On the way back, Zhilan asked her aunt a lot, from how is the family's harvest this year to how is her health recently? From whether insomnia has improved to which master of ceremonies Shao Tong invited for marriage, which one the hotel booked, and where to take wedding photos. My aunt didn't take the trouble to answer them one by one.

Gao Minlang was concentrating on driving, and his uncle had been watching some short videos. The two of them did not interject in the conversation between the aunt and nephew.

My aunt said, "I'll have to trouble Min Lang to send us to the hotel in a while!" ”

Gao Minlang snorted. Zhilan sat in the co-pilot, turned her head and asked her aunt, "Do you stay in a hotel?" Why don't you live at home? ”

"Shao Tong booked a hotel for us, saying that it was closer to Ali's house and not far from the hotel!" Aunt patted Zhilan's shoulder: "Auntie knows your intentions, when the matter on Shao Tong's side is over, this time my aunt will accompany you well." ”

Zhilan reached out and touched her aunt's slightly rough hand on her shoulder and nodded.

Back in the city, Gao Minlang first delivered them to the hotel according to his aunt's request, and then took Zhilan home. When I entered the house, it was exactly five o'clock.

"After a hard day, do you want to take a break?" Zhilan didn't put down the bag in her hand, she stood at the door, as if she didn't plan to come in.

"Okay." Gao Minlang reached out to pull her: "Then you accompany me." ”

Zhilan tugged at the corners of her mouth: "Okay, I'll accompany you!" ”

The two of them went back to the bedroom, lay on the bed, and neither of them spoke. Lying on opposite sides, looking at each other with their eyes open. A few minutes later, Gao Minlang took Zhilan in his arms and kissed her deeply on the forehead.

He said, "Let's go, I'll miss the plane for a while." ”

Zhilan's tears flowed, not because of shock, but because this man understood her so well, from the beginning of refusing to accept the breakup, but then silently enduring, and now being able to say these words calmly, Zhilan knew that he was actually not happy in his heart, every time they stared at each other, they hugged each other, kissed, she could see the dampness in his eyes, and every restraint he held was tolerance and understanding of himself.

"I'll stay with you again!" Zhilan hugged his waist tightly, and her voice was a little choked: "Do you blame me?" ”

Is it weird? Of course it's weird. Blame her for being so ruthless, just leave, everything is so well prepared, but she still refuses to tell him. But is it really only her to blame? Now, between them, they don't know who to blame for a long time, they obviously love each other, but they have to bear the bitter consequences brought to them by what happened ten years ago.

This unfair world.

Gao Minlang didn't speak, and Zhilan knew the answer.

"I'm not going to send you, tomorrow Shao Tong gets married, I have to get up early, I have to go to bed early tonight." As he spoke, Gao Minlang turned around and turned his back to Zhilan, but in just a few seconds, his body was trembling slightly.

Zhilan's hand on his waist gradually slipped down, it was time to go, and he stayed for a minute and a second, it was all a test of his patience, he shouldn't be so cruel anymore!

So I got out of bed, cleaned up briefly, and pulled my suitcase out the door. The moment she closed the door, tears fell, she squatted at the door, crying liver and intestines, heartbreaking. Gao Minlang, who was separated by a door, lay on the door, looking at her through the doorway, and his heart was in pain.

I've cried enough, and I'm going to leave after all. Zhilan wiped her tears, then pulled the box and walked to the elevator, just as the elevator fell, she looked back at Gao Minlang's home again, took a deep breath, and then walked in.

After getting off the elevator, she pulled the box all the way out of the community, without looking back, the autumn wind was blowing, but she couldn't dry her tears, and the scorching sun was in the sky, still couldn't warm her painful heart at the moment. Gao Minlang stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at Zhilan's distant figure, he hadn't moved for a long time, and he had always maintained the same posture.

At 8:50 p.m., Zhilan boarded a plane to Australia.

At the moment before shutting down, she sent the WeChat that had already been edited!

She said: Min Lang, I'm sorry.

She said: At this moment, in the night sky at a height of 30,000 feet, my thoughts about you are still turbulent. In fact, this kind of longing, from the moment I closed the door, kept coming, I didn't even dare to look back at you standing upstairs, I was afraid that I would waver, I was afraid that I would be sad, so that it would be difficult to move an inch. I know, you blame me, blame me for the relationship between two people, but in the end it was me who made the decision, blame me for always being firm in this relationship, but I chose to be cowardly after knowing the truth. Blame me for not revealing my itinerary to you even if I left, blame me for arranging everything but choosing to ignore you silently... I know, maybe, when you are reading this text message at the moment, you are still muttering to yourself blaming me, but Min Lang, what do you want me to say? Say that because I love you, I'd rather not face reality for the rest of my life? Say that because I love you, I'd rather see our lives become miserable because of this incident? Saying that because I love you, can I deceive myself as if nothing had happened?

