Chapter 200: Spend the rest of your life in nightmares
The first month in Sydney coincided with the beginning of winter in China. That day, Zhilan specially wrapped dumplings, three fresh fillings, not much, in China, it is usually the amount of him and Gao Minlang! So she ate half of it and gave the rest to the landlady.
Eating dumplings alone, there is no trace of turmoil in my heart.
For a month, no one in the country contacted her. Maybe they are all giving her and Min Lang time, in fact, in the past month or so, how much Zhilan has missed Gao Minlang, only she knows that she misses someone and can really go crazy, no matter what she does, no matter where she goes, no matter what she says, what she sees, she can think of Gao Minlang.
Making dumplings, she remembered that Gao Minlang once made dumplings for her, Gao Minlang adjusted the filling, she and the noodles, but as a result, the noodles lived more and more, because she always poured more water, and then filled it with flour, so the noodles lived more and more. Gao Minlang laughed at her at the time, saying that she was not making faces, but playing noodles!
Once I went to the park, I saw a young father flying a kite with his child, and the mother on the side looked at them with happy eyes, reminding the child to drink water, and reminding the father to be careful... Zhilan's mind was full of thoughts at that moment, if she and Gao Minlang got married, then maybe one day, they would be like this family of three, although Gao Minlang never mentioned children, but Zhilan knew that he must like it.
The dumplings have been eaten halfway, Zhilan suddenly felt a wave of nausea in her stomach, put down her chopsticks and rushed into the bathroom, all the dumplings she had just eaten were spit out, looking at herself in the mirror, her face was pale, Zhilan panicked for a while, her eyes gradually moved to her lower abdomen, and she slowly closed her eyes.
The rest of the dumplings were put in the refrigerator, Zhilan changed her clothes, got up and left home, and went to the nearest hospital.
For the next two weeks, North asked her to play every day, but Zhilan turned it down for various reasons.
I really couldn't push it off today, and North said that he would drive to pick her up in a while. It was difficult to accept the hospitality, and Zhilan had to reluctantly accept the appointment.
North stopped the car and saw Zhilan come out from a distance, and North looked surprised. Zhilan wore a ginger over-the-knee dress, a pair of low-heeled white sandals, a parasol in her hand, and a crossbody bag.
"You..." North looked puzzled: "Dressed like this, how can you play?" ”
"North, I'm sorry, I can't play with you today, but I can watch from the sidelines and cheer you on." Zhilan got into the car.
It's not convenient for North to ask, women, there are always a few days of trouble.
It's not the weekend, and the stadium is a little less crowded than usual. But Zhilan is still looking after Gao Boguang today, and the distance is very far. However, looking at his pace, movements, and skills, compared with a month ago, he has improved a lot, and it seems that he has practiced a lot this month.
North was playing doubles against the other three, and the men's doubles has always been more interesting, and this one was more intense, so there were a lot of spectators around the venue for a while. Some watched and studied, while others simply did it for the sake of coaxing, shouting and whistling. Zhilan stood aside, a little nervous, because North's side was already at a disadvantage, although it didn't matter if the outcome of such a battle was won or lost, but everyone had a competitive heart, so North still tried his best.
"Come on, North...", Zhilan's mouth was dry.
turned around to find the water in the bag, and when he turned around, he saw Gao Boguang standing behind him. Zhilan stumbled, but fortunately, the people around her supported her, and she was able to maintain her balance.
"High... Uncle..."Zhilan really couldn't ignore him, but last night, she couldn't call him by his name. Although this uncle, she was reluctant to scream.
"Hmm..."Gao Boguang just hummed and continued to watch the game.
Zhilan drank two sips of water, North's scene was just over, and when it was time to rest, Zhilan greeted North in advance and left. When she saw Gao Boguang today, she was not without resentment, she still recalled in her mind that that afternoon, Gao Boguang revealed the facts to her, so calmly, as if telling someone else's things.
Walking all the way back home, she knew that she had a luxury car behind her.
When he opened the door lock, he finally remembered Gao Boguang's voice behind him: "Zhilan, let's talk!" ”
"Okay, come in!"
poured a cup of hot water for Gao Boguang, took the cup, and Gao Boguang motioned for the secretary to wait outside.
"How did you get here? What about Min Lang? Gao Boguang's question was very direct.
"As you wished, we broke up." Zhilan sat on the single sofa next to her, holding the juice in her hand, freshly squeezed.
"Really? That's a great thing to be happy about. Gao Boguang put down the water glass and looked around the room: "However, what I don't understand is that Min Lang does not hesitate to cut off relations with me, but also wants to be with you, do you treat his friendship like this?" I always thought that your relationship would be rotten. It turns out that just one truth broke you up, and it can be seen that your relationship is not so much..."
