Chapter 197: He Really Gave Up on Me

After eating, the principal was in a hurry to go back, there were still a few days to go on vacation, and the final papers and classes could not be delayed, Wen Mei's body was getting heavier and heavier, but he was still very thin, and he was often tired and out of breath after a class, so someone at the school still had to take care of him.

Xiao Luo stayed in the hospital to take care of Lu Hanchuan, and after breakfast, the police came to investigate the situation, Lu Hanchuan drank some porridge and looked much better, but he was still weak when he spoke, so when he asked questions, Xiao Luo mostly answered.

The patient was conscious and found his family, and the police didn't take it to heart, so he asked a few questions casually, and he must have asked Lu Hanchuan's identity of origin, Xiao Luo answered them one by one for him, but Lu Hanchuan added later that he should not inform his parents.

When Yuexi heard that Lu Hanchuan University was a medical school, her eyes lit up, and she kept grinning as she stared at Lu Hanchuan's delicate eyebrows.

After the police left, Xiao Luo drove Yuexi back to rest, and the little girl reluctantly returned to the rental room to rest, and the ward was much more deserted.

Xiao Luo opened the window for him, the wind stopped outside, the sun fell on the head of the bed through the glass, illuminating people lazily, Lu Hanchuan lay flat on the hospital bed with half-squinted eyes, and did not speak for a long time.

"You don't have to pretend, just say it when you're uncomfortable, it's so deep in front of me." Xiao Luo pulled the quilt for him and sat on the edge of the bed again, "When I came to Tibet, I encountered a car accident, some people died and some were injured, but I escaped unscathed, and the people in the hospital are saying that I am blessed and have a great life, but they don't know how afraid I am." ”

Lu Hanchuan grabbed her palm, his face was clouded, "Why didn't you tell me if you had a car accident?" Xiao Luo, how strong do you want to be? ”

Xiao Luo calmly withdrew his palm from his hand, patted the back of his hand and said softly: "It's okay, that's all in the past, now I just want to tell you that people who have escaped death are worthy of fear, you don't need to pretend that nothing happened." ”

Lu Hanchuan closed his eyes, his thick eyelashes were dyed with a halo from the sun, and his pale face was even more transparent, "I'm afraid, it's just a matter of that moment, as you said, it's my greatest luck to be alive." ”

He suddenly opened his eyes and looked straight at Xiao Luo, "Can you tell me what came to mind at the moment when disaster struck?" ”

Xiao Luo looked at him in surprise, and when he touched his deep sea-like eyes, he suddenly lowered his head, and his hands clenched into fists, "It's Yi Zeran, I have made up my mind countless times to forget that man, but the moment death came, my mind was full of him, his gentleness, his smile, and everything about him made me greedy." ”

She suddenly covered her face and smiled, her shoulders shrugged like she was crying, "I am still a person who has no interest after all, and I will never forget that person." ”

Lu Hanchuan held her palm, and there was a warm and firm strength in his palm, "I also thought of Ding Xiaoran the moment the disaster came, but what appeared in my mind was her appearance in a wedding dress, she wore a wedding dress we have seen and married another man, I hate it so much, I can't wait to die immediately, and then make her regret it for the rest of her life." ”

His tone was excited, choked up several times to the point that he couldn't speak, Xiao Luo looked up at him, two lines of clear tears slipped from the corners of his eyes in a hazy way, and fell silently into the white pillow, Xiao Luo's heart throbbed, and he gritted his teeth and closed his eyes.

Lu Hanchuan suddenly smiled, "I have no chance of recovery, but you still have, Xiao Luo, Yi Zeran has looked for me more than once, if you still can't let go, go back to him, don't wait until the matter is irreparable and then regret it." ”

The tears held in her eyes began to rage again, Xiao Luo sniffed, raised her hand to cover her eyes, there was a hazy light and shadow in front of her, her voice was hoarse, and her sad emotions seemed to turn into a sky of sunshine, filling the entire room.

"I've thought about going back to him countless times, and I've given up countless times, but in the end, I'm not brave enough." She wiped away her tears, her white face was watery, "I don't dare to take a step forward, for fear that I will get insults after moving forward, I can't compare to that woman, and even my self-righteous affection will become worthless in her." ”

She turned her head to look at Lu Hanchuan, her voice sad, "Hanchuan, if I lose again, I may not even have the slightest dignity left." ”

"Then I'll go to him and tell him you're waiting for him here." Lu Hanchuan tried to get up with his arm supporting the bed board, but after trying unsuccessfully, he was pressed down by Xiao Luo crying, "Then I'll call him, and he will definitely come over when there is news." ”

"No!" Xiao Luo pressed his arm stiffly, "You are not allowed to have any contact with him!" ”

After saying a word, he collapsed on the side of the bed as if he had been drained, "This is also the place where I got acquainted with him, if he really wanted to find me, he would definitely not ignore this place, but he didn't come...... A few months have passed, and he didn't even look for him, Hanchuan, he really gave up on me. ”

Lu Hanchuan lay down on the bed again with a sad expression, and his palms clenched into fists spread out weakly, "If that's really the case, then forget it......"

