He just didn't give up, didn't believe it, hoped it was a nightmare, but his chest hurt so much, his whole body hurt, and every inch of pain reminded him:

It's not a dream!

She's gone and will never wake up again......

Never call him Dr. Jun again......

"Prison Ning'an......" His eyes were frighteningly red, there was a sparkle in his eyes, he looked at her closed eyes, and the corners of his mouth were sneering, "Prison Ning'an, you are ruthless enough, you don't see me at the last time, you are really ruthless enough!" ”

He stared at her, trembling all over, and for a long time, he held her face in one hand, and lowered his head to her lips.

He pressed and did not move, as if he wanted to go to the earth like this, and the woman's cold lips, like a dagger, slammed his heart.

The chest seemed to be peeled open, and it was already dripping with blood......

After a long time, he gently put her down, and when he raised his eyes, the bottom of his eyes was bloodshot, his expression was cold, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of despair.

He shook his hand to open the envelope and unfolded the pale green stationery, a faint fragrance permeating the air.

This familiar smell belongs to Prison Ning'an, and when she hugs him, she can smell it every time.

With a pain in his heart, he closed his eyes, and then looked at the beautiful handwriting on the page full of letterhead—

Dr. Jun:

I'm gone, forgive me for not saying goodbye, forgive me for my cowardice, because I can't watch myself leave in front of you......

Don't be sad, if you leave this world, I will no longer have pain, in fact, it is a relief......

Dr. Jun, when I was writing this letter, I said "I'm sorry" to you countless times in my heart, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have provoked you.

If we weren't together, at least you wouldn't be so sad, and now, what are you going to do when I'm gone? What are you going to do if you're left alone? ……

Dr. Jun, I want to thank you, since I got sick, there has been only pain and suffering for several years, many times, when the pain is the worst, I also thought about giving up, fortunately, I persevered, otherwise I would not have met you.

After meeting you, it was my happiest time, even though I was sick, but as long as I thought of you, I became stronger!

I said to myself: Prison Ning'an, you must get better, even if Dr. Jun doesn't like you, you will be happy to look at him from afar.

This has become my belief in life, with you in life, there are no regrets in this life......

I am undoubtedly lucky to have your love, although you didn't say it, but I know it, I know it all......

Dr. Jun, I am very happy, really happy, and if I can, I would like to be with you for the rest of my life.

It's just a pity that I know I can't do it...... I hurt so much, there is no place in my body that doesn't hurt, but no amount of pain is as good as heartache.

I can't let you go, I don't want you......

Dr. Jun, I hope you can find a better girl in the future, I hope she can give you happiness, you have to live a long life, this is my greatest wish!

Doctor Jun, I took the ring you gave me, forgive me for my greed, this is the only thing I have that belongs to you, and I will take good care of it.

If there is an afterlife, we recognize it as such!

…… Dr. Jun, I still have a lot to say to you, but I don't dare to call for fear that I will cry when I hear your voice.

I don't want to cry, I want to keep my best look in your heart......

I'm so tired and in pain, I don't have the strength to write anymore......

Doctor Jun, you have to be happy for me, it won't hurt when you fall asleep, it won't hurt......

You say I'm your angel, but you're my angel!

If there is a next life, I hope to meet you again......

Dr. Jun, I love you......

Prison Ning'an, written in the early morning of February 1, 2019.