034 Unspeakable pain

"Why don't I, can you be so ruthless as to kill your own flesh and blood?" Ah Lian said, "This child is the only witness to the unequal love between me and you, even if you don't love me as much as I love you, I don't regret it, Shen Ke, I don't regret falling in love with you, and I won't regret giving birth to this child, even if you still don't want me in the end, I won't fall in love with someone else, this child will be the only spiritual pillar for me to spend my long life in the future, please don't force me to give up on him." ”

Shen Ke was shocked, he didn't expect Ah Lian to be so affectionate to him, even if he didn't love her that much, even if he never gave her hope, even if he spoke ill of her again and again, and even did it to her repeatedly, she still loved him so persistently and insisted on giving birth to his child.

Why is she so stupid?

Shen Ke couldn't bear to say any more ruthless words, and sighed, "Why are you suffering? ”

"I willingly." Ah Lian said.

"Okay, I'm not going to force you." Shen Ke finally compromised, "If you want to give birth, it's impossible for me and Meng Lan to be able to do it anyway, but I want to make it clear to you that Meng Lan still has to live with me before Shen Yu's college entrance examination is over, so before next year's college entrance examination, you are not allowed to provoke her again, let alone harass Shen Yu again, can you do it?" ”

"So?" Ah Lian was a little disappointed, but she quickly agreed, and asked cautiously, "Does she really not want any property?" ”

"Yes." Shen Ke nodded.

"Don't want a house either?"

"Don't."

Ah Lian wanted to laugh, but she endured it and made a worried look, "Then how will she live in the future?" ”

Shen Ke said helplessly, "What's the way, she's too strong, but don't worry, I won't really care about her and the children, even if they move out, I will still give them living expenses every month." ”

"......" Ah Lian secretly gritted her teeth, thinking about how to reassure me like this, but she knew that it was not easy for Shen Ke to do this level, and she couldn't force it too hard at the moment, so she smiled and said, "Well, then I'm relieved, I feel very guilty about her in my heart, I'd rather she leave the house, and I would be willing to live on the streets with you." ”

"Really?" Shen Ke was a little unconvinced, "Are you so generous?" ”

"Of course it is." Ah Lian swore an oath, "I'm not with you for your money, if you are willing, just give her all the money and see if I can say anything, even if you become a poor egg in the future, I still love you the same and never give up." ”

Shen Ke was very moved, hugged her and kissed her, and said, "It's a pity that Meng Lan won't want it." ”

Of course, Ah Lian knew that Meng Lan wouldn't want it, otherwise she wouldn't dare to be so generous.

The two warmed up for a while, Shen Ke touched Ah Lian's stomach and said, "Shen Yu has not taken much care of him since he was born, and now he is facing the college entrance examination, and he has to worry about our affairs, think about it, I am really ashamed of him, when this child is born, I will treat him well, try my best to be a good father, and not let this regret happen again." ”

Ah Lian bit her lip, looked at Shen Ke with a complicated expression, and didn't answer his words.

Shen Ke was worried about the company's affairs and told her to have a good rest, so he left in a hurry, and transferred some money to her before leaving, so that she could buy winter clothes and supplies.

Ah Lian sent him out, kissed him goodbye affectionately, closed the door and threw himself on the sofa laughing, not caring about his stomach at all.

After such a long period of forbearance, she is finally about to see the light of day, the shame of the dozen or so slaps at the beginning, today she finally got out of a bad breath, she really wanted to call Meng Lan immediately and ask her how she felt now, no, this is not enough, she even wants to meet Meng Lan to see if she can still maintain that damn elegant calm.

She didn't believe that a forty-year-old woman could have good concentration, and she could still be calm and gentle after leaving the house, and she would not be shocked.

People will get carried away as soon as they are proud, how could she have thought that she would soon be slapped in the face by reality!

……

Meng Lan saw Chu Jun when she was delivering food in the afternoon, and gossiped with her as usual, but she didn't mention anything about herself and Shen Ke, she was afraid that Chu Jun would accidentally say something in front of Li Minghao, and then spread it to Shen Yu's ears.

After the heart-rending pain before, she is now relieved, and the relationship with Shen Ke can be regarded as an end, although the end is not very decent, it is always the result she wants, from the discovery of Shen Ke's derailment to the present, she is like being locked in an airtight space, today finally lifted the lockdown, and can breathe freely, from now on, Shen Ke is good or bad, the scenery and descent have nothing to do with her.

When Shen Yu came out to get the food, he obviously felt that his mother's state was much more relaxed than before, and her tone of voice was very brisk, and she even had a faint smile on her face.

For a moment, he felt that the old mother was back.

The innocent child is just sincerely happy for his mother, but he never imagined that from today, he has stepped into the threshold of a single-parent family.

