Chapter 68: If I Don't Love Him
For Mingyue, Jin Haofeng is a devil more terrible than Satan, and a curse that cannot be escaped by fate. As soon as she spoke, Mingyue couldn't control her emotions, and wanted to hurt him fiercely, but she couldn't wait for Ran Ran to leave.
But that's fine......
Mingyue thought to the extreme, it no longer matters whether she thinks she is cruel or terrible, and people who are not even afraid of destruction still care about other people's opinions?
Maybe Mingyue felt that from the moment her happiness collapsed, everything in the outside world became irrelevant.
And Ran Ran really stood in place in shock as Mingyue thought, she would rather suspect that it was her own auditory hallucinations than believe that Mingyue said something like that! What kind of experience does it take to have such a poignant and desperate expression to the point of madness!
"How can you think that? How can you ......" Jin Haofeng closed his eyes in pain, and his water-like clean voice seemed to be mixed with wind and sand, and he was so sad that he couldn't help it.
"You do have reason to wish I die, don't you?" Mingyue's smile is demonic, so charming that you can't take your eyes off, but her eyes are colder than the frozen lake, "Because I want you to die all the time, as long as I live, you have to spend every day in fear, and the taste of not being able to sleep at night is not good, right?" ”
Mingyue laughed as if no one was around, maybe there was only hatred in her eyes, and she couldn't see any other existence, "So, do you know how hard I am?" ”
The pain was as if he had lost consciousness, and Jin Haofeng's lips were so pale that there was no trace of blood.
She always had a way of torturing him with the least amount of effort, and a look, a breath was enough to touch all his emotions.
He knew that she understood her importance, which was why she was so unscrupulous, and he acquiesced and connived at all Mingyue's cruelty.
Even now, Jin Haofeng is still in pain.
Mingyue is right, he experiences the taste of being unable to sleep every day. It's a pity that no one will believe that every feeling of suffocation in the middle of the night, he is not for himself, but for Mingyue, who can't extricate himself from the pain of the past.
It wasn't until this moment that Ran Ran had to admit that Mingyue and herself were people from two worlds. She thought they were close sisters, she thought she knew Mingyue better than Pan Xiaoting, and she thought it was Mingyue's nature to be too kind......
Too much she thought it was just her ridiculous self-righteousness.
Quietly, Ran Ran left quietly, such an embarrassing situation, presumably Mingyue didn't want her to stay here, and she would inevitably need a separate space.
Regardless of whether the other party values this friendship or not, Ran Ran is extremely sure of his intentions.
The silent corridor, the flowing sunlight, the blowing summer breeze, all of them could not take away the depression in the air when he and she looked at each other.
"You know that I can give everything for you." Jin Haofeng stared at Mingyue's face, as light as a whisper.
She had lost a lot of weight, and her big eyes were unusually bright, as if she was burning her last life force every moment.
When the bright moon is silent, it is worrying; When she regained her vitality, it was still terrifying, and the undisguised bitter hatred was enough to drag the people who cared about her into the abyss of despair!
If he could, he swore that he would use everything to exchange for Mingyue's past, even if it was someone else by her side and listening to her pleasant laughter.
Maybe he really loved her more than he loved himself.
Mingyue looked at Jin Haofeng with disdain, as if she was looking at an ugly creature, and she was so disgusted that she couldn't avoid it, "What do you pay for me?" All you can do is make me live in pain for the rest of my life, just play with the lives of the people I love! ”
The angry Mingyue's face turned red, and she could no longer find a trace of her usual calmness, the more painful his expression, the more she wanted to hurt him, sting him, and destroy him!
Mingyue thought that she would be happy because of this, but why did the tears fall uncontrollably, why did her heart hurt like a hole, and why did she hear the wind blowing with a whimper......
The sun is shining! Can you pass through Jin Haofeng's body and give me a little warmth?
"I didn't mean to ......" Jin Haofeng defended weakly, and he couldn't remember how many times he lamented the paleness of his words, but he still took the trouble to express his position, "Ah Xi and I are like brothers, how could I deliberately kill him......"
Even if there is only a 1 in 10,000 chance of being forgiven, Jin Haofeng will work 100% hard to fight for it!
Looking at the tears on Mingyue's face like pearls with broken threads, he wanted to help her wipe it away several times, but after all, he just clenched his fists and controlled his urge to touch her.
Jin Haofeng knew a long time ago that it was himself who caused Mingyue to cry, but it was the warm boy who could make Mingyue smile without worry, although that was not his intention......
"How could I possibly do anything to hurt you?" Jin Haofeng said in frustration and weakly, Besides, I know how important he is to you.
Didn't you already know what kind of punishment you would face? Didn't you think about bearing her lifelong hatred and revenge?
Why can't he help but want to explain, what happened, how could he brazenly want to go back in time with her?
Even if Mingyue was alienated and even guarded when facing him, Jin Haofeng really wanted to see it, and she occasionally smiled at herself, even if it was only for a second.
Enchanting, mysterious, deep purple stud earrings flashed in the dark eyes of the bright moon, and she looked at the once gorgeous and abnormal color in her memory with teary eyes, when did it start, it was also coated with a layer of faint sorrow?
"But you still killed him!" smiled indifferently, as if it wasn't her who was crying, and it wasn't her who was hollowed out of her heart, "You don't deserve to mention him, in fact, maybe I don't deserve to ...... either"
Mingyue wiped away her tears and said in a choked voice: "Many times I have wondered, if I didn't love him so much, wouldn't you have targeted him, and the tragedy wouldn't have happened, right?" ”
The ethereal sigh like a mist lingered in Jin Haofeng's heart for a long time.
His eyes widened, unable to bear her questioning of himself, and he said eagerly, "How can you think that! It's okay if you blame me and hate me, but you can't say that about yourself! Do you want Ah Xi to be upset in heaven and sad for you? If you think so, then what's the point of what I've endured?
"Isn't it?" Mingyue laughed at him unscrupulously, "You dare to say that you are not jealous of Haoxi? Do you dare to say that you don't hate him? You dare to say that you didn't think that if Haoxi could disappear completely......"
She spat out a few words with great cruelty: "Just like I have hoped countless times, you have never existed, existed, and never existed!" ”