084 Are You Waiting for Me?
Song Zhiyi is just an ordinary mortal now, and he is naturally not Li Si's opponent in terms of strength, but this body has been practiced diligently for more than 20 years, but he definitely does not lose in terms of dexterity, and I help him play tricks, so that he can clearly see his goal.
Sometimes I regret helping him play a trick, I can see clearly, that sword he could have drawn first, but because he knew that this sword would go down, Li Si would definitely die, at that most critical moment, he let go, withdrew his strength, stretched out his arm to meet the tip of Li Si's gun, and the three-foot Qingfeng fell to the ground like this.
I will never forget the shock of that moment, which made me break free from Li Si's shackles and instantly walk over and hug his body.
I cried and said, "Brother, why? ”
Song Zhiyi's face had gradually faded into blood, but he still smiled faintly and said, "I'm sorry, Mianmian, my brother is distracted." ”
I wouldn't believe such a far-fetched reason, I knew how to save him, so I tried to force the lotus heart in my body out, and Li Si also took off the black cloth in front of him and looked at us quietly.
Song Zhiyi refused, he pulled me tightly, and kept talking to distract me, he said: "Mianmian, my brother was thinking at that time, this sword stabbed down, Li sighed to death, what will happen to you, will you regret it, brother...... My brother said that my brother doesn't want to see you regret it......"
I cried and said, "Then why do you have to raise troops?!" ”
"Because...... Because my brother wants to gamble, bet on me...... Who the hell is it, if ...... If I win the bet, I will be able to live with you for a lifetime according to the destiny spectrum, but it's a pity that ...... My brother lost because ...... Because my brother loves you too much, my brother doesn't know it...... In addition to dying for you, how else can you know how much your brother loves you...... Be...... It's my brother who is selfish, sleepy, you forgive my brother ......"
I choked back my tears, and scolded him in my heart for farting, he wanted to fulfill me, he just wanted to fulfill me, but he didn't want to kill anyone, so he had to kill himself.
I shook my head sadly and said sadly that I would never forgive him.
Song Zhiyi raised his hand to touch my face and wipe my tears, he was already very weak, but there was still a little expectation in his eyes, he asked me: "Mianmian, these days, are you waiting for me?" ”
I still shook my head and cried: "I prepared good wine and food for you, I was almost beaten when I went to steal bacon, I waited for you, I really waited for you, brother......"
When he spit out the word "......", Song Zhiyi's breath could no longer be replaced, he opened his mouth, his mouth was full of blood, but tears of joy floated out of his eyes, he said: "That...... That's enough. ”
Song Zhiyi left with a smile, closed his eyes with a smile, he doesn't like to trouble others at all, even if he still has nostalgia for the world, he will take the initiative to close his eyes at the last moment, and don't bother others to look at him.
But I wish he could keep it open, so that I could still see the eyes that were only mine, so that the pain of loss would not come so violently. I hugged him and cried sadly, crying the saddest and desperate look in my life, crying and crying, and the two poor masters of Youdu came.
I still held Song Zhiyi and refused to let go, but Brother Niutou could only pull me and said, "Fairy Baisu, don't embarrass our brothers anymore." ”
I know how to embarrass them, the last time they wanted to take me to Youdu to drink soup, I used Li Si's breath to hide myself as a living person, so they couldn't do anything, so I ignored him, broke Song Zhiyi's face and sealed his mouth, trying to send my own breath into his body.
Brother Niutou looked at me and sighed, and said: "The end of Yuxi Immortal's life has arrived, this is a matter set in the book of life and death, the fairy can blow this breath of vitality, and he can't hold the deputy corpse for a lifetime, so don't waste your efforts." ”
The little brother of the horse face followed the help and persuaded: "The merits of the Yuxi Immortal Monarch this time are very complete, and when he returns to the secluded capital, he will definitely cultivate to a big rise, and then there will be a month, and he can meet the fairy again, what are you anxious about." ”
They know a fart, Yuxi is waiting for a month, but the old lady has to mess with him in the world for decades, without him as a companion, how lonely I am.
But Niu Tou Ma Mian was too lazy to enlighten me anymore, and he took the soul of Yu Xi after driving away the soul lock, and I felt that his spirit was being withdrawn from this body little by little, so I could only cry and beg Li Si, pulling the corner of his clothes and saying, "You help me, please help me......"
But Li Si only pursed his lips and looked at me quietly, obviously he didn't mean to help, the natural seclusion is in charge of life and death, such a natural and natural thing, it is not something that can be helped if you want to.
When the two eldest brothers left, I knew that there was no soul of Song Zhiyi in this dead body, but at least he still had Song Zhiyi's skin, I had never seen his skin well, let alone been close to him, although in vain, I still hugged him again, face against his face, and called my brother over and over again.