"Indestructible?" Zhilan smiled: "How can there be any indestructible feelings in this world?" You say yes. ”
Gao Boguang didn't speak, and after a while, he said, "You live here?" ”
"Isn't it good here?" Zhilan pointed to everything around: "It's relatively quiet here, suitable for raising a baby." ”
Gao Boguang's eyes flashed with imperceptible shock, but then returned to normal: "Congratulations." ”
"Congratulations, you're going to be a grandfather." Zhilan's smile was brisk and smart.
Grandpa, this word hit the softest place in Gao Boguang's heart at once. A smile appeared on his face, and he imagined a happy scene in his mind, he closed his eyes, so many laughter and laughter surrounded him, and he even imagined that one day the child would be born, who would he be like? Min Lang, that's the best. Don't be like this sharp-mouthed girl, otherwise, he, a grandfather, will definitely be annoyed by him (her) to death.
"Are you going to live here forever?" Gao Boguang asked. Some are at a loss, crossing their hands together, letting go, and crossing them again.
"Not necessarily!" Zhilan stretched out her hands: "Actually, I chose to come here at the beginning because this was the place where Min Lang once lived, I want to take a look, those ten years, the ten years we missed, what kind of environment he lived in, and now it seems that it is not bad, at least much better than me." I'm here for a while, and I'd like to go somewhere else. I want to take my children to see the world. ”
"Does Min Lang know?" Gao Boguang's voice was a little soft, "Does he know about the child?" ”
"I don't know!"
"Let's go back!" Gao Boguang turned to look at Zhilan: "Min Lang must be very worried about you, go back and live your life." ”
"I'm going back!" Zhilan looked directly into Gao Boguang's eyes: "But if it weren't for your persuasion, I and I are now separated, and the child has no father, aren't these what you want to see?" Shouldn't you be happy that you have got what you want now? ”
"It stands to reason that I should be happy!" Gao Boguang smiled a little reluctantly: "You know what? Since the day I came back, I've been having a dream, it's a nightmare in my life, lingering, I think self-righteously, I framed your father, and let Min Lang's mother... But in 10 years, I haven't had a sense of stability. After the accident, I moved all my business abroad, but no matter how big my business was, I couldn't get rid of that nightmare..."
"So, you yourself are not happy, and you are not your son well? What kind of logic do you really have? You are his father, and he killed his mother with his own hands, and he will tell him the truth as if it were a story. Have you ever thought about how he felt, how cruel you were to do such a thing, just to keep us together. Zhilan had a smile on her face and tears in her eyes: "With a father like you, I really don't know if it's Min Lang's luck or misfortune." You're successful, you're rich, but you have such a terrible past. So you say that you have nightmares every day, I don't think it's strange at all, you build your happiness on the pain of all people, it's strange that you don't have nightmares! ”
Gao Boguang didn't speak, just quietly listened to Zhilan's accusations against him.
"Emotional matters are inexplicable, I know you hate my father, and you hate Min Lang's mother. But there are so many ways to get revenge on them, why would you be so cruel. One is your friend for many years, and the other is your wife, she gave birth to a son for you and guarded that home for you, how can you bear to do it to her? A hundred years later, when you meet, what face do you have to face her? ”
Gao Boguang's lips trembled a few times, and he responded: "You're not a man, you don't know that kind of pain." It's painful. ”
"If you had put half of your mind into that family, Min Lang and his mother, my father would not have taken advantage of it." The more Zhilan said, the more angry she became: "No, perhaps, it wasn't my father who took advantage of the situation in the first place, it was your wife who didn't want to be loyal to you for a long time, watching her husband only go home once a month, ignoring herself and her son, ignoring it, and changing to any woman, she would choose to leave you!" ”
"However, anyone can, Modi can't, I can't afford to lose that person! It turned out to be my friend who cuckolded me, and whoever it was, wouldn't swallow it. In fact, I already knew that none of them had happened to them, so they waited for the two parties to divorce and then live and fly together, but I couldn't divorce at all, she said that she would rather die than stay by my side anymore, so it's better to die. ”
Zhilan sighed, talking to this kind of man, she would definitely be angry, and now she can't be angry.
"Uncle Gao, please come back." Zhilan gave an eviction order: "I will go back, not because of you, but I can't let my child be without a father, Min Lang is different from you, he will definitely be a good father." We shouldn't ruin our lives with the mistakes you made 10 years ago. We have decades of good life to live, and you, for the rest of your life, will spend the rest of your life in nightmares! ”