Chapter 38: Gathering and Dispersing
But I searched all the houses, but I couldn't find my little sister.
It was only in the house that was covered with dust not so long ago, but now it has a new look.
I was crying and screaming desperately for my little sister!
Bai Yi was worried that I was delusional, and persuaded me: "They are all gone, they are gone!" You don't want to be like this, okay? ”。
But I obviously heard and saw it, how could it be that I was not there?
I cried and shouted, "Little sister! Little sister, where are you? Why don't you come out to me? ”
Bai Yi had to shake his head and sigh.
He looked up at the horizon.
At that moment, there were clearly crystal tears flashing in his eyes.
He held back his tears and said softly: "Brother, my little sister may have already been reincarnated!" ”
I was stunned.
There was a sudden stinging in my heart!
What Bai Yi said was.
The little sister can't be reincarnated when she is in ashes, but Weiyang can.
Although I wish that my little sister would suddenly appear in front of my eyes, I hope that she is really reincarnated.
Just like the rest of the world, I hope she can be reincarnated into a good family.
But I suddenly remembered.
I remember that Weiyang once said that there is no difference between the ghost world and the human world, there will never be fairness, and there will be no great harmony.
She'd rather be a ghost than a human.
I was trembling all over.
I told Bai Yi to wait for me outside.
I just want to sit quietly at home before I go.
Even for a moment, I tried to find the comfort that was gradually lost.
Bai Yi looked at me, said nothing, and walked out with a heavy heart.
When I came to the window of the highest attic of the Yan family, I finally saw a piece of paper on the table in front of the window.
The handwriting on the top is shown:
Second sister, don't look for me.
You should go and find Sister Du wholeheartedly.
She needs us.
Stay a little longer, and she will suffer more.
At home, you don't have to worry.
I will always be there for you.
Even if you wait for reincarnation, I will exist for you.
My favorite second sister!
Seeing this, my heart is like a knife.
The handwriting is beautiful, like a little sister's delicate face.
Between the lines, it's like sadness.
My little sister once said, I would rather turn into a lotus leaf in the pond in front of my house, even if you come back and get lost, as long as you see the lotus flower is like seeing home.
This is my little sister, she would rather be scattered for her soul than be willing to guard the source for me.
And now Weiyang, she carries the body of the little sister, but she also waits hard for me with the belief of the little sister.
Just as I am lost in this chaotic world, I will not deviate from the trace of home, and I will also be given eternal warmth, and I will never be lonely again!
Holding the note, I couldn't cry.
But Zhu Yan is already as beautiful as blood.
I am sad and sigh!
Weiyang, my little sister, why are you doing this?!
The sky darkened unconsciously.
A gust of wind rose, and the rain fell.
The white clothes stood in the rain, waiting stupidly.
His eyes were looking at the horizon, not knowing if he was thinking about anything.
This is the second time I've seen him present a kind of loneliness in such a gesture.
But I see warmth in my heart.
Love is like a brother, nothing like this.
I don't know why he treated me like that, but I'm just a woman dressed as a man.
If he knew, would he mind?
I looked at his rain-soaked back, and felt a sense of apprehension and apology in my heart.
After a long silence, I finally walked out.
Parting, after all, cut off my sight.
I didn't look back, I just said softly to Bai Yi, "Let's go!" ”
The white clothes were behind me, trying to say something, but they didn't say it.
In the rain, the carriage moved slowly.
The rut marks of the wheels stretched in the rain and mist.
White clothes in the back, a horseshoe flower.
I'm used to riding in a carriage.
Bai Yi also laughed at me for this, saying, "A big man, what does it look like to sit in a carriage all day long?" It's like a girl who can't see the sun. I think you might as well follow my brother and me, ride your horse and whip, and go for a thousand miles to ......"
What is the total of thousands of miles, but he did not finish.
At that time, I imagined compassion.
Thousands of miles away, a total of Chanjuan.
But he said this to me, and it hurt my heart.
Just like me and Du Sanniang back then.
And how similar.
Could it be that he, like me, is single-minded?
But I don't think so.
At this time, the heart is in turmoil.
At this time, Bai Yi suddenly asked me outside, "Where is this going?" ”
I lifted the corner of the curtain and caught a glimpse of his white clothes soaked through the rain.
I said, "Brother, it's not good to be drenched in the rain, so let's come in and sit down!" ”
Bai Yi shook his head and said with a smile: "It's been a long time since it's rained like this." Thinking back then, beating horses and whips, going thousands of miles, how enjoyable it was! ”
I couldn't help but laugh.
