She should be happy, she should be carefree, she should be like so many people in this city - hopeful for an unknown year.

But she didn't, and even the world was far more cruel than she imagined.

After putting off the fireworks in his hand, Xiao Luo put on his gloves again, sat on the edge of the flower bed like a bulky penguin, and looked up at the sparse stars in the sky.

Yi Zeran tugged at the corners of her clothes, and the two of them looked at each other, their eyes as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

After a long time, Yi Zeran finally spoke, "Xiao Luo promised me not to give up on himself no matter what happens." ”

A very simple sentence, but it made Xiao Luo feel thrilled, she looked at Yi Zeran deadly, "Mother has an accident, isn't it?" ”

Yi Zeran didn't answer, and even avoided her gaze and turned his head to look at the looming stars.

The night was dark and dreary, and it was clear that tomorrow should not be a good day.

The wind was a little strong, blowing people's eyes astringently, Yi Zeran lowered his head and rubbed his temples, "Let's go, the plane will be at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." ”

"Oh." Xiao Luo walked slowly down the narrow cobblestone path to the room.

Yi Zeran stopped her before entering the room, still with such a gloomy gaze, "Xiao Luo, you have to remember that no matter what happens, I will stand behind you." ”

Xiao Luo suddenly wanted to cry.

Worried about the unknown future, afraid of his mother's experience, and moved by Yi Zeran's intimacy.

That night, Xiao Luo naturally lost sleep, tossed and turned in bed for a long time, and finally simply put on his clothes and opened the wooden door to the balcony.

The wind of the cold night was howling, and all the messy hair on his forehead rushed to his eyes, Xiao Luo rubbed his eyes, and suddenly became much more sober.

She has had no father since she was a child, but her mother, who has a strong personality, has never let her suffer half of the grievances, and except for the unfortunate experience of losing her father at a young age, her life has been smooth sailing over the years.

Subconsciously, she regarded her mother as her own sky, if one day the sky collapsed......

What Yi Zeran said to her suddenly appeared in her head: "Xiao Luo, you should learn to grow up." ”

Even if she is worried and afraid, she must learn to be strong and learn to be independent.

She thought she was prepared and that no matter how bad things happened, she would be able to get through with her own efforts.

It wasn't until the moment that day actually came that she realized how insignificant the effort she had made.

She woke up very early the next day, cleaned up and went downstairs, Yi Zeran actually sat in the living room early.

No nonsense, the two of them rushed directly to the airport without even eating.

Winter mornings are bitterly cold, empty streets are empty without even a few passers-by, white mist envelops the whole world, and the festive atmosphere is still there, with red window grilles and firecracker wreckage everywhere.

Only the two people in the car had frost on their faces.

Xiao Luo stared at the two dark circles under his eyes, obviously sleep-deprived.

Yi Zeran pinched the thin mobile phone and looked at it over and over.

The sweat in the palms of his hands almost wet the screen, and the eyes were full of Xiao Luo's haggard face, and he couldn't open his mouth no matter how much he thought about it.

You can only let the driver be faster, faster......

There was plenty of heating on the plane, so Xiao Luo moved the blanket covering him aside, and put the hot drink on the small table in front of him by the way.

Yi Zeran watched her actions silently, and the phone screen lit up, darkened and brightened.

The radio began to remind passengers to turn off their mobile phones, and Yi Zeran sighed and finally turned off his mobile phones.

The blanket that was set aside was changed to Xiao Luo's body again, "Let's sleep, it will take two or three hours." ”

Xiao Luo's face turned a little pale, and his heart became more and more uneasy.

I can't tell why, the moment of meeting is coming, but she is like an ant on a hot pot, her heart is burning, but she can't figure it out.

The hand was suddenly grasped, and the temperature of the palm passed through the skin on the back of the hand to the limbs.

The restless heart finally calmed down, but she still couldn't withstand the rush of the past few days, and fell into a deep sleep.

When she woke up, the journey had reached the end, Yi Zeran was wiping her sweat with a tissue, and when she saw her open eyes, she immediately stopped moving.

Xiao Luo tilted his head, completely without the ignorance he had when he first woke up, and asked him in a low voice, "Have you arrived?" ”

As soon as the words fell, he heard the sound of the radio broadcast, Yi Zeran sat up straight, "Clean up, we're here." ”

Song Boyuan was waiting at the airport early, and when he saw the two people coming out of the exit one after another, Song Boyuan's anxious expression restrained a lot.

Rao is like this, seeing Yi Zeran's unsmiling face, he still can't help but step forward to talk.

Yi Zeran glanced back at Xiao Luo, who was in high spirits, and raised his hand to stop him, "If you have anything to say, go to the hospital." ”

Song Boyuan glanced at Xiao Luo with complicated eyes, and a thousand words turned into a sigh.

The three of them got into the car together, and after being instructed, the driver drove the car as fast as he could.

Xiao Luo looked at the flashing scenery outside the car window, and was a little puzzled, "Mother is here?" ”

She remembers that her mother's hometown was a remote tribe in Tibet, and it took more than half a day to drive from the city to that place, but the driver's route was to the city center.

Yi Zeran looked at her deeply, "Yes." ”

After a moment of silence, I heard the man's slow voice: "Xiao Luo, has your mother been happy for half a year?" ”

Xiao Luo lowered his head and thought about it, as if he was quite happy, except for the quarrel with her that time.

Seeing Xiao Luo's contemplative appearance, Yi Zeran continued: "Everyone has the right to choose their own life, even the closest people are not qualified to interfere. ”

Xiao Luo clenched her fists, her face became paler and paler, and she could almost imagine how hard her mother had suffered.

After a long time, she raised her head and looked at Yi Zeran stubbornly, "But I also have the right to know what choice she made." ”

Yi Zeran sighed softly, "Xiao Luo, don't drill the horns, that's your mother, is it enough for her to be happy and happy?" ”

"So...... Can you tell me why my mother came to Tibet alone? ”

Yi Zeran opened his mouth, and the phone suddenly vibrated soundly.

Song Boyuan, who was sitting in the co-pilot, coughed, Yi Zeran took out his mobile phone, the screen was still on, and on it was the text message that Song Boyuan had just edited.

In just two lines, Yi Zeran looked at it repeatedly for a few minutes, and the two thick eyebrows couldn't be twisted anymore.

A face that had been calm just now had turned an unnatural red.

Xiao Luo quietly watched the subtle changes on his face, his heart was so depressed that it took a huge amount of strength to even breathe.

Seeing that Yi Zeran didn't speak for a long time, she simply took out her mobile phone.

Turn on the phone and there are several missed calls on it.

It's the mother's.

Her face turned pale for a moment.

Almost trembling back, the sound of electricity in the quiet carriage was particularly harsh.

One or two times, no one answered.