Chapter 19 Forgiveness is your wishful thinking
The raging painβ
Hideous sorrow -
Don't be delusional, thinking that if you are silent, I will be soft-hearted and forgive!
Now that the world is spinning and collapsing......
How can I possibly forgive?
Forgive you! Forgive the cruelty of fate!
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Mingyue calmly looked at Yin Rufeng, who was angry, she was still a child, she didn't know how to hide her emotions at all, she tilted her head, trying to be at eye level with herself, as if she was fighting for something.
She smiled lightly, unwilling to hurt a little girl's innocence, "It's enough for you to worry about him, don't you want me to be your 'rival in love'?" β
Xiao Feng has liked that person since she was a child, from the time when she didn't know what "like" was, and when she grew up, she always said that Feng and Feng were born destined.
Mingyue has always felt that although the two of them are more like children playing at home, and Feng's personality is too cold, but maybe when she becomes an adult, she still thinks that this is love, and time melts the coldness on his surface.
Yin Rufeng took two steps back, as if this was the only way to see the sister he had always respected clearly.
Mingyue pretended not to see the disappointment in her eyes, and pretended not to feel the slightest cold air shining down her spine.
What about disappointment? She doesn't have to live like anyone is supposed to be, is she?
"You used to be - not like this...... Yin Rufeng suddenly smiled, "Sister Yue'er at that time, always smiled happily, very gentle, very kind, you will not hurt anyone, I have always vowed to be the same person as my sister......"
Is that what it is? Mingyue was stunned, and the two lines of tears slipped silently.
What a distant past! It seemed like she was about to forget, but she thought about it every day.
It was as if she was listening to someone else's story, and the pain in her chest made her breathless.
The vertigo that spins around!
Leaning back against the windowsill to keep herself from being defeated by the tiredness that swept in, she suppressed all her emotions, and her voice was flat and cold: "Why do you mention it after so long?" β
Yin Rufeng Feng ignored it and said to himself: "But why can you ignore the wind? In the ...... of Haoxi"
"Don't say it!" Mingyue suddenly interrupted with a scream, and the voice was so terrible that she was terrified, "Don't say it!" She stared at Yin Rufeng, who was stunned, with a blazing and crazy flame in her eyes.
"Bright Moon!" Ran Ran cried out in worry.
She didn't care about it, just stared at Yin Rufeng's stunned eyes for a moment.
Yin Rufeng had to nod timidly, and said hesitantly: "I hope my sister doesn't become strange to everyone." β
After her gaze lingered on the bright moon necklace for a few seconds, she silently left.
Strange to all?
All of them?!
Silent.
The sapphires shimmer silently.
Mingyue turned her head blankly, her puppet-like empty eyes, she was confused for a moment, and she didn't understand how she could appear in this place?
Silent to deathly silence.
Is it because there is nowhere to go?
Or is it because there is nowhere to run?
Slowlyβ
Just because the whole world is empty!
The body slowly fell.
Only empty desolation!
It's like falling from a cloud of happiness.
There was an exclamation in my ears.
Mingyue didn't turn her head to look, she just closed her eyes weakly, she could finally pretend that everything had nothing to do with her, not even death......
An Yi rushed to Mingyue's side before she fell to the ground, and steadily took her into her arms, her hot teardrops imprinted on her chest.
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in a single room.
On the white hospital bed, Mingyue's closed eyes didn't seem to open again, her long eyelashes didn't fluctuate, and her pale face didn't have a trace of blood, which was bleaker than snow-white sheets.
Her breathing was so light that she could hear the echo in the IV tube.
An Yi stared at Mingyue's mobile phone that was placed on the table in a muted state, it stubbornly lit up over and over again, and dimmed again and again, again and again, and only stopped unwillingly after a long time.
He picked up his phone and played with it for a while, and finally found the missed call, resolutely pressed the delete button, and turned off the phone.
When the night was thick outside the window, Mingyue's eyes moved.
An Yi stood in front of the window, looking at the lights in the distance, the evening breeze ruffled his black hair, and he was as noble and uninhibited as a prince.
Mingyue opened her eyes, the unfamiliar environment, the white light made her frown uncomfortably, and subconsciously wanted to reach out to cover it.
"Shhh The pain on the back of her hand made her can't help but scream, An Yi rushed over when she heard the sound, gently grabbed her right hand, it was already oozing blood, and hurriedly pressed the electric bell at the head of the bed.
The nurse re-inserted the needle for Mingyue again and left, An Yi leaned against the cabinet next to the bed with her arms crossed, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her lips.
There was a small bruise on the back of her right hand, and she couldn't take care of herself when she was so adult.
Mingyue sat on the bed, staring at the transparent liquid in the dropper with an expressionless face.
Long.
Mingyue spoke: "Ran Ran, they were scared." β
This is the first time the two have communicated tonight.
An Yi pulled over the chair and sat down, looking at her seriously, "Even I was scared." β
Mingyue's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she didn't make a sound.
An Yi picked up the insulated lunch box on the table, opened the lid, and a faint smell of rice wafted out of the air.
Pour into a porcelain bowl and the temperature should be just right.
Scooping up a spoonful and sending it to Mingyue's mouth, she frowned and turned her head to dodge, An Yi stubbornly held it, "The doctor said that you fainted due to anemia and violent emotional fluctuations, and wolfberries were added to the porridge, I heard that it can replenish blood." β
Mingyue turned her head to look at him and looked into his eyes as deep as night.
An Yi held the bowl steadily, and his voice was surprisingly gentle and patient, like a child who was coaxing a tantrum, "Even if it's for Ran Ran, right?" They were worried and refused to leave, and I persuaded them for a long time before persuading them to go back. β
Mingyue finally took the porcelain bowl silently, drank the soft and glutinous wolfberry porridge in small sips, and didn't look at An Yi's relieved smile.
Putting down the empty lunch box, she whispered, "The porridge is also drunk, can I leave after hanging up the water?" β
After speaking, she seemed to say to herself: "I don't like hospitals the most." β
An Yi calculated the time, "It should be too late before going to bed, and I'll send you back." β
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Lamborghini drove smoothly on the road, Mingyue closed her eyes tiredly, the night wind blew on her face, and her body was covered with An Yi's blazer, as if she had fallen asleep.
The car was parked at the gate of M, and Ran Ran, who received An Yi's call, was waiting there.
Her eyes were red, and there were obvious traces of crying, but she still pretended to give Mingyue a big bear hug when she got out of the car, and thanked An Yi for sending Mingyue back.
Mingyue handed over the coat and said thank you, An Yi urged: "Don't stop thanking, go back quickly, otherwise you will have to sleep on the street tonight." β