"Eat some fruit pudding, I'll ask Mama Hou to make it for you."

Jin Zhenlin handed the pudding to Mingyue, who was hugging the pillow in a daze, so that she had to take it.

"Something? Breakfast and lunch are not eaten. ”

"No appetite." poked the pudding mechanically, and Mingyue didn't raise her head.

"Awkward with An Yi?" Seeing the shocked look on her face, Jin Zhen took the initiative to explain: "He hasn't been here for two days. ”

And Mingyue happened to be soulless for two days, and today she hid in the room without leaving the house, and there was no other possibility.

"It doesn't seem to be awkward, right......" Before the pudding was poked in the form of jam, Mingyue finally raised her noble hand and put down the spoon, thinking about it: "He looked quite normal when he left, but the next day he said that he was going to rush a paper......"

It's normal for him not to come, as a boyfriend, An Yi has no obligation to accompany her family, Mingyue understands these truths very well, but she doesn't understand her own heart, and she doesn't understand the reason for her loss.

"You're having something unpleasant, you're not sure, that's why you say, 'Looks normal.'"

"I can't hide anything from you." Mingyue admitted frankly, thinking of the events of that day, she felt disapproving: "Maybe he blames me for avoiding the problem......"

Mingyue told the process as it was, she was upright and still didn't feel that she was wrong, if An Yi was really sulking about this kind of thing, then he would be too unreasonable!

It can be seen that she is a person with low emotional intelligence and does not understand the psychology of the opposite sex at all. It is said that a woman's heart is a needle, but it ignores that a man also has his own caution and small emotions, and he needs his beloved woman to prove her sincerity, and even hopes that the other party will make an unswerving promise to death!

It's a pity that these Mingyue don't know at all, she seems to be the one who enjoys love in love, at least she used to, so don't look at that relationship unforgettable, but it didn't teach her how to love others.

Mingyue never denies that Haoxi is unconditionally tolerant of her, so much so that apart from the words "I love you", she is not good at expressing her heart, and it is not even easy to find the true emotions in her heart. But he understands her thoughts, likes her occasional clumsiness, and enjoys her childlike dependence......

In this life, I am afraid that there will not be a second person who spoils her to the point of lawlessness, whether it is An Yi, who keeps saying that she loves her, or Feng Fan, who has clearly expressed his admiration, or Jin Haofeng, who has liked her for so many years, and everyone they meet in the future, the bright moon they see is not the real her, only in front of Haoxi, she can be willful and unreasonable without scruples, and he sees all her postures, and he still loves her so deeply......

After listening to Mingyue's narration, Jin Zhenlin couldn't cry or laugh, his granddaughter was really spoiled, it is estimated that few boys can stand her temper, and the funny thing is that she didn't realize her mistake at all.

Jin Zhenlin felt it was time to talk to her!

"Do you know your feelings for An Yi? Have you listened to your heart's true thoughts? Are you really not impressed at all? He looked at Mingyue, who was shocked by these words, and said earnestly: "The relationship with An Yi has not been short, but you didn't do what you wanted to do at the beginning, did your resolute decision at that time unconsciously waver......

The series of questions overwhelmed Mingyue, and she wanted to deny it in a hurry, but she didn't know where to start.

"With grandpa's understanding of you, if you weren't sincere, it would be impossible for you to really give yourself to the other party, even if it is for the so-called purpose, you will not compromise."

Mingyue knew what he was referring to, and couldn't help but blush and stammer, "I'm not...... I procrastinated because I liked him, but I felt that the time had not come. As for being with him...... "smiled lonely, her eyes were also gloomy, and her voice was as soft as a whisper: "That's the same thing between men and women." ”

She didn't say "I don't like him", she only said "It's not because I like him", maybe Mingyue didn't realize the world of difference between the two statements, but Jin Zhenlin read the hidden information, he said: "I have always disagreed with your approach, but at that time it seemed to become the motivation for you to live." Grandpa knows that you hate the injustice of fate and Xiaofeng, and you need to vent your dissatisfaction, so I still acquiesced to you taking that road, knowing that it was a misguided path. ”

"I don't think there's anything wrong with ......"

"Surely you understand that the decision at that time was just anger, wasn't it the same for Xiaofeng at the beginning?" Jin Zhenlin interrupted Mingyue's rebuttal, "Although I didn't interfere with your feelings, I always hoped that you could be with Xiaofeng, and I originally planned to wait for you to calm down, find an appropriate time for you to come back, and end this mistake as soon as possible before you make a big mistake." However, now you may be inseparable, a person's words and deeds may be able to deceive everyone, including yourself, but his eyes can't hide his thoughts, I have been paying attention to you for several days, and An Yi's expression is flying when he fights, his eyes are bright, and his soul is not giving up when he can't see him, it's simply lost his soul. ”

Is that really the case? Mingyue looked at her haggard self in the mirror, as if she had returned to the time when she lost Haoxi in the first place.

