Gu Anping's inner monologue.

Author: Helpless wandering

The cold of the Taihu Stone seeped into his body through his back, and Gu Anping felt that the blood had stopped flowing, cold, very cold! But I was numb, was it too cold or my heart couldn't feel the biting cold?

It rained so hard that the rain ran down the hairline, making it impossible to open the eyes. An emaciated figure walked farther and farther in the rain, wanting to reach out and grab it, wanting to shout loudly to stop the emaciated figure. Let her come to her side, I want to hold her and feel the warmth on her body.

His thoughts slowly wandered in his heart, and he returned to the village he was familiar with. The village is small, but peaceful, and the fields on both sides are full of wheat and are about to be harvested, and it seems that this year there will be another harvest.

On the road in the middle of the village came two children, the older one was a boy, and behind him was the little tail that he could not shake off. The little girl walked behind the boy, and the girl's big eyes, blinking and blinking, were very aura. There are two horns tied on his head, and his little face is blushing, and he looks very delicate and cute. The girl said, "Brother Anping is waiting for me, go slowly, where are you going to play!" You haven't done your homework today, aren't you afraid that the gentleman in the private school will reprimand you tomorrow? Boy: "Don't follow me, my homework has already been done, I'm going to play, go to the river at the head of the village to fish, the little tigers are waiting for me!" Playing by the river, you can't go, what if you fall into the river? The girl said, "I'm not afraid, Brother Anping, aren't you there?" You will protect me, with Brother Anping here, I will be fine. ”

"With Brother Anping here, I'll be fine." Gu Anping said this sentence softly from his mouth, and his heart felt bitter. Gu Anping clenched his fists tightly, his strength seemed to be slowly withdrawn from his body, and his body slipped to the ground, "Brother Anping is actually very useless, he didn't protect you before, and there is no way to protect you now." The feeling of powerlessness in his heart made him feel as if he had lost his soul.

The village was so quiet in the night, but death had befallen the village, and the black scythe had been swung out. The rushing water poured into the village, washing everything away, and the corpses floated to the surface, and in the cold moonlight, there was a mess, and the smell of death rushed in the face. "No, I want to live, I can't die, Hongluan, you also want to live." Gu Anping sat down, leaning on the cold Taihu Lake stone, the rain was still falling, the rain covered his vision, and his thoughts slowly flooded from his heart.

In the cold and dark room, he was tied to the bench, and from this moment on, he was no longer himself, only a shell remained. From now on, there is no longer a man like Gu Anping in this world, just a lonely ghost in the palace. The pain from his lower body stimulated his numb nerves, and his teeth bit the wooden stick in his mouth, making an unwilling snort.

thought that in addition to living in the palace in this life, what was left was hatred, and hatred may be the motivation for his own life. I didn't expect to meet her in this palace again, God treats him well, although she has no hope, but she is alive.

A thin figure became clearer and clearer, she was fine, she was still alive. The figure is not only clear, but also very warm, and Hongluan is by his side.