Awake? This is a problem that needs to be viewed dialectically, floating and floating, who can determine what is true and what is false, what is a dream and what is waking up, waking is based on dreams, but I am not dreaming, I did see Bai Jinghong, I am really attached to Bai Jinghong, for me, this life is a big dream, only I remember that I like Bai Jinghong is true.

So no matter how Li Si tosses, I won't wake up, because they are the ones who are in the dream.

There was no color in my eyes, and I didn't want to look at him, so Li Si buried my face in the water again, and this time I didn't even struggle.

I was almost suffocated to death, I didn't even feel that I was being suffocated, after a long time, Li Si fished me back from the water again, my body instinctively took a long breath, Li Si held my face hard, stared at my frightened open eyes, his tone was heavier, he almost roared and asked me: "Are you awake?!" ”

He's so annoying, really annoying, I'm just idle and doing a big death, and I won't really kill myself, I do it a few times, I feel useless and boring, I won't do it again, he doesn't care about this matter, and it will gradually pass.

I thought Li Si was making a big fuss, so I didn't want to pay attention to him even more, pushed him away a little, found a corner in the pool, tilted my head and leaned on it, and wanted to sleep like this for a while.

He refused to do so, grabbed me by the collar and lifted me up, and demanded that I stand in the water, at least with a straight and upright attitude.

Brother, you hang yourself from a tree with a crooked neck for an hour, sit in a cold night all night, and soak yourself in the hot soup, I don't believe you are not weak.

I said, "You're so annoying." ”

He began to tear my clothes.

Naturally, I shirked it a few times, and the weakness in my hands seemed to be pretending. I really didn't take it seriously, because it wasn't the first time that Li Si tried to pull my clothes, but as long as I didn't agree, he didn't force it.

But by the time I realized that something was wrong, it was too late.

He pressed against me like a thick wall, and I felt like I was sealed in the wall, and I couldn't even breathe. I began to shake my head incessantly to find a gap to breathe in the tip of my nose, and he came up to me and took my mouth in his mouth, as if to close the last gap.

I forgot if I was struggling, there should be, even if there were, based on the physical strength of the two of us at the moment, I probably couldn't even shoot a decent splash, I only remember the helplessness of being oppressed and unable to resist, I opened my mouth, I wanted to call a person's name, but I thought that I was really embarrassed at the moment, if I really called that person, I saw it, even if I died, I couldn't solve the depression in my heart.

And who is the person in front of you, Yuxi? I saved his life, I once fought with my favorite person for him, I thought he was the gentlest and most sincere person in the world, why did he treat me like Bai Jinghong......

I cried the whole time, tears and silences, until he had withdrawn, buried his head in my shoulder socket, and hugged me with a deep breath.

I had no attitude, as if I had another nightmare that was not worth remembering, until I saw a wisp of red floating out of the water, like a drop of blood flowing in my heart, announcing that everything had settled.

The tears were a little more turbulent, the more turbulent but the more silent, I couldn't understand how I made myself into this pool in a daze, maybe it was like Bai Jinghong couldn't understand how he sank in the Yanggu salty pond with me step by step.

I even laughed, the vicissitudes of life, the immortals in the world, the plot is surprisingly similar, the more similar it is, the more ironic it feels.

I cried for a long time, and then asked softly, "Li Si, you have a secret that you have been hiding from me, right?" ”

The side of his face buried in my shoulder moved slightly, but he didn't answer.

"You're really not him?"

"Who?"

"The guy I thought of......"

He sighed, took his arms and hugged me tightly into his arms, his voice was a little hoarse, "Don't think about it anymore, Su ...... Mianmian, you're mine, it's just mine. ”

Ignorance.

He thought I was one of those ordinary mortal women who could only lose their lives without hesitation if they lost their bodies? No, at this moment, Su Mianmian's life has really begun, I forced Su Mianmian to guard the character for me for eighteen years, she can't keep it, I don't blame her, I don't blame myself, it's just fate.

I just regret it, I regret that my conjecture didn't come true after all, it's not that I haven't considered having a round house with Li Si, so I have the luxury of expecting that he is the same person as I expected, how happy I am, I will willingly give everything to him, no matter whether this calamity is still successful or not, whether what awaits me is immortality or ashes.