Meng Lan said goodbye to her son and went to the intersection to wait for the bus, just as Wei Cheng called and asked her if she had time to come out for a drink.

Meng Lan thought for a while and said, "I can give you an hour." ”

"Thank you, Your Majesty!" Wei Cheng said, "I'll pick you up." ”

"No need, I'm not at home, you name a place and I'll go straight over." Meng Lan said.

The two of them were at the bar last time.

Wei Cheng arrived first, when he sat on the card seat and watched Meng Lan walking briskly towards him, he couldn't help but be secretly surprised, he thought that Meng Lan would be sad because of signing the agreement, so he thought about asking her out to comfort her, but he didn't expect her to be in good shape, and there was no sign of sadness at all.

Maybe it's pretending, Wei Cheng thought, she always likes to hide her thoughts, maybe two glasses of wine will be different.

Meng Lan sat down opposite him and said with a smile, "I won't AA with you today, and you will bear all the expenses alone." ”

"Why?" Wei Cheng also laughed.

"Because I'm going to be a poor guy soon." Meng Lan said.

"What, you're going to don't want a penny?" Wei Cheng was surprised.

Meng Lan looked at him, "You already know the obedient voice, who told you?" ”

"Shen Ke." Wei Cheng said.

Meng Lan couldn't help but be surprised, "How could he tell you this?" ”

"He's going to my company today."

"What are you doing, didn't I just inform you?"

"How is that possible?" Wei Cheng said with a smile, "Their company failed in the bidding, and he asked me for the reason in the past, and he said it in passing when he left." ”

"Oh." Meng Lan nodded, "Isn't their company very strong, why didn't you choose them?" ”

"Strength is only one aspect, we consider a combination of factors." Wei Cheng said, "I have been to their company several times, from the employees to the general manager, there is a bad attitude, for the sake of profit lost personality, this is the opposite of our company's concept of pursuing individuality, so ......"

Wei Cheng spread his hands and expressed helplessness.

Meng Lan understood what he hadn't finished, Shen Ke Company was indeed like this, including Shen Ke himself often made her feel this way, for a project, she could pretend to be a grandson with a customer without a lower limit, be servile and humble, and please in every possible way, with a kind of dead face.

"Let's not talk about him." Wei Cheng said, "I'm actually worried about you, I'm afraid that you won't be able to stand it all of a sudden, after all, we have lived together for eighteen years......"

"Don't worry, I'm fine, aren't I?" Meng Lan took the initiative to pick up the wine glass and touched it with him.

Wei Cheng drank it all, poured it again, and asked, "Why don't you want property?" ”

"I don't want to." Meng Lan told Wei Cheng what Shen Ke's mother said about her, and then said, "Actually, over the years, whether Shen Ke or his mother, I have said many times that it is true and false, but I was too slow to react and failed to understand it earlier, and now everyone has torn their faces, and when I hear this kind of remarks again, I feel very ashamed, it turns out that no matter how hard I work for this family, I am just a white eater in the eyes of others." ”

When she said this, Wei Cheng saw a trace of hurt and loneliness flashing in her eyes, but she was quickly hidden behind the mask of the light breeze, as if nothing had happened.

Wei Cheng suddenly felt very distressed, distressed about her hardships over the years, and her pretended to be strong.

"It's okay, don't want it, Shen Ke doesn't have much money anyway." He smiled and said, "You have to believe that you will live better without him, not only to believe, but also to work hard to do it, and let him see that you are not a person who eats white rice, but just a pearl that has dusted his house." ”

"You're exalting me too much." Meng Lan said, "I feel that the future is bleak now, and I don't know if I can fill my stomach on my own." ”

"How so." Wei Cheng said, "There is no endless road, there are still many months to go, you can enjoy the happiness of being unrestrained but supported by someone first, and the rest, take your time." ”

"Haha!" Meng Lan laughed, "So don't I still eat rice?" ”

"No, it's what you got in exchange for your share of the property." Wei Cheng said.

"That's right, then I'll just enjoy it first!" Meng Lan raised his glass again.

Wei Cheng drank with her, deliberately saying some funny things to tease her, Meng Lan was very happy, laughed several times until her image was gone, just when Wei Cheng thought that she really didn't care anymore, she cried on the way home.

Eighteen years, how can you not care?

It's just that kind of unforgettable pain, that kind of injury that is really wrong, that kind of panic that is subverted for half a lifetime, and that kind of hesitation that people have no way out when they reach middle age, even if they are drunk to the depths, they can't speak.

There is only silence.

Only silence!

Wei Cheng's heart was broken by her crying, and he held her in his arms and patted her softly, "Meng Lan, don't cry, don't be afraid, you don't have nothing, you still have me, I promise you, I will always accompany you and guard you until the end of my life......"

It's good to have wandered for half your life, crossed the ocean for you, and now I finally have the opportunity to protect you openly!