051 A woman like me who is deeply in love
This sound can't be fake, the sound of the piano can't be fake, no one in this world has heard Bai Jinghong caress the qin, and no one knows, his piano is actually very good, he just doesn't like it like other immortals in general, he has nothing to do to choose a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, caressing the qin and singing the flute, the bright moon and pines, the empty mountains and new rain, do whatever you want.
For him, everything that can't hurt or defend people is meaningless, including music and scenery.
Therefore, most of the things that cultivate sentiment such as qin, chess, calligraphy and painting are deserted, but he has one thing, that is, anything can be easily used as a weapon to hurt people.
For this reason, there are also immortal friends who have gone to ask for advice, and Bai Jinghong is entangled in every way, and only said: "If everything is ruthless, everything can hurt people, and if the heart is ruthless, everything can be a blade." ”
Most of the immortal friends don't know what to do, when he is playing tricks, he just covers his housekeeping skills and doesn't want to share, and gradually loses his interest in asking for advice, but I think Bai Jinghong lied about this matter, because ruthless people can't play such a tactful and passionate tune.
I was an honest man at that time, and if I felt that someone was doing something wrong, even if it was someone I respected, I would seriously point it out, and Bai Jinghong thought I was talkative, and punished me to Jinglin, and stared at the mirage for three days and three nights.
When I heard the sound of the piano, I knew that he had come to save me, this is something that I have never hoped for since I was entangled with the piano, and I even thought that it would be the mortal Li Si who rushed to save me, and I never thought that Bai Jinghong would really come.
Eighteen years, I waited eighteen years, I thought he had forgotten me, yes, how could I forget, for me it was eighteen years of hard work, but for him, it was just eighteen days and nights.
Eighteen days, he will not forget that there is a person like me.
When I met Bai Jinghong, I was honest, and I didn't struggle anymore, I sat there and shed tears innotantly, soaking the yarn in front of me, and then soaking my whole face.
The Yin soldiers wailed in the sound of the piano, they persuaded Huan Xi, let's go, Bai Jinghong is here, and if you don't leave, Tianjun should come, but Xuan Xi finally saw her sweetheart who she thought about day and night, and she was reluctant to leave like this, but she knew that Bai Jinghong's prestige was great, even if there was really only one success, it was impossible for the people of Youdu to get a bargain from him.
So she still hit the idea on my head, she wanted to come forward to catch me, an agitated piano sound fell in the air from which direction, as if a scolding was heavy between me and Xuanxi, Bai Jinghong plucked the string again, and Xuanxi let out a painful groan.
The people of the hidden capital had to pounce on me, and fled with their lives in their arms, and when the coldness around me dissipated in an instant, I knew that I was saved.
But...... The piano also stopped.
In the dilapidated and depressed courtyard, only I took off the scarf and looked around, the moon was very bright, the sky was far away, and there was nothing except the burned ruins of the Song family courtyard.
I'm the only one.
It seemed like I was the only one the whole time.
Is it like just leaving, like throwing a hot bun to a beggar huddled in a corner, merciful and merciful, ruthless and ruthless.
Don't say a word to me?
The sorrow swirled around my heart like a black bird, and I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't cry or scream.
When Li Si found me, I was still sitting in the ruins, like a child who had lost all his toys overnight, and he didn't know what time meant to me from now on, he was silent, and picked me up from the ground, and I didn't struggle, but turned my face slightly to avoid people seeing the scars on my face burned by the fire.
In the Second Prince's Mansion, the Southern Demon helped me apply the wound medicine, saying that it was something from the Immortal Trace Forest, which could make the injury heal faster. No matter how fast it can be, hundreds of years will become decades, and after a few decades, this physical body will be gone.
Just when I heard the three words of the fairy trail forest, I shed tears again, and I didn't make a sound, and the southern demon wiped two handfuls, and there was no way to take me, Li Si motioned for her to go out first, sat on the edge of the bed, and stared at my face without saying a word.
I, I still want a little face, so I turned my face sideways and continued to cry about me, so Li Si stretched out his fingers and pinched my chin and pinched my face back a little.
I'm not in the mood to compete with him, he just watches it if he likes it, I still want to cry about me, Li Si frowned, and said seriously: "It's ugly, and it's nothing with many scars, this king doesn't dislike you, why cry." ”
He knows a fart, the old lady is crying for this little thing, I am crying for a big thing that is enshrined in my heart as a belief higher than the sky. But when he said this, it made me cry, and I didn't want to cry so much, I kicked him silently, and roared countless times in my heart, "Get out of here, get out", but I didn't open my mouth at all.