It's a pity that he didn't fly off the cliff to save me, and it's a pity that he didn't give me a chance to deceive myself.

I said I was tired, so Li Si scooped me up from the water, wiped it, wrapped it and carried it back to the room. Xiaoyu saw me in the room, looked at the appearance of the two of us, and probably guessed what happened to me, her eyes couldn't help but blush slightly for me, and she went out quietly and closed the door.

Li Si still held me in his arms and carefully helped me dry my wet hair, I had no intention or ability to resist, and fell asleep with his arms on my pillow.

When I was in a daze, I only heard a gentle ask, "Are you awake now?" ”

No, never, I went down to the mortal world for the sake of Bai Jinghong, I did everything for him, if I woke up, if I forgot him, then what is my life, what am I doing in this boring mortal world?

I didn't expect that after this incident, I could sleep so peacefully, as if a rich man who loved money as much as his life lost his family wealth overnight, and at first he would look for it and chase it, until he saw them burned to the ground, and all the satisfaction and hope that had been indulged in the past burned to ashes, and all that was left was the courage and determination to start from scratch and come back.

When I woke up, I was still sleeping in Li Si's arms, and he smiled at me and asked me if I was hungry.

I nodded.

Li Si ordered someone to bring food, but I didn't want to get out of bed, so let Li Sian bring it, and I would eat it on the bed. Since he woke up, Li Si is still a very regular person with a leftist life, and he can't see such a lazy person eating in bed, but so what, now that he likes me, I should have no fear.

Li Si had no choice but to respond, the whole table was moved, I got up from the bed lazily, and I didn't wear clothes, I put on a quilt and began to move chopsticks.

When I eat, the quilt will inevitably slide off my body, but fortunately, the charcoal fire in the room is strong enough, but it can't freeze me, so I simply don't care about it.

I have to get used to this, get used to facing this world naked, just like Yanyan said, if you can't set up the archway, you can be a bitch generously, style of this thing, the heavier you look, the more tired you live, in fact, as long as you don't hurt the sky, a good style is a floating cloud.

This idea is still quite recognized in the heavenly realm, and even Bai Jinghong, a young man who has always liked to follow the rules, will not put forward the meaning of the clothing taste of fairy elves like Yanyan, but the premise is that they do not deliberately go to Bai Jinghong to scratch his head and make a gesture and tarnish his eyes.

But Li Si has a different opinion on this, when there are no outsiders, even when Xiaoyu comes in, he will lift the quilt and block my body tightly.

When Xiaoyu went out, I stared at the tip of the chopsticks and asked with a half-smile: "The candy that has been opened, if you haven't licked it when you wrap it back?" ”

Li Si handed me a cup of tea and said coolly: "How do you know that it's not to resist licking it again?" ”

I was honest when he said this, and hurriedly wrapped himself in the quilt, and the whole person shrank into the horns. Li Si had a smug smile on his face, I can't talk about him, no matter how big or small, no matter how true he is against his will.

Packed up and stopped, Li Si also lay in, I don't want to give him a quilt, but I can't stand his brute strength.

He held me tightly in his arms, and I leaned back with him helplessly, hugging and hugging about the same, and it felt like a familiar acquaintance.

When I was in Cumulus Mountain, Bai Jinghong always bullied me, most of the time he left after the bullying, only once he hugged me, and he hugged me so tightly. It was because I was so tightly hugged by him that I was sure that I always had a corner in his heart, but I don't know what he would like if he really liked me.

I asked Li Si, "Do you like me?" ”

He said, "Yes. ”

"What do you like?"

He pondered for a moment and smiled lightly, "I like you like me." ”

Those little boys still like him, why don't he go to sleep with them and play in the rain and water, this reason is really perfunctory, I also laughed, I said, "I lied to you." ”

He said, "I know. ”

I couldn't help but want to turn around, Li Si held me down, his thin lips were attached to my ear, and his words were soft like a requiem song, he said: "Forget him, no matter what kind of person he is, even if it is a fairy, forget him, I just want to be a mortal husband and wife with you, a lifetime...... That's enough. ”

"What if I say 'no'?"