087 "Can't go back" is a very grinding thing

All kinds of cultivation in the world, each has its own strengths, each has its own shortcomings, each has its own dependence, and each has its own taboos, before this, I didn't know which kind of Bai Jinghong cultivated, but I didn't know, those fairies who admired Bai Jinghong in the world, including the Feiyu Emperor, must not know.

Yanyan probably eavesdropped on it from somewhere, and she is lowly in her Taoism, and if she does this kind of thing in the fairy world, there is a chance that she will be caught.

Sure enough, before the two of us had time to escape, Yanyan was arrested and taken to the Burning Heart Hall, and in front of several respected old immortals, she took all the fault on her head, and kept saying that the night of Yanggu Xianchi, it was her own lust that defiled Bai Jinghong's innocence.

Now that I think about it, I estimate that most of the arrest of Yanyan at that time was not for this matter, Bai Jinghong would not publicize that kind of thing in front of many seniors, let alone let them make such a big battle to call the shots for themselves, Cheng Yu Tianjun, Changling Emperor These famous gods and monarchs will not be like the foot-bound women in the mortal world, who will be raised and shouted and killed because of the spring incident. It's just that Yanyan was stupid by that battle, and she was anxious to protect me, so she shook it out that shouldn't have been shaken off, she shook it off, and she was afraid that they wouldn't believe it, so she even added oil and vinegar to describe some details, I don't know how rich Yanyan's actual combat experience was when she was in the mortal world, but judging from her writings, the details that she could compile and describe in her mouth were enough for Bai Jinghong to drink a pot.

At that time, Bai Jinghong was present, how could she continue to use foul language, so she lost her temper and wanted to remove her fairy bones.

At that time, I had been entrusted by Yanyan to Yu Xi, and I was on the way to escape, about the mother and son were connected, my misunderstanding of the reason for Yanyan's arrest was the same, because I saw enough, I thought that Yanyan would help me take the blame, I wanted to go back to find Yanyan, Yuxi refused, so I fought with him, and I didn't think I had a fight.

With the courage to save my mother, I broke into the Burning Heart Hall in one breath, and saw that Yanyan had been tied up in the Burning Heart Pond with five flowers, and she was about to be tortured once. I hurriedly flew over to protect Yanyan, and before the next punishment came, I shouted, "It's me!" ”

Tianjun They seem to be very interested in what I want to say, and several old immortal monarchs who have always been upright can't help but stretch their necks, but I am clumsy, and I can't tell what the cause and effect are for a while, my brain is hot, and my eyes are staring at the mirror-like water surface of the Burning Heart Pool, wanting to reflect the scenery of the Yanggu Salty Pond that night.

When the smoke and the moonlit night of the hibiscus will come to the surface, Bai Jinghong will know what I want to do, and I will not be able to see anything clearly, and I will lose those eyes with a thorn in my eyes.

Now that I think about it, I don't blame Bai Jinghong for being ruthless, only blame me for being too stupid. If this were to me, it would probably be light to gouge out a pair of eyeballs.

And now what I am reflecting in the mirror is the picture that I didn't have time to make public in the Burning Heart Hall that day, the scenery of a man and a woman who are obsessed, and the spring love that fills the pond. I have never dared to look at this picture, because I am also ashamed, and it is not until I watch it today that I realize that the reason why I dare not is not out of shame, but because it hurts to watch.

This image reminds me of how firmly and humbly I once loved someone who was so good to me that I saw him as my whole world. But after a few years of hazy mortal life, I forgot about him, and my heart was full of another man, and I didn't get a good fruit from this man.

So what are those loves, those firmness that were carefully hidden, just a regretful past? I know that even if there is no future with Li Si, I can't go back to the past with Bai Jinghong, no wonder after the tribulation of the immortals, they all put on three taels of Meng Po soup, drank it all, and forgot the dream of the mortal world cleanly, because "can't go back" is a very abrasive thing.

It's a pity that Meng Po soup is useless to me.

I extinguished the picture in the mirror, but Li Si was not angry, and asked out of the way: "Why don't you watch it?" ”

He has nothing to be angry about, because I still care about him in my heart, so I think that I am obsessed with other men and have something to do with him, but if he doesn't care about me at all, it has nothing to do with him at all. And my appearance in the mortal world is somewhat different from that time, and whether I recognize me or not is still a question.

Still too lazy to answer him, I quietly asked, "What's the matter with you?" ”

Li sighed and said: "Xiuxiu is pregnant, and no one can harm her this time." ”

I laughed in my heart, and I asked him to mention me this sentence and tell me not to hurt her. Liang Shixiu will give birth to a prince for Song Zhiyi, I knew this before I was reincarnated, I couldn't see the flesh and blood in her belly before, because I didn't know that Li Si was Song Zhiyi, and now the plot has developed to this point, Liang Shixiu is not born, I can't wait to beg my grandmother to give her a hard shoehorn.

