The hotel arranged by the organizer this time is not bad, the bedroom and living room are separated, Zhao Qichen's luggage has not been packed, and he is spread out on the sofa indiscriminately, Yang Feng found that he didn't even have a place to sit.

Zhao Qichen saw that he was a little hesitant, and then he found the clothes piled up on the sofa, smiled awkwardly and was about to clean up the place where he was sitting, Yang Feng hurriedly stopped him, said that he didn't need it, and sat down at the dining table.

"Don't clean up, you sit, you have a lot to say to you."

Zhao Qichen was a little confused, although he was not too strange to Yang Feng, he was not familiar with it, in short, it was not to the point of having a long conversation together at night.

But he still sat down across from him and said lightly: "Do you want to drink anything?" ”

Yang Feng smiled, his eyes kept glancing at his knife, got up and went to the front of the refrigerator, took two juices over, and handed him one.

"I'll just drink this."

Zhao Qichen looked at his cautious appearance, and couldn't help but smile: "You don't have to be so careful, the wound has healed a lot, and I can do many things by myself." ”

Yang Feng shrugged his shoulders, noncommittal to his words, and looked at him with his arms propped up: "If you guessed correctly, you should have been recovering just now, right?" ”

Zhao Qichen was puzzled: "How do you know?" ”

Yang Feng chuckled, looking at his not very good face, and felt a little uncomfortable: "I can see your face, rehabilitation...... It's very hard, many people in the circle are talking about you, and I hear a lot of gossip, so it must be very difficult for you. ”

Zhao Qichen pursed his lips, even if he retired, the topic has never decreased in the circle, he has always known it.

"It's nothing, compared to living a comfortable life like this, I think it's better to have more unexpected life."

Yang Feng couldn't stand him talking like this, and waved his hand: "Many people in the circle are saying that even if you retire, you can continue to live a worry-free life, why suffer this?" ”

He's right, the players in the e-sports industry are basically those who dropped out of school early, and they haven't gone to any serious school, if they really retire, there are not a few people who go to live broadcasts, and they really don't do what they practice, at least they can maintain a normal life.

But those who retired due to injury are different, e-sports is the meal of youth, and after retiring, they are not young, and they can't do nothing all day, which is also the purpose of Zhao Qichen as a foundation at the beginning.

Zhao Qichen has never been the kind of person who covets comfort, even if he doesn't rely on e-sports to eat in the future, he has to play once, at least not let himself regret it.

"Then you may have misunderstood, I didn't have to do anything to cure the injury, they must not know, even if my wrist is healed, I can't return to the team, the reason why I insist on treatment is to make up for this regret, after all, e-sports is already a part of my life, and it is quite difficult for me to stop playing all of a sudden."

Yang Feng looked at Sunshine who was full of energy all day in the past, but now his tone was full of helplessness, and his eyes were still fluttering.

"Yes, it's really hard for us to give up like that."

Zhao Qichen looked up at Yang Feng, he had been immersed in his thoughts since just now, and completely forgot the purpose of asking Yang Feng.

"Don't talk about this, you came to me, what's the matter?"

After Yang Feng heard him ask, his eyes were a little dodgy, from the moment he entered the door, he unconsciously stared at Zhao Qichen's wound, at first Zhao Qichen thought he was curious, so he said this, but now think about it, since the first meeting with Yang Feng, he is not such an impolite person, thinking of this, Zhao Qichen is even more puzzled.

For a long time, Yang Feng had been unconsciously touching his index finger, Zhao Qichen suddenly understood something, and the other party finally said hesitantly: "Actually...... We are about the same age, I am very lucky, at this age, I can continue to work the field and with the players, in the past few years, it can be regarded as my earning. ”

Zhao Qichen frowned, staring at him with firm eyes: "How long has it been?" ”

Yang Feng looked at him, with a little helplessness in his eyes: "It's been about a month, I thought it was due to excessive fatigue at first, but recently this situation has become more and more serious, and I don't know if tomorrow's game can be completed smoothly." ”

"Have you been to the hospital? What do doctors say? ”

Zhao Qichen's tone was a little anxious, he had experienced it, so he knew this feeling best, but he didn't want the other party to joke with his body, because if something went wrong, it was very likely that he would say goodbye to the arena forever like himself.

"I've been there, the doctor said it was a nerve problem, and the situation is very serious, if it worsens later, it is very likely that this finger will be unconscious, but if you have surgery, the risk is very high, and the recovery time is very long, everyone in the world league values it this time, I really can't give up."

Zhao Qichen looked at him and said word by word, and sighed silently, this person was as entangled as himself at that time, afraid of leaving the arena forever, but he was not willing to give up the experience in front of him.

Silently took a sip of juice, it was very sweet, and his tongue was a little sticky after drinking, he still liked a little more carbon.

"If you think about it, you can do it, but you can't do anything well, and in the same way, you have to bear the consequences, understand?"

Yang Feng nodded, now he has completely lost the look of ease when he first saw Zhao Qichen, he was panicked, at a loss, and even afraid.

The two chatted for a while, Zhao Qichen and Yang Feng talked a lot, and said that their foundation would definitely leave a place for him, so he didn't have to worry about being hungry at all.

After Yang Feng chatted with him, he also had a smile on his face, and he didn't leave until very late.

After the other party left, Zhao Qichen sat on the sofa full of clothes, unconsciously staring at the night scene outside, the location of this hotel is very good, the floor is not low, you can see the busy traffic on the street, the scene of bright lights.

He remembered the scene when he retired, when he felt that he was very handsome, the camera flash was aimed at him, he was the focus of the audience, and he left resolutely without a trace of nostalgia.

But now that he thinks about it, he feels embarrassed and has to quit, as well as how many days and nights before the game he held his wrist in unbearable pain, and then to the sympathetic eyes of the members after they learned about their injuries.

It was all so embarrassing and painful that after the game he didn't think about treatment, let alone going back to the ring, he was running away, he was wrapped in his shell, unwilling to face these realities.

Fortunately, he has now figured it out, and he has decided to face this fragile situation.