His words are too righteous and more old, and he is younger than me.
This is the nature of a teenager, and he will always remember the past.
I had to leave it to him, and I said, "Let's go." After today, I will call the four seas home! ”
Bai Yi looked happy and said, "This is exactly what I saw you back then!" ”
I didn't understand it for a moment.
Bai Yi glanced at me, and when he saw that I hadn't noticed, he sighed softly.
The night finally passed in my life.
Everything is calm.
The next day, when the sun came out, I looked to the east and said, "Sanniang, you are waiting for me, even if it is the end of the world, I will find you!" ”
And this day, this year's Qixi Festival, is getting closer and closer.
I took Bai Yi and He Zai to wander between the mountains and fields, but when I saw the feng shui cemetery, I got up at night to dig.
I am more guilty of doing this tomb robbery.
But I can't help it.
The damned snake demon used the peach blossom spell to turn Du Sanniang into a living dead and hide it in any tomb in the world.
He was hell-bent on not letting me find it.
He was hell-bent on me regretting it.
But I know that even if it is a death in the sea of swords, I will not regret it.
I think.
Damn the basilis, you want me to regret it, that's self-deception.
I gritted my teeth and strengthened my resolve.
Even if I still can't find Du Sanniang on this year's Qixi Festival, I will stick to the next one, or even the next Qixi Festival.
Even if it's more than a lifetime.
On this day, came to a market town.
He Zai took the gold and silver from the tomb robbery to do charity.
I have always adhered to this great love inherited by the master tomb god, which made me feel less guilty when I robbed the tomb.
Even if it would be ridiculous to be self-comforting in the eyes of others, it at least made me feel at ease.
There is a sense of pleasure.
He Zai also said that doing good deeds has also touched his heart a lot.
When he was wandering, he saw a lot of the warmth and coldness of this world, and his heart became insensitive.
But since he has done a lot of good deeds, this person's heart has been touched, and he has finally returned to the original goodness of human nature.
It can be seen that there are many evils in the world, and only good hearts can achieve love in the world!
When He Zai returned, he brought back news that he didn't know if it was good or bad.
This is about the emperor's new conquest of horses.
I don't think of the Heavenly Master Jing Moyun.
After all, he will become a colt and decides to marry the princess on the day of Tanabata.
What a good thing this is, the emperor issued an edict to celebrate the whole country!
It's just that I remember that Jing Sueyun once laughed at me and said that the princess was extremely ugly.
Now, if he faced it, how would he feel?
I don't think it's funny.
When the blood red clothes were about to take him back to Beijing, he was so frightened that he ran away, but he didn't expect to be able to escape.
At that moment, he was afraid that he would die.
It's just that he would never have thought that the princess is not ugly.
Because the blood red dress also said that the princess is not only not ugly, but also has a beautiful appearance.
Naturally, I believed what she said.
It's just that I think of what a surprised expression Jing Sueyun will have when he unveils the princess's red hijab, I'm afraid it's a little funny.
When Bai Yi heard the news, he breathed a sigh of relief, as if he was the one who ran away from the princess at that time.
But I knew what was on his mind.
Suddenly, my mood was unusually heavy and contradictory.
I don't know what the outcome will be if this continues, but I don't want him to be hurt by it.
It was dark again.
Sitting in front of the window, I thought of Du Sanniang, and unconsciously sang the song that ran through my past and present lives.
At that moment, the wind turned to the clouds,
A sunny day that shades out the bright sun.
Falling deep in the bamboo forest,
Like that wall of light smoke,
Dancing with the sheng song that lingers over the years,
Is there a figure of you wandering in the past?
If you go far,
I will follow endlessly,
Even if there is no hope of hard life,
It seems that the prosperity is gone,
It is also necessary to teach the dream butterfly who seeks eternal life.
The song shines through the window, through the white and cold moonlight outside the window, and sinks in the boundless world.
The chirping insects in the grass gradually stopped screaming, but a slight sigh came from the window.
I opened the window and saw the white robe standing around the corner under the eaves.
The moonlight fell on him, and he was dressed in white like snow!
I said, "It's late at night, and you haven't slept yet?" ”
Bai Yi said: "In the middle of the night, there are always people who can't sleep!" ”
I smiled, a little bitter.
He added, "Whenever you sing this song, my restless heart always seems to become incredibly quiet!" ”
I was stunned.
I don't know if there is another sentence after his sentence that has not been said, if this sentence is applied to a pair of lovers, it is "it is because of your existence".
