To enter the operating room, Qing Xu was stopped outside.

She rarely goes to the hospital, and the last time she was in the hospital was to give birth.

……

She never knew that when she stood in the hospital, in front of the door of the operating room, she would feel like this.

His legs were nailed to the ground like lead, and his head was buzzing, and he didn't know what he was thinking, or maybe he didn't think about anything.

She couldn't describe it.

She just stood there, feeling like a statue.

It wasn't until Feng Xiao came over that she suddenly came back to her senses with the thick bloody aura that he hadn't had time to clean up, and she took a few steps back with her legs soft and leaned against the wall to hide her gaffe just now.

She slowed down slightly, then raised her head and met Feng Xiao's gaze.

"What's going on? How so? What the hell is going on? How could he be so badly injured? Qing Xu asked several questions in a row, incoherently.

Feng Xiao pursed his lips, he saw Qing Xu when he was in the parking lot, and he almost thought that he had seen it wrong.

He was silent for a while, as if he still didn't know how to answer her, moved his lips, paused for a while, and just said, "I'm sorry......"

"Excuse me??" Qing Xu suddenly raised his voice: "You said sorry to me? ”

She waved her hand: "No, no, you don't have to say sorry to me, it has nothing to do with me, does it?" He's my teacher, oh, ex-boyfriend,...... What are you saying sorry to me? ”

"He almost died, you know? They electrocuted him again and again, for more than ten minutes,...... They say he's dead, you know?? ”

"So what do you say sorry to me, it's just a little bit, it's almost a little bit like he's dead."

Qing Xu didn't dare to think at all, if she didn't follow the ambulance because she saw it because of curiosity, if she didn't have Xiao Feng'er's help, if she didn't see Lu Xuan a little slower, she didn't follow the ambulance......

What she sees now is Lu Xuan's cool corpse.

……

It's just a little bit......

Even when she stuck the needle herself, she wasn't sure she could get him back.

There were so many life-sustaining pills in her hand, and at that time, she couldn't take out a single one that could save her life, because it was useless......

That's it,...... It's just a matter of resignation.

The needles she pricked were all gambling.

She looked at Feng Xiao: "So you tell me, you tell me what's going on, okay?" ”

Feng Xiao clenched his fingers,...... The wound on his arm that had just been treated was split open by too much force, and the blood ran down his fist, drop by drop, to the ground.

"I'm sorry." After a while, Feng Xiao spit out what Qing Xu didn't want to hear.

Sorry, or sorry, it doesn't make sense.

"Can't you say that?" Qing Xu stared at Feng Xiao, his clear eyes seemed to penetrate his eyes and see through all the thoughts in his heart.

It's a pity she doesn't have mind reading.

Feng Xiao couldn't stand her clear gaze, like a knife, stabbing him in the heart one by one.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, and at this time, he was a little panicked and scared, as if something had flowed out of his life.

"I owe him a life, you tell him that if there is a chance in the future, Feng Xiao will definitely pay it back." In the end, Feng Xiao only said this sentence, and then turned around and left.