At that time, the black wind that was rolled up by me had long stopped, and thousands of soldiers were watching in their eyes, and I, the second princess, hugged other men, and even kissed other men's mouths in front of my husband, in full view of everyone.
Concubine Niangniang also came, and when she saw Song Zhiyi's corpse, she wailed twice and cried and fainted.
Not long after, Emperor Dayue fell ill and died, and he did not make Li Si the crown prince until his death, but he still inherited the unification logically. Subei Mansion is naturally unconvinced, but there is no leader, that is, they just quarrel from time to time.
On the day of the enthronement ceremony, I did not appear as the queen, it was Liang Shixiu who accompanied him through the ceremony, hanging the name of the concubine. The saddest person on this day is none other than Concubine Shu who was confined in the cold palace.
I went to visit her, and when I saw that her appearance was disheveled, she had completely lost her brilliance, and the concubine was holding her sister's spiritual position and kept saying sorry.
I think what she regrets is that if she hadn't harmed the Song family, she would have let Song Zhiyi grow up peacefully as the heir of the Song family, and grow old peacefully, she would never know that it was her own son, and it was better than dying now.
I snatched the spiritual seat from Concubine Shu's arms, handed it over to my subordinates and ordered it to be burned, Concubine Shu was a little excited, I looked at her and said, "It's late." ”
Concubine Shu then broke down and cried.
Watching her cry, I seem to feel better, there is no part of the concubine taking the child in the script, but it really happened in reality, I was thinking, what is the will of heaven, is the order written there in black and white, is it the will of heaven that is put into the roulette wheel of heaven, or is it the will of every living person, and the choice he makes is called the will of heaven.
Providence wanted Song Zheyi to die, and Song Zheyi also chose to die, so whether it was Providence that chose Song Oriai, or Song Oriyi who chose Providence.
This is a very large question, and a vast question can make people forget their sadness for a while.
I came to see Concubine Shu cry when I had nothing to do, until one day she really cried to death, and I lost the last pleasure of my life.
I walked in the palace, wearing the most luxurious clothes, but I had a slightly old face, and the palace people would avoid me when they saw me, because they knew that the queen was not favored, and the queen was not favored for a reason, because she liked to steal men, and the man she stole had rebelled and died.
What a joke.
Before I knew it, I had slipped into the Imperial Garden, where there was an elegant pavilion with ink and poems hanging on it, and a man and a woman sat under the pavilion.
They were so close together, the table was covered with scrolls, and the man went around behind the woman, holding a red pen in his hand, and wrote something on the paper, and then asked the woman gently, "Do you understand this?" ”
The woman nodded slightly, took the pen back and wrote something on the paper, and then smiled sweetly at the man, and the man laughed too, and praised it, "Clever." ”
Li Si and I have never had such a warm and wanton time, we are either quarreling, or on the way to prepare for a quarrel, he thinks I am stupid, I think he is fierce, maybe it is because he likes gentle and intelligent women, so he will be particularly fierce to me.
The people in the palace know that the queen is just an ornament, the emperor and the concubine are the real mutual respect, how much the concubine has to be favored, it is said that the previous dynasty presented the excerpts, there is no one that the concubine has not read, and even sometimes, the emperor is lazy, let the concubine help him approve the fold, every time the minister has objections to this, the emperor will give it a "roll" word.
I'm not jealous, who made me not have the same ability as Liang Shixiu, and now I don't have that kind of mind.
But court life is far more lonely than imagined, I thought that the two years that Li Si was locked up with obstacles were the peak of loneliness in life, but I only knew that when you are completely free, but you are avoided by everyone like a plague god, this loneliness is unspeakable.
When I was lonely, I thought about Song Zheyi, my father and Xiaoyu, and before I got married, I just waited to grow up and go through calamities, and kill time carefree. I watched from the mirror when we were young and we went up the mountain to dig sweet potatoes, and when I came down the mountain, Xiaoyu carried a sack of sweet potatoes on his back, and Song Zhiyi carried me on his back, and I slept with saliva on his back.
Xiao Yu blushed and said: "My mother said that being the eldest lady's personal maid is the most brisk, and now I really want to go to the kitchen to light the fire." ”
Song Zhiyi replied to her with a smile: "Be content, try to replace you to carry your young lady." ”
"Song Gongzi, is my young lady very heavy?"
"Heavy, heavier than a house."
"Song Gongzi has also carried the house?"
The young man in the mirror smiled softly, gently and firmly, "She is my house." ”
Outside the mirror, I also smiled, I don't know what Yuxi is doing when I return to the hidden capital at this time, whether I have drunk another bowl of Meng Po soup and forgotten about the world again. It's okay to forget, it's embarrassing for me to go back and see him, and it's okay not to forget, in case I can't survive the catastrophe, someone has to help me remember.
As I thought so, Li Si's voice came from behind me, "You're thinking about him again." ”