But I know it's simply not possible.
Whether or not Bai Yi knew my identity, even if I had some suspicions.
Although my love affair with Du Sanniang is tantamount to a demon in the eyes of the world.
But what Bai Yi and I have left is only the friendship that we have in life and death these days, and nothing else!
Perhaps, in Bai Yi's heart, it seems that he has already surpassed this emotion.
But I know that on the road of life, the hand of the son is not kept by him.
So in order to avoid an embarrassment between us, and to preserve this rare friendship, I thought twice and decided that after tonight, I would part ways with him.
I haven't said it yet.
Bai Yi suddenly said: "It's only a few days until Qixi Festival!" ”
My heart aches!
This kind of waiting in seeking, suffering in waiting, I don't know how many times I have experienced Tanabata, and the result is reincarnated in a painful ending.
Even if it is again and again, I will always be persistent and will never give up.
The white coat turned around and looked at me.
His face was in the shadow of the moonlight, and I could feel a great sadness.
But I could only pretend to know nothing, and I couldn't even show the slightest guilt and uneasiness.
He looked at me, finally sighed, and said, "I know, after tonight, tomorrow, when the sun comes out, you and I will go our separate ways." But I hope you can promise me one thing! ”
I couldn't look him in the eye, so I had to say, "Say it! ”
Bai Yi said, "Let me help you one last time, find Sister Du!" Luckily? ”
I was finally moved, looked up, and said, "Thank you!" ”
I can't express my gratitude to him other than those three words.
It was such a person who appeared in my life so strangely and gave me the greatest help in no apparent way.
This love is enough to make me grateful for a lifetime.
Perhaps, this is the kind of fate that others say about encounters in the rivers and lakes!
It was not until this moment that I deeply realized the most unforgettable warmth of this life.
But I still don't see a trace.
Bai Yi smiled lightly.
Then, step by step, he walked out of the corner.
When he went, I seemed to hear him singing softly.
The song I sang was actually the song I taught my little sister:
…………
If you go far,
I will follow endlessly,
Even if there is no hope of hard life,
It seems that the prosperity is gone,
It is also necessary to teach the dream butterfly who seeks eternal life.
I shuddered, and even regretted agreeing to his request.
He was devoted to me, but for me, it became a burden.
And in the end, it was the most innocent harm that was given to him!
It's just that he really knows the identity of my daughter?
That night, I was groggy and finally fell asleep.
Until the next morning, the sun always looks brighter after the wind and rain.
When I got up, the white clothes were gone.
I don't know where he went.
He said that when he left, he said that he would come back before dark.
I thought about it again and again, gritted my teeth, and still ruthlessly told He Zai to drive.
He looked at me, wanting to say something but didn't say anything.
I didn't explain much either.
The carriage traveled all the way, and it didn't know where it was going.
I had no intention of appreciating the beautiful scenery along the way.
But when I passed through a gardenia forest, I saw that the flowers were blooming luxuriantly.
I was secretly amazed.
In general, oak flowers bloom more often than May, but they are not common in July.
And I suddenly remembered my previous life, Du Sanniang's favorite is this kind of flower.
Now the flowers are blooming for two lifetimes, but she can no longer see them.
She also said that when she was a child, her home was full of oak flowers in front of and behind the house, and they all bloomed in July.
I was hurt by the scene, and I didn't know why, and suddenly I wanted to go to Du Sanniang's hometown to see.
So, I let He Zai turn around.
He Yu couldn't hold back after all, and asked me: "We're just leaving, Bai Gongzi is afraid that he won't find us when he comes back?" ”
I squinted and pretended to be asleep.
As a result, I really slept this time.
By the time I woke up, it was evening.
I was secretly amazed, and I didn't know how I could sleep so deeply, and I actually slept for most of the day.
I was about to ask where I was when I heard a voice coming in from outside: "Did you sleep well this way?" ”
I was stunned when I listened.
Who else could this be?
It's just that I wonder how he found me so quickly?
Is it really because he smells me, as he said before?
Or rather, he didn't leave at all, but simply followed along.
But why bother?
The only thing that is certain is that I slept all day, apparently he used a small amount of mana on me.
In a trance, Bai Yi had opened the curtain of the carriage door and sat in, handed me a roast chicken leg wrapped in oiled paper, and said casually: "Hungry, eat first, I have something to say to you later." ”
I looked at him, and between his brows, I couldn't catch the slightest hint of it.
So, I hesitantly ate the warm roast chicken thigh.