Whether a person really likes you depends on whether he will take the initiative to find you and whether he will take the initiative to approach you. Du Yalin has never believed in this sentence, because Lu Sheng is an exception to this sentence. Du Yalin has always thought that Lu Sheng is a passive person who is not good at expressing his feelings, even if he likes someone, he will not be too enthusiastic.

However, all this may be their own delusion.

Seeing Lu Sheng take the initiative to put his arm around the girl's shoulders in public, this made Du Yalin feel bitter and sad.

Du Yalin clearly remembered that Lu Sheng didn't like others to touch him. The first time she held hands with Lu Sheng, Du Yalin took the initiative. At that time, Lu Sheng would struggle a little and want to break free of Du Yalin's hand, Du Yalin felt that Lu Sheng might be shy, which made her think that Lu Sheng was so cute.

Lu Sheng once told Du Yalin that he didn't like physical contact very much. Every time in the future, Du Yalin took the initiative to hold his hand. Lu Sheng would touch Du Yalin's head, and Du Yalin begged him repeatedly and coquettishly before he agreed to do it.

Du Yalin only now realized that all of Lu Sheng's contact with him seemed to be coerced by himself, and a question arose in his heart: Does Lu Sheng like himself? Du Yalin herself was not sure of Lu Sheng's intentions, but she was very sure of her intentions.

Du Yalin never knew how much she liked Lu Sheng, until she watched Lu Sheng have intimate contact with other girls, only to find out that she liked it very much, more than she liked it very much, at that moment, she actually began to be jealous, and she knew how disgusting jealousy was.

Love is selfish, and no one wants to quit. Du Yalin didn't want to lose Lu Sheng.

Du Yalin sent a message to Yi Nan and asked her to go to the bubble tea shop after school at noon to talk.

Since the last conversation, Yi Nan and Du Yalin have not been in contact again. Because Yi Nan was pierced by Du Yalin, he felt ashamed and weak-hearted, and he didn't dare to face Du Yalin in a dignified manner, so he didn't dare to take the initiative to find Du Yalin like a retreating snail.

Every time Yi Nan met Du Yalin, Yi Nan would greet her timidly first, but Du Yalin pretended not to hear or see, which made Yi Nan feel sad and depressed. When Du Yalin asked her to meet, Yi Nan felt happy, although she didn't know what Du Yalin would say to her, but Yi Nan hoped that through this conversation, they could let go of their old suspicions and reconcile as before.

As soon as they sat down and ordered their drinks, Du Yalin said straight to the point: "Are you dating Lu Sheng?" Du Yalin looked at Yi Nan with a suspicious gaze.

"No, no, absolutely not." Enan is a little frightened, how could Arlinn think that?

Du Yalin sighed lightly, and her heart seemed to be relaxed, but there was still a big stone pressing her in her heart, and this big stone came from the changes in the terrestrial life.

"Do you want to be in a relationship with Lu Sheng?"

Yi Nan hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.

"It's okay if you don't want to associate with Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng is out of your reach...... Du Yalin got up after speaking, and left the bubble tea shop resolutely.

Two drinks had just been brought and placed together in the middle of the table. Yi Nan looked at the two glasses that touched each other, and felt bitter in his heart. Once upon a time, he and Arlinn were as close as these two cups.

Du Yalin's question, Yi Nan couldn't answer it, whether she shook her head to show that she didn't know, or didn't want to associate with Lu Sheng, or something else, Yi Nan was not sure, and she could only use her head to avoid the question in the end.

She couldn't stop the uncontrollable heart that wanted to get close to Lu Sheng, but she never wanted to have a relationship with Lu Sheng, and there must be a beautiful and moving girl like Du Yalin next to Lu Sheng, Yi Nan may be afraid of being rejected if she confesses, so Yi Nan buried this secret love deep in her heart, and it was enough to be able to look at him. Isn't there a saying that says? "Love doesn't have to be having, it can be a blessing." In fact, having a crush on Lu Sheng is also a happy thing, although the mood will be slightly sour, but it is harmless.

Du Yalin would pretend to meet Lu Sheng by chance between classes and after school, she just wanted to talk to Lu Sheng and have more contact, but Lu Sheng would always deliberately avoid Du Yalin, and hurriedly left a sentence of "I have something to do later" and left.