I turned my back to him and didn't speak, Li Si glanced at me from the mirror, and said, "You don't have to be raised again in the way you are now, you are my queen, you are my mother-in-law, you don't need to worry about yourself." ”

"Oh?"

I turned my eyes to look at Li Si, he narrowed his eyes, and when he turned around, he said, "You know what to do." ”

I know that Li Si is playing the Demon Dao, and the reason why the Demon Dao has never been sparse is because it is not easy to reproduce heirs by practicing the Demon Dao, Liang Shixiu is a mortal, and he has had three miscarriages, and his body is very weak, and it is not easy to give birth to a child peacefully, and he needs the protection of immortals.

Coincidentally, I'm an immortal.

Li Si asked me to help Liang Shixiu protect the fetus, as an immortal, I should be merciful, and I will protect it. I took some time to go to Liang Shixiu's place every day to sit down, touch her belly, and put some pure spiritual power into it, and it was over.

But Liang Shixiu took a script that explained the language flower, she didn't understand Li Si's language enough, and wanted to understand my language, seeing that I was lonely and old every day, she always wanted to pull me to chat with me.

Whether it's true or not, she is the person who respects me the most in this palace, but I know that I am a disaster star's physique, she has a precious belly, and I just want to get as far away from her as possible after I finish my business, and I give her spiritual power every day, I also need to rest a lot and recuperate, but in the eyes of outsiders, it seems that I don't know how to lift.

The Southern Demon brought me some medicinal materials that could not be found in the world, so that I could use them to nourish my body, of course I didn't want to, I had lived enough in this world, but I knew that suicide could not survive the catastrophe, and it was not easy to wait for death, how could I have the heart to spare my life.

The southern demon was helpless and said: "Shaojun should be distressed to death when he sees the fairy like this now." ”

I could only laugh dryly and say, "The world is like this, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, why don't you go back?" ”

The southern demon had to look in the direction of the palace hall, I am really old, a little forgetful, she and Li Si have made a contract, and they can't go back. Now in this palace, there is no serious identity, so I can only spend it like this, and I don't know when it will end.

After sending away the southern demon, I fell asleep, but I was getting old, and the drowsiness became less and less, and I woke up at night, and my lips were full of medicinal fragrance, accompanied by a trace of Li Si's lightened breath.

Thinking about it, Li Si asked the Southern Demon to send the medicine, but the Southern Demon Demon didn't send it, so Li Sian could only feed it in person, with his mouth. I glanced at the Luan mirror in the distance, and saw my own white face in the dark, and it was hard to imagine what the picture should be when Li Si kissed me.

It's not the first time he's here, every time I feel so tired that it's hard to support, there will be the breath of him that appears, it's just that he cultivates the Demon Dao, and he can't cross my cultivation to spiritual power, so he can only watch from the sidelines, and when I have a splitting headache, take a cup of tea and pour a water or something.

I really don't know what he's thinking.

But when I dream back like this midnight, I still miss him, and when we hook up with each other, I'm messing around, and he's laughing.

In this way, even if we want to quarrel, we don't have much chance to quarrel anymore, Li Si is busy with state affairs, I go to Liang Shixiu every day to protect the fetus, and the few times I meet are in Liang Shixiu's dormitory, sometimes I stumble out after crossing the spiritual power, and meet Li Si at the door, and he will inadvertently help me when I cross the threshold.

I was afraid to contact him, because I felt very tired in my heart, but fortunately, Li Si did not pursue it. Sometimes I feel that if the days are like this, procrastination to death, it is still within my acceptability.

But there has never been a shortage of the kind of little maids in the palace who are brought by the master's mother's family, and who don't do a good job, so they love to chew their tongues.

Every time they saw me and Li Si holding hands, they seemed to have a needle in their eyes, remembering the days when I had been in the scenery of the Second Prince's Mansion, saying that I walked to Liang Shixiu every day without moving, just to have the opportunity to meet their Emperor Majesty, saying that I was pretending to be soft and weak, just to win a pity from His Majesty the Emperor, saying that I even dared to do such a thing as stealing men above board, and that the fox must be very good at it, and reminded Liang Shixiu to be careful.

I don't care about any of this, but Liang Shixiu cares about it very much, slapped the mouths of a few personal maids, and demoted the dowry brought by her mother's family.

This servant has some resentment in her heart, and she is not very distracted when she is working, and she does not notice that a curtain bead has fallen on the ground, and when Liang Shixiu got up to send me off, she accidentally stepped on it and slipped on it, which is very unbelievable.

At this time, Liang Shixiu's belly had been pregnant for more than six months, and although I hurriedly pulled her, I was still quite surprised. I help her protect the fetus every day, knowing how hard her belly is, and muttering in my heart, the little spiritual power I have left now is not enough for her to use for three months.

Helping Liang Shixiu back to the bed, I silently touched her belly, and crossed some more, but there was no longer any strength in my body, so I leaned on the side, frowning and dozing.

Soon the imperial doctor came with Li Si, and I didn't have the energy to care about them, until I heard a girl crying and crying, "It was the queen mother who pushed the master, and the master fell......"