Forget it, what a simple three words, it provoked Xiao Luo and tears rained down.

At noon, when Yuexi came to visit, Xiao Luo's eyes were already swollen into walnuts, and the little girl stared at Lu Hanchuan and muttered in her heart, taking advantage of the time to treat Xiao Luo's palm scars.

"That's the man you told me about before?"

Xiao Luo shook his head, still not coming back from his depressed mood, and his spirit was full of joy, "He is my childhood playmate, and he is half an elder brother, and he usually takes care of me." ”

Yuexi stopped bandaging, her eyes widened, and she looked at Xiao Luo, "Then he likes you?" ”

Xiao Luo's eyelashes trembled, deliberately avoiding her expectant eyes, in fact, she also guessed what Yuexi meant, if Lu Hanchuan completely broke away from the previous relationship, she would definitely be willing to match the two of them, but he didn't, the feelings in Yuexi's eyes were too hot, and that simple enthusiasm made her almost cruel facts.

After a moment of silence, she shook her head, "He only treats me as a sister." ”

Yuexi glanced at her mouth, her face was obviously much lower, "You are not related by blood, maybe my sister or something is just an excuse." ”

Xiao Luo chuckled, raised his bandaged palm, and drew a circle in the sun, "He does have someone he likes, but that person is not me." ”

Yuexi's mood was still low, "Then you mean he has a girlfriend?" ”

Xiao Luo shook his head under Yuexi's nervous gaze.

"So he has a wife?" Yuexi grabbed her hair and glanced at her mouth very unwillingly.

Xiao Luo still shook his head, "He's single now." ”

"That's unrequited love?" Yuexi's voice was obviously much lighter, she closed the medicine box in front of her, and snapped her fingers happily at Xiao Luo, "Then the question is much simpler, Xiao Luo, don't blame me for snatching your brother when the time comes." ”

Her voice was a little loud, and after speaking, she covered her lips and turned back to look at Lu Hanchuan secretly, and after making sure that the person was still sleeping peacefully, she breathed a sigh of relief, and blinked happily at Xiao Luo.

Xiao Luo moved her lower lips, a lot of words were held in her throat and she couldn't say it, looking at Yuexi's happy voice, she fell into silence completely.

Maybe she should keep silent, the things in the relationship, such as people drinking water and knowing themselves, she shouldn't remind, let alone advise, let them solve everything by themselves.

With the goal, Yuexi ran the ward more diligently, and the delivery of three meals a day was more punctual than the nurse who made the rounds, and the meals were not the same every day, Xiao Luo specially pulled her and asked, some of which she specially brought over in the rental room, and some of which were brought from home.

After a long time, Lu Hanchuan also saw that something was wrong, and deliberately took advantage of Yuexi's absence to stop Xiao Luo and ask about the situation.

Xiao Luo chose to confess after being surprised, and seriously told her Yuexi's attitude.

She likes Yuexi's character very much, and she really hopes that Lu Hanchuan can come out of that relationship, but she privately hopes that Lu Hanchuan can try to accept this feeling, so she deliberately observed his expression when she spoke.

Sure enough, just as she had guessed at the beginning, Lu Hanchuan's face sank after confirming Yuexi's thoughts, half of his face bathed in the sun was like a cold stone, and the gloom in his eyes couldn't help but be nervous.

After a long time, he suddenly turned his head and spoke to Xiao Luo: "You know, I can't forget that person, how can I delay other girls?" If you have the heart, go and tell her, so that she can dispel this idea as soon as possible. ”

"The person she likes is you, and if you want to refuse, you should open your mouth." Xiao Luo stood up and looked at him with a calm face, "Don't tell me, you don't even have the courage to refuse." ”

After speaking, she pushed off the bench and walked out of the ward, and met Yuexi in the corridor with a thermos flask, she lowered her eyes and glanced at it, it should be the bone broth that the girl specially stewed, looking at Yuexi's red face, the manic depression in her heart added a little more.

"I'm going out for a walk, Hanchuan just woke up, don't worry."

Leaving a word, Xiao Luo ran out of the ward without looking back, Lu Hanchuan never dragged his feet in things, and in the current situation, she could almost expect what kind of scene Yuexi would face, she really couldn't bear to look at it, it was better to run away.

It was very windy outside, and the trees in the courtyard were only bare branches, and from time to time two leaves rolled down with the sound of the wind, and the aunt in charge of sanitation shrank in the corner of the wall with a broom to keep warm.

A few days ago, the school was on vacation, Wen Mei was still shivering with cold while holding the brazier, and kept complaining to her that the weather was too cold, which caused her to eat a lot less, and seeing that her stomach was getting bigger and bigger, and her weight was getting less and less, so she was so anxious that the principal asked for food remedies everywhere, and the school was about to become a restaurant.

The corners of Xiao Luo's mouth couldn't help but rise, and listening to the voice seemed to see her shrinking her body while warming up on the fire, while chattering and complaining with her mobile phone.