Chapter 138: I Can't Let Go of Love, I Can't Let Go of Hate!
The sunny day in Yongcheng did not last until dark, just after the lights were turned on, the dark and cold spring rain had been drenched continuously, and the upper porch of the front and back hall of the house was wet everywhere. The red silk lantern glowed with a faint light, barely holding out a misty light.
The chill in the heart of the heart does not only come from the night rain in early spring, but also from the changing wind and clouds that rise out of thin air during the day.
Zhuo Yinfeng came back and stripped off his court clothes after getting the will from Guiyifang, wrapped in a purple coat and a homely purple coat, and before he had time to think carefully about where the storm of this day came from, he was edicted to the East Palace by an urgent order from the prince.
Nangong Hou Mansion only left Qianqian and Jin Yu, Jin Yu is a civilian official, just sorting out the files, there will not be too much involvement in the case, it is too late, he stayed in the mansion to take care of Qianqian.
Qianqian saw a series of changes in front of Guiyifang during the day, and almost fainted when she barely supported the emperor to leave, Zhuo Yinfeng looked at Qianqian, just beckoned Jinyu to look at Qianqian, and left in a hurry to take care of himself.
At this time, in the quiet air in the wing room, only the cold night rain outside the window knocked on the eaves, a lonely cycle; The fine Suhexiang milky white green smoke slowly rose from the Tuanyun gilt incense burner, and the open net was like a gentle hand gently caressing Qianqian's body.
Qianqian wrapped herself tightly with the dark blue satin brocade, leaving only one head outside, a handful of green silk spread out, covering her snow-white face, her faded long eyebrows frowned tightly, and her eyes fell on the brocade quilt in front of her empty.
The brocade quilt was embroidered with sunset flowers, and the fine gold silk embroidery thread emitted weakly under the illumination of a few candles, and finally it was almost overdrawn.
Jin Yu sat next to the soft collapse, just looked at Qianqian with gentle and affectionate eyes, he wanted to use his stability and calmness to give Qianqian a little comfort, telling her that he was still there, but Qianqian ignored it, just kept maintaining a posture, like a mud puppet without a response.
"Let's have a cup of tea!" Jinyu had no choice but to get up, poured a cup of hot tea from the table and handed it to Qianqian.
Qianqian's eyelashes like black feathers trembled slightly, but her hand refused to stretch out from the brocade quilt, and Jinyu said softly: "You can tell me if you have something!" ”
"Brother Wenxi!" Qianqian's red lips, which were as soft as brocade in the past, were dry and without a little luster, and even the blood color faded, lining her snow-white face, as if she had just recovered from a serious illness, and Jinyu, who had a low voice, could hardly hear it.
"You did it!" Qianqian raised her head, and there was unbearable grief in her eyes, "The official book has fallen, although my father has temporarily avoided the past today, but in the end, he will definitely not be able to escape, you must have a bigger goal, so I didn't knock my father down on the spot today!" ”
"Qianqian, do you have to ask so much?" Jin Yu reached out and wanted to hold Qianqian's hand from the quilt, but the touch of her fingertips immediately avoided Qianqian as if she had been stabbed by a knife!
"I want to know! But I don't want to know! My heart is in turmoil! Qianqian shook her head and wrapped herself tighter, all her sense of security came from the quilt.
Jin Yu stretched out her hand and gently rubbed Qianqian's black hair, the brocade-like green silk was cold to the touch, Jin Yu gently took Qianqian in her arms and said in her ear: "It's hard for you!" But I remember the promise I gave you, you don't care about the process, you just care about the result! I'll save your father's life!" ”
Qianqian closed her eyes and felt the warmth brought by that body, and the sound of her heartbeat under the brocade clothes was in her ears, and Qianqian finally felt a trace of stability. But the tears rolled down unconsciously.
"When I saw Ruexiang's corpse today, as well as the tragic death of the neighbors of Guiyifang, I suddenly understood how you felt when you watched your loved ones die. But now I'm going through the same thing as you, and I'm going to watch my father be pulled down from his place of honor by you, and even imprisoned. And my people will be driven away, although it is not a catastrophe of life and death, but they are homeless! I can't find a reason for either I want to blame you or beg you, after all, all your pain back then came from my father. We just deserve it! But why is this a matter between me and you, and how nice it would be if you and I were just passers-by or just enemies! Simple hate and simple love are better than love and hate! ”
Qianqian's tears rained down, Jinyu couldn't say anything, let go of hatred, let go of love for him and her, the two of them could only be tied together like this, and they fell deeper and deeper, Jinyu could only hug Qianqian tightly, and a thousand words turned into a distant sigh.
Qianqian shook her head with a wry smile and continued: "Even if things go as you wish, you will get revenge, and my father is willing to retract his confession for you, but can you and me really be like this when the time comes?" I'm afraid I'll hate you as much as you hate my father now!" I'm even more afraid that you have only a responsibility for me because you feel that you owe me! Brother Wenxi, can we still go back? ”
Jin Yu choked in his throat, but he couldn't say it, he thought about this question, but he didn't get an answer.
"Qianqian! I don't know what the future holds! But I will always do to you as you have done to me for ten years! I have no choice between your father and my family, and if I choose to escape, I will have trouble sleeping for the rest of my life, and I will have no shame to face my family in the future. But I have a choice for you, that is, I will choose to be with you no matter what, and no matter what happens, I will wait for you in the place where I belong and you! As long as you're willing to turn back, I'm behind you! ”
Qianqian raised her face, and the hot fell down her unpowdered cheeks, dripping on Jinyu's hands.
In the middle of the night in early spring, the rain was dripping, with the cold of spring, and the hearts of the people were also cold, but the tears were hot!
Qianqian was faint as if she was seriously ill one night, and even had nightmares from time to time.
Jin Yu guards every inch, he can only redouble his kindness to Qianqian and give him all the tenderness, and only in this way can he feel better. so that he has a reason to continue to raise the knife and cut it hard. He hopes that Qianqian can be strong and can get through it, and he hopes that this turmoil can pass as soon as possible.
The night without sleep is not only the Nangong Marquis's Mansion, the candles in the Chenyang Hall of the Prince's East Palace are bright all night, the prince has been discussing in the hall with a group of humerus ministers since he came back in the afternoon, and no one is allowed to approach without notification and permission, even the crown princess Yilan must be avoided.
The sound of the tea cup being broken suddenly sounded in the main hall, and the prince took off an ochre yellow python robe, only wearing a bright yellow satin shirt, his face was flushed, and he pointed to the courtiers standing in the hall with their hands hanging down and said: "The knives are all on the neck and I don't notice it at all!" In front of so many people, the lonely officials were folded like this! ”