriedly waved his hand flattered, "Don't say that, it's too late for me to be grateful!" That ......" her face was slightly red, and it was rare to put away her usual big grin, revealing the shy posture of a little girl, "Everything will trouble you." ”

An Yi actually blinked, "You are satisfied." "Although the expression is mischievous, it is extremely convincing.

Ran Ran suddenly remembered that his last birthday was celebrated after the college entrance examination.

At that time, the high school classmates got together almost every day, saying that they had finally seen the light of day again after three years of hard work, and they sighed very emotionally, "I don't know when we will get together."

During that time, the girls were always crying because they were about to leave, and the boys pretended to be full of pride, saying that "good men are ambitious", but they hooked their shoulders after drinking, and their eyes were red from drinking.

Later, everyone simply agreed not to care about the result, and not to think about whether they could meet again in the future.

On Ran Ran's birthday, the classmates went crazy from the morning until the next morning before they dispersed from the KTV and went home to make up for sleep. But no matter what, I was also thinking about it at that time, waiting for the olive branch thrown by the ideal university, carrying the double dream of the boy I first fell in love with and myself, and that birthday was still a little unpleasant because of apprehension.

Mingyue closed the fan with a "snap", leaned her head in distress, and complained to An Yi: "Why are you robbing me of the gift I finally thought of!" ”

An Yi smiled brightly and looked very unflat, "I'm really sorry, although the lady should be given priority, but you have to blame yourself for being too slow to react." ”

Mingyue disdainfully "cut" and muttered in a low voice: "You like to join in the fun!" "It's her nemesis!

She had planned a few days ago, instead of racking her brains to think about what to give, she would invite a few of them to play crazy all day together, and if she found something she liked, she could give her another gift.

As for choosing gifts, preparing surprises or something, Mingyue felt that she was really not good at it. Although the courtesy is light and affectionate, she is neither ingenious nor understands Ran Ran's fickle preferences, so why should she bother herself?

Ran Ran affectionately grabbed Mingyue's arm, leaned on her shoulder, and said with satisfaction: "I, I don't want any gifts, with all of you with me, this birthday will definitely be the first of the top ten wonderful memories in my life!" ”

"That's satisfied, huh?" Pan Xiaoting said regretfully: "Then the next birthday we spend with you can only be ranked second?" ”

Ran Ran shook his head and said, "I've thought about this a long time ago, can't I tie for the first place!" She looked at Mingyue hesitantly, blinking her eyes as kawaii, "Mingyue~ Actually, I want to discuss something with you......"

Ran Ran, who was once crazy obsessed with Japanese anime, is familiar with this expression, and I think she has been practicing hard in front of the mirror for more than half a month!

Such a humble attitude is not a good thing!

Mingyue deliberately brushed her hand away in disgust, and fiddled with the fan uncontrollably, "Don't do murder and arson!" ”

Burst! She's that kind of person!

Ran Ran rolled her eyes widely, "That's so untechnical!" ”

"Don't talk about tracking and candid photography! If you want a photo, you can get the money first. Mingyue said in a serious tone.

Looking at the narrow smile in her eyes, Ran Ran only felt that a group of crows flew overhead, she laughed dryly twice, and clapped her hands very cooperatively, "It's really a cold joke!" ”

She smiled shyly, "This is something that only our bright moon beauty can do, if you can help me achieve it, this birthday will be really perfect!" ”