People said that the second princess must have bumped into a ghost when she went out that night, and since she was found, she hasn't said a word, she doesn't eat, sleep or sleep, she will cry at first, and gradually she won't cry anymore, and she will sit stupidly all day and all night.
In this way, on the third day, Li Si had no choice, so he sent Yanyan to persuade me.
Yanyan was found elsewhere with the Southern Demon Demon, one of the two was an immortal and the other was a demon, and they woke up soon after finding it, only Xiaoyu was still asleep unconscious in the couch.
When I saw Yanyan, I seemed to grasp the life-saving straw, held her hand tightly and asked in a delirious sense, "What's wrong with Bai Jinghong, what's wrong with Shaojun?" ”
I wanted to cry when I talked about this person, Yanyan couldn't stop wiping my tears, and said helplessly: "He's fine, didn't you see him that day?" ”
Yes, I saw it, I saw it, and I knew it was wrong.
Bai Jinghong is not good, not good at all.
I know him, I know his most basic character and habits, and when he wants to hurt me, he helps, whether it is uneven or a little affection in it, with his arrogant and indifferent temperament, it is enough for him to drive them away with a wave of his hand by playing the piano, and he does not have to or disdain to report himself to the house.
Since he didn't want to see me, the door didn't report to me, but to the people in the hidden capital, for something, in order to scare them away with the three words "Bai Jinghong"!
Because...... Because he was not sure that he would be able to retreat after fighting with the Yin soldiers of Youdu in the cold smoke obstacle, but who was he, the descendant of the Bai family, the god of war, the bloodline of the Demon Mansion, who had beheaded Qiqi, fought the Demon King, and only a few Yin soldiers, why did he take advance as a bluff?
His injuries must be even more serious than the rumors, even if the Heavenly Monarch Pingkong gave him 50,000 years of pure cultivation, he would not be able to alleviate it.
He's not good, very bad.
I said, "Yanyan, take me back to heaven, I won't go through this calamity, I won't go through a day anymore, take me back to heaven, let me see him, and I don't want anything to look at him again......"
Yanyan was very embarrassed, touching my head and comforting, "Oh, don't say that I am also injured now, and I can't go back to heaven, even if I can, you are a mortal, and you can't enter the heavenly realm." This has lasted for a maximum of thirty or fifty years, and it will only be a month in the fairy world, no matter how seriously injured he is, he will not be able to die for a month, and there is still a heavenly monarch guarding it, huh? ”
I shook my head, not that I didn't believe it, but that Yanyan didn't understand, a woman like me who was deeply in love, her values had long been distorted to the point that she didn't look like it, I knew that it was right to go through the catastrophe in a down-to-earth manner, it was the safest and the least costly, but in my heart, if Bai Jinghong was seriously injured and I wasn't by his side, it was wrong, it was very wrong, so wrong that I was ashamed of myself and ashamed to live.
I have to be by his side, I have to!
I told Yanyan that I knew, and asked her to bring me some food, because the starving ghost walked very slowly on the Huangquan Road. Yanyan only thought that I wanted to open it, and sent me food to see me gobble it up, and I also reported to Yanyan about the recent progress, telling her that Li Si is very good to me now, and I have really liked it, and I also asked Yanyan what I should do next.
Yanyan asked me to keep it up, first to stabilize my mood before I said, I said I was going to sleep, and invited her out. She walked back one step at a time, and I smiled at her on the bed, silently apologetic as I saw her close the door.
I've lied all my life, and although sometimes I'm sloppy and full of loopholes, and I'm very experienced, and I know how to convince her that I really want to open, how to let her go out in peace of mind and let me toss around in the room alone.
So I committed suicide again, this time it was a real hanging beam, because the hanging beam had no wounds, and I didn't want to see Bai Jinghong again, and I was covered with wounds.
Only by dying is the fastest way to see him.
But obviously, I didn't succeed, because the providence is there, the protagonist will not die, in the script, Su Mianmian committed suicide by hanging the beam several times, and I don't know which one in the script should be counted this time.
Li Si interrupted me, he casually grabbed a piece of wood from the door panel and flew over, and cut off the white silk, next time I will definitely choose a stronger prop.
I lay in his arms, hating him for once again blocking my plan to run towards true love, and I sincerely realized that it was not so easy to stay alone in the room in the future, and die if I wanted.
Li Si didn't say anything, hugged me for a while and sighed, he said: "What you want, I'll give it to you, what I said a few days ago, why don't you count it in a blink of an eye?" ”
And I couldn't even forget what I said when I hooked up with him.