But now, he knows, even if he slowly heals his injury, it is useless, and he has lost a leg.

What does it mean for a military man, who has lost a leg?

According to the military law of country A, he will never return to the army again, he knows that he may be glorified and may receive all kinds of praise, it is enough for him to have this credit in his life, and the Xu family will be more and more glorious because of him, but no one wants to be like this, especially Xu Tingbai, who was once so proud and proud.

He was born in the Xu family, and his father was highly meritorious but trusted by the presidential palace, and he has been favored for decades.

Since he was a child, he has been in and out of the presidential palace as if he had entered his own home, and even more, he almost became the son-in-law of the presidential couple.

In the past 30 years of smooth life, in the top circle of the imperial capital, he Xu Tingbai is also the most dazzling existence.

He is arrogant and conceited, but he also refuses to admit defeat, inheriting his father's military blood and steel and iron bones, so in these years in the army, he has always been the best and has never fallen behind.

People who have not touched a wall will find it more difficult to bear the heavy responsibilities that life throws at him and the sudden fall on his heels.

"Little White ......"

Xu Muzhou looked at his son who was lying motionless with some worry, he knew that such a thing would be unbearable no matter who he was, but he had to face Xiaobai.

Xu Tingbai slowly turned his face to look at Xu Muzhou, and he even smiled at Xu Muzhou with difficulty: "Dad, the only thing I am glad about now is only one thing." ”

"What's the matter?"

"Unparalleled her...... Didn't promise to wait for me to come back. ”

Xu Tingbai's eyes turned red little by little: "Otherwise, I will delay her for the rest of my life." ”

The corners of Xu Muzhou's tense lips trembled violently, his hands were clenched, the green tendons on the back of his hands were exposed, and the red eyes finally flashed tears, he reached out and gently held Xu Tingbai's hand wrapped in gauze: "Don't say it, Xiaobai, rest for a while, don't talk about it......"

Xu Tingbai nodded silently and closed his eyes.

I don't know how long it took, but there were cold tears, slowly pouring out of the corners of his closed eyes, continuously.

……

Didiu likes the Golden Triangle very much, this time Ah Zuo took him over, the little guy was so happy that he always played during the day and refused to sleep, and before it was dark, he fell asleep tired with his little belly snoring.

With Ah Cai guarding them, Wushuang is naturally relieved.

Lost in the daytime, time is always noisy.

When he fell asleep, the mansion seemed to become quiet in an instant.

She and Ji Sheng lay on the bench under the eaves of the porch together, eating fruit and looking at the starry sky.

Regret Sheng will tell her a lot of things that happened in the Golden Triangle, and more of them are related to Xuan Ling.

It was only at this time that Wushuang knew that he regretted his life experience.

In the past, she only knew that he was an orphan, and he was picked by Xuan Ling, so she had this splendid road in the future.

But what she didn't know was that he was born in a coffin, and the mother and son, who were originally one corpse and two lives, lived him bizarrely.

"Sorry, have you ever wondered who your biological father is?"

Regret shook his head: "He doesn't want my mother and me, and he is ruthless to abandon him, so why should I be obsessed with this." ”

"Do you remember what your mother looked like?"

Regret Sheng shook his head: "She didn't leave a photo, she died when I was born, and her bones may have turned to dust over the years." ”

"I heard that boys are born like their mothers, so if you look so good, your mother must be a big beauty."

Regret pillowed on his arm and looked at the starry sky.

This is the regret of his life.

Over the years, as a noble young master of the Golden Triangle, he has lived a life of master, but in fact, there is a vacancy in his heart that can never be filled.

No matter how well he is doing, or how bad he is, his mother will never know.

Wushuang suddenly got up from the bench, walked to Regret's side, and hugged him gently: "Your mother must hope that you live a happy life, Regret, I will accompany you." ”

Regret Sheng blinked his stinging eyes slightly: "It's just that she's not blessed, and she can't see that I have found such a good girlfriend." ”

"Who said it, she will watch it in the sky, she and Uncle Xuanling will watch us in the sky, maybe, at this moment, a certain star in the sky is your mother."

Regret Sheng didn't speak, but just hugged Wushuang in his arms: "Wushuang, if you weren't with me, I would really be alone in this world." ”

……

Wushuang only learned about Xiaobai after leaving the Golden Triangle and returning to the imperial capital.

I heard my brother say that Xiaobai's state is very bad, perhaps because he is disheartened, he is very negative about his recovery, and even the recovery from the injury has become slow and repetitive.

Zhou Nian and Guo'er didn't dare to go to the hospital, seeing Xiaobai and the two of them, they couldn't help crying, Xu Muzhou was afraid that they would affect Xiaobai's mood again, so he simply didn't let them go.

These days, these families in the imperial capital, and those who are good friends with Xiaobai, almost rarely go to the hospital.

Li Shenheng and Jingwei also went to see Xiaobai in person, but their words of consolation didn't seem to have any effect on Xiaobai.

The doctor said that his condition was not very optimistic, and that he had suffered such a serious injury, and that the injured person needed to cooperate with the doctor's treatment to gradually recover, but if the injured person gave up on himself from the heart, it would really be impossible for the gods to save him.

After Wushuang learned the news, he didn't speak for a long time.

For Xiaobai, her feelings have always been complicated, she knows that she will not get back together with Xiaobai, but in her heart, Xiaobai is the person she has liked to care about since she was a child, even if the two are separated, it does not mean that Xiaobai is no longer important to her.

She hopes that Xiaobai can be happy, meet a good girl, and start his new life.

She thought that Xiaobai and Cao'er would be together, but then she ......

Wushuang felt that she could actually understand why Xiaobai did that in the first place, just like herself, she didn't even know that she was not completely indifferent to regrets.

People's feelings are always complicated, and how many people can control their emotions rationally and deal with all the troubles with ease.

"I'll go see him."

Li Zheng sighed lightly: "Maybe the last thing he wants to see now is you." ”

Wushuang took a deep breath, his face was calm but resolute: "If he Xu Tingbai doesn't want to live because of one leg, then I will also look down on him, it's just one leg, how many people have a terminal illness and are still struggling to live, he has been in S country for so long, shouldn't he understand better than me how important life is to a person and a family?" ”