I can't, at least not yet.

I've never talked to you about who is right and who is wrong. It's because I don't know who is right and who is wrong, cheating in marriage, putting aside the moral issues, the emotional things are not clear, and a slap can't be made. But what I do know is that my father is responsible for this incident, at least half of the responsibility, so the so-called wife-snatching hatred in Uncle Gao's mouth is also valid. The parties involved in this matter, four have already left, and we have long been unable to judge who is right and wrong, and what I can't accept is not that my father was imprisoned because of your father's frame-up.

What I can't accept is that whenever we are together and affectionate, in my mind, I always imagine the picture of my dad and your mom together, no matter where they go, I will feel that we are like a pair of promiscuous~incestuous brother and sister!

Ridiculous, right? I also think it's ridiculous, but this thing, like a demon, like a nightmare, erodes my heart day and night, and I don't know how to face you.

Min Lang, we grew up together, we used to go to kindergarten together, elementary school together, middle school together, go to school together, go to school together, once again, even if you love to bully me, but I have known for a long time that your feelings for me, you are never good at expressing them, but you are also nervous after knowing that I have received so many love letters. Maybe you don't know, I've read all those love letters one by one, including what you wrote to me.

That's why when you confess to me, I won't hesitate to promise you! But creation makes people, we have been separated once ten years ago, and now we are separated because of what happened ten years ago, maybe this is our fate, fate is like this, we should not carry it.

Min Lang, don't inquire about my whereabouts, if one day, I figure it out, I will come back, if I have always been like this, it only shows that there is a perfect interpretation of one word between us: fate is inseparable.

I didn't dare to attend Shao Tong's wedding because I was afraid that if I wasn't careful, I would selfishly want to grow old with you.

In the end, Zhilan said: In the days without me, you have to take good care of yourself, eat well, work hard, and sleep well. It's getting colder, so remember to dress more when you go out. Drink less alcohol, drink more water...

Gao Minlang looked at the long WeChat, his eyes were wet with the mobile phone screen, at this moment he was still standing in front of the window, there were sporadic night lights distributed in the dark night, thinking about how lonely Zhilan was walking in such a night sky at the moment.

"Zhilan, the night is so dark, don't you can't find your way home, see it, I will always leave a light for you here, remember to come back!"

Since then, Gao Minlang's living room has never been extinguished, the light in the living room is the brightest and largest light, and he firmly believes that one day Zhilan will come.

Thinking so, wipe away your tears, and eat well and sleep well as Zhilan said. So he first went to the kitchen to make himself dinner, ate seven minutes full, then cleaned up the room, and finally slept well.

Zhilan is most worried about Shao Tong's wedding, so he has to rest well tonight.

Early the next morning, Li Junqiu got up very early, to be precise, he didn't sleep all night, dreaming one after another, at three o'clock in the morning, he dreamed that Zhilan's plane landed, but he was kidnapped. He was frightened into a cold sweat, and he didn't care so much at that time, so he took the phone directly and dialed Zhilan's phone, but it was still turned off, looking at the time, he was relieved, at this time, Zhilan was still on the plane.

Early in the morning, Gao Minlang was dressed decently: a blue suit and a rare tie.

"This one is not good-looking, change one..."Zhilan's voice suddenly sounded, Gao Minlang turned his head suddenly, but the room was empty, there was no shadow of her at all, as if there was her shadow everywhere.

Gao Minlang tore off his tie, threw it aside, looked at the mirror and laughed a few times and said, "I know, you are afraid that I am too handsome and steal the limelight from Shao Tong, right?" Okay, okay, I'll change..."

Liu Zhuo was still sleeping, Li Junqiu had already gotten up, and after washing up, he called Liu Zhuo to get up.

Liu Zhuo reached out and touched his phone, "Oh, it's only what time is it, you just let me get up!" ”

"Shao Tong got married today, and Gao Minlang made a special call last night, saying that he would pick him up at the gate of the community..."

"Ah..." Liu Zhuo screamed, jumped up from the bed, and "scolded" while getting dressed: "This Mo Zhilan, she's going crazy, she's really ruthless, throw down this bunch of things, just leave, she's very free-spirited... Hurry up, hurry up and comfort Gao Minlang, maybe what will it look like to hide at home and cry? ”

Li Junqiu could probably guess what was going on by now, and when he was at a loss, Gao Minlang called.

"I'm waiting at the gate of your community, hurry up and come out, it's time to pick up the kiss soon!"

Li Junqiu held the phone and looked at Liu Zhuo, Liu Zhuo jumped out of bed, grabbed the phone, and asked sharply: "Gao Minlang, you tell me the truth, what about Mo Zhilan?" ”

Gao Minlang sighed lightly and said, "Hurry down, don't delay the auspicious time!" ”