"I thought ......" she frowned in confusion, as if everything was wrong and she didn't know how to be right!

What did she think? Think your love for Haoxi will remain the same in this life?

Think you like that handsome silver-haired boy?

Think every minute and every second with An Yi is perfunctory?

Do you think that her laughter, her trouble, her throbbing heartbeat, everything is all a play?

If this is the case, then now that An Yi is not here, who will she show her melancholy?

The golden diamond on her wrist her dazed pupils flashed, Mingyue looked at her grandfather in a daze, and said helplessly: "This is different from my plan!" It's not what I thought it would be......"

Her voice gradually lowered, she hugged her head in pain, her temples throbbed, her eardrums roared, and she felt like the blood was rushing in her body!

"I can't like him."

I can't like his ......

Such a weak tone echoed for a long time.

"Grandpa has a suggestion, would you like to hear it?"

Mingyue looked up at Jin Zhenlin like grasping a life-saving straw, and nodded busily.

"You have to face up to your truest thoughts, if you like him, go back to him, and if you don't like him, then break it off as soon as possible."

"Broken?" She repeated, puzzled, "What should I do?" ”

Jin Zhenlin shook his head and said distressedly: "Grandpa really wants to make a decision for you and not embarrass you." But this is your life, you are responsible for yourself and the people you are lucky enough to meet, and whether you regret it in the future, at least your choices now must be sincere and worthy of your heart. I think your heart will give you a guide, if you are honest enough with yourself to listen quietly! ”

Candid! Listening?

The scenes with An Yi flashed in front of her like movie shots, Mingyue never knew that those memories were so profound.

What should I do? How do I proceed?

The white clouds could not give her answers, and the flocks of birds could not take away her confusion.

However, she is not the only one who suffers?

Jin Zhenlin didn't know when he left, and Mingyue kept looking at the sky, watching it turn from blue to fiery red......

A few hours are just a few hours away, and the hazy future is like a mist in front of us.

Mingyue hasn't understood yet, and the current entanglements are redundant!

For when a man finds that his once firm determination has wavered, and when he re-examines the correctness of the truths he had believed in in the past, the scales of his heart, in the depths of his soul, have long since been tilted.

"Questioning" is a terrible thing, and from the very second it is born, it will lead you to constantly be curious, to explore, to deny certain information that you already know, and even to subvert the future you envision!

Therefore, some thoughts are silent when they are born, and once they are discovered, they are deeply rooted, they have no form, they are not even real, but they invisibly change the original trajectory of fate......

At nightfall, it's so quiet that you can't see the lights coming on.

Today, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, you shouldn't be able to see the moonlight at night......

The bright moon raised her arm, the light was dim, and the diamond was shining, as if it could last forever.

She wondered if there was the same brilliance on his hands at the moment, or if he was angry and forgot all his promises?

The same sky, the same quiet room.

An Yi, who had just attended the banquet, returned to the bedroom, smelling of perfume mixed with alcohol.

A black suit designed by a famous French designer is casually thrown on the sofa.

Unbutton the top three buttons of the black shirt, and the sexy chest muscles loom out.

He slumped heavily on the bed, a thick tiredness between his brows, and a strong longing spread through his body.

He turned on the phone that he had deliberately turned off, and it was a long time for just a few seconds.

Then, there was the expected despair, she really wouldn't take the initiative to contact him!

An Yi really has to wonder if Mingyue believes too much in his statement that "these two days will be very busy", or believes that he will not date other girls, or she is not curious, let alone where she has disappeared for two days?

"Are you sure I'm going to show up?" His voice was cold and clear, and his eyes narrowed slightly.

Her face was so beautiful on the phone screen, but it was still not as beautiful as the day when the sun shrouded the swing, and the bright moon, which was so holy that it almost made people feel like an illusion, made him deeply obsessed.

Who would have expected that what was an unintentional joke would create an invisible distance between them.

For this reason, An Yi has also been reflecting on it in the past two days, but he did not regret it so much that he wanted to hit the wall, he refused to deceive himself after all, if their relationship was so fragile, if Mingyue always waited in place, or even chose to retreat......

An Yi got up and walked to the bathroom, the light of his phone went out behind him, and Mingyue's photo disappeared from the screen.

This time, do you want me to take the initiative?

Patience may have been exhausted before I could even notice it.