Chapter 45: Handsome, No Way.
"It's not...... That, I'...... I know your high school classmates, but I don't know what you studied in college. Ji Xiaofan was a little overwhelmed by the rhetorical question, and hurriedly lied to himself.
Qin Xiao calmly looked at where she was talking nonsense, and did not rush not to ask further for verification, and when she finished speaking, she winked at her narrowly, "When I have to go back on family leave, I must meet the brother of this classmate you said, and see which of my classmates is so ignorant of me!" ~~~”
"Huh?" Ji Xiaofan didn't expect that he would be so serious about his lie to be verified, and he was speechless for a while, not knowing how to round his lie, so that he would give up looking for this imaginary "classmate and brother" to confront him.
After Qin Xiao teased her, he had already guessed that she was making nonsense, but he didn't plan to dig into the bottom of her lie and expose her lies, after all, he knew that he was too handsome, and he provoked other little girls to rush to him to set porcelain, alas! The person is handsome, there is no way, it's his own fault, his own fault is not embarrassing girl, so he plans to let her go.
So he decided to change the topic, stretched out his hand and pointed to the little piglet in the sow's arms, and led Ji Xiaofan to look over.
"It's been a few days since this little guy was born, and he doesn't have a name yet, so let's give the little piglet a name."
Looking at the little milk pig suckling in the mother's arms, the cute and pink little body was wrapped in a little mud, although the living environment of the mother and son was not very clean, but the little piglet still enjoyed snuggling up to the mother's side, watching their mother and son lying in a pile of mud Ji Xiaofan suddenly felt a little unbearable, and felt sad in her heart, she looked at Qin Xiao with some concern, and asked him:
"Will it be eaten when it grows up?"
The smile on Qin Xiao's face disappeared after she asked this.
"The pigs here are all reserves to improve the diet, when I first came here, the pig bought this is its first litter, if it is ...... at the end of the year"
The following words, Qin Xiao couldn't go on, his mood suddenly shrouded in some helplessness and sadness, not just for the final fate of the pig, he couldn't do anything, but he felt that he was not the same as them? The same has no ability to change their fate, the more they fight, the more they find that all the struggles are in vain, it is useless, it is still themselves who are hurt, and their fate still has not changed a little.
Qin Xiao snorted from his nose, as if he was laughing at his ridiculous act of making a senseless struggle, shaking his head and sighing:
"Alas, forget it, let's go, I'll send you out."
I didn't expect to change the topic because I wanted to ease the atmosphere, but instead of having a good effect, it made me feel heavy and sad, Qin Xiao didn't want to talk anymore, so he simply offered to send Ji Xiaofan out of here.
Ji Xiaofan heard the helpless emotion in his tone, indeed, these pigs will not live happily here all the time, as soon as they are born, they are destined to be the meal of human beings, and there is no way to make their own pigs. Now they are carefree and kept here in captivity, eating, sleeping, sleeping, and waiting for them, are they not going to be slaughtered by people to improve their diet?
This is the purpose of human pig breeding, and pigs are enjoying a comfortable life now, and they will have to pay the price of their lives in the future.
"Hmm."
Having figured it out, she had no interest in continuing the topic. Very obediently nodded and followed him. Walking next to the pigsty this time, Ji Xiaofan no longer covered his nose and disliked the taste, looking at Qin Xiao's indifferent expression, she knew that his heart should not be as calm and light as he showed at this time. This guy has always looked indifferent, but in fact, his inner feelings are not indifferent at all.
Just like in the previous life, he never said that he loved her, but at the moment when the two of them were dying, he revealed his heart, it turned out that he loved her more than her, much deeper.
Don't look at him on weekdays, Hang Erlang looks like a gentleman, she thinks it's his mask to disguise himself.
In her last life, she always thought that the relationship between herself and him was just a dewy couple, thinking that he just had nowhere to spend time when he was bored, so she would think of looking for her. But at the last moment of his life, Ji Xiaofan didn't expect that his position in Qin Xiao's heart was far more important than he imagined.
She had seen the soft side of his heart, and she didn't believe that he could bear to watch his carefully raised piglet being eaten. Now he acts like he doesn't care, and when the time comes, when the big pigs and small pigs become the dishes on the plate for others to improve their food, he will definitely be sad.
Alas...... But then I thought, what can I do if I am sad? The pigs here are all going to be eaten. That's what he does now, and he can only pray that he can be transferred from here before the pig is slaughtered at the end of the year.
Out of sight, the heart is not annoying.
Ji Xiaofan secretly pondered in his heart, this guy is very good at hiding his inner thoughts, which is not good, and he has to find a way to change his problem in the future.
"Why do you raise pigs here? Since you're a college student, shouldn't you be assigned here? ”
The two of them walked wordlessly for a while, and when they came out of the pigsty and walked on the dirt road in the grove, Ji Xiaofan couldn't help but ask the doubts in his heart.
"Don't ask what you shouldn't." Hearing her ask this question, the silent Qin Xiao who walked beside her frowned impatiently, and said coldly, his expression a little impatient.
The atmosphere between the two was still very harmonious just now, but it suddenly cooled down at this time, and both of them were silent, until Qin Xiao sent Ji Xiaofan out of the backyard, and when they arrived at the intersection, Qin Xiao spoke again.
He pointed to the dormitory building not far in front of him, stood sideways next to her, looked at her and said, "It's your dormitory in front, you go back quickly, and come to me again if you have something." Every day after lunch, I'm definitely here. ”
"Oh, goodbye."
Ji Xiaofan didn't say anything else, and after saying goodbye to him, he lowered his head and walked along the path without looking back. There were no tall street trees on this road, and the sun above her head was scorching hotly above her head, which made Ji Xiaofan very uncomfortable, and she was very irritable, walking faster and faster, and finally trotted towards the dormitory building.
Not long after Ji Xiaofan returned to the dormitory, the wake-up call for the lunch break rang, Ji Xiaofan did not rest at noon, and her physical strength was not as abundant as others when she trained in the afternoon.
From time to time, she would think of Qin Xiao in her mind, thinking about how to cheer him up, fight against the current situation, fight for opportunities, and don't be so depressed.