Du Yalin packed all the gifts that Lu Sheng had given her in the evening and put them in a big paper bag. Although Lu Sheng has a cold personality, he is very caring, and every Qixi Festival, Valentine's Day, Arlinn's birthday, or other ordinary days, Lu Sheng will give Du Yalin some exquisite gifts, which Du Yalin readily accepts, because she feels that this is a strong proof that Lu Sheng likes herself.

At about 10 o'clock in the morning of the next day, Du Yalin walked to Lu Sheng's door with a paper bag. She called Lu Sheng, and the phone rang for more than forty seconds and finally connected, and Lu Sheng's lazy voice came - "Hey", Du Yalin said that she was downstairs in his house.

Du Yalin wasn't sure if Lu Sheng was at home, and even if she wasn't, she was willing to wait for Lu Sheng to come back.

It didn't take long for Lu Sheng to open the door of the house, walk out, and ask, "What's the matter?" ”

Lu Sheng was wearing a fluffy pajamas, his hair was a little messy, with a dull hair standing up, sleepy eyes, and he was rubbing his misty eyes with his hands.

Du Yalin had never seen such a terrestrial life - a little cute when she woke up. Du Yalin was slightly stunned for a moment, and then said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I woke you up." ”

"Did you come to me for something?" Lu Sheng yawned.

"I'm here to return something......"

"Something back?" Lu Sheng set his eyes on a large paper bag that Du Yalin was carrying at his side.

"This is something you gave me earlier, I guess...... Give you back ......."

"You don't have to return it, it's yours to give it to you."

"Won't you tell me to throw it away?" Du Yalin asked cautiously, a glint of expectation flashing in her eyes.

"It's already your stuff."

"Lu Sheng, are you still mine? It's just that I lost it temporarily, right? ”

"I'm sorry."

"Wouldn't it be better to tell me to throw it away?" Du Yalin raised her voice, and her expression became painful, "Lu Sheng, you are a gentle person...... I can't give up. Do you know? Actually, the purpose of my coming today is not to return things, but to see you, you have been avoiding me at school......" Du Yalin's voice choked up, tears welling up in her eyes.

"I'm sorry."

"Lu Sheng, do you remember when I stalked you to the death? I like you, I can always find you at a glance when I raise the flag and do exercises, I go to the corridor between classes in the hope of meeting you, I always try to sit at the same table with you when you have breakfast, I go to cheer for you every time you play a basketball game, and I always follow you after school...... The moment you agreed to let me be your girlfriend, I was really happy and liked you, as if I had done the most extravagant thing, but ...... But I messed up, messed up, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Du Yalin squatted down as she spoke, buried her head in her knees, and burst into tears.

Lu Sheng looked at Du Yalin who was crying bitterly, he felt a little annoyed - he was not annoyed by Du Yalin, he was annoyed by himself - he didn't know how to comfort Du Yalin. He stood there scratching at his hair irritably, then reached into his pocket to fumble for a cigarette only to suddenly remember that he was wearing pajamas, which made him even more irritable.

After more than ten minutes, Du Yalin stopped crying, she relieved the numbness and soreness from her legs and feet, and slowly stood up. She put down the paper bag and walked quickly towards Lu Sheng.

Lu Sheng didn't notice Du Yalin's movements, he kept his head down, looking at the ground in a distraction.

By the time Lu Sheng came back to his senses, Du Yalin had already come up to Lu Sheng and kissed Lu Sheng. Lu Sheng took a few steps back and said, "Don't be like this! There was a hint of anger on his face.

"So what am I going to do? I just can't control my own heart! Du Yalin shouted, and the tears that had been stopped overflowed her eyes again.

"I'm sorry, I can only say these three words to you, go back." After Lu Sheng finished speaking, he turned around and walked home.

"Lu Sheng!" Du Yalin shouted at the top of her voice, and then took out the key ring from her pocket, in addition to the key, there was also a folding knife hanging from the key ring, and a crazy idea was breeding in her heart.

"If you say I'm sorry to me, I'll slash my wrist!"

Lu Sheng stopped and turned his head, stunned. Du Yalin was holding a sharp, glowing knife against her left wrist.

When Du Yalin saw that Lu Sheng finally turned his head to look at him, she endured the pain and trembled and cut her wrist with a knife. A long and narrow slit opened in his wrist, and blood poured out and meandered down his wrist, shocking.

Lu Sheng walked towards Du Yalin in two steps and one step at a time, quickly snatched the knife from her hand and threw it on the ground, and then pressed hard with his fingers on the wound to stop the bleeding. Lu Sheng roared angrily: "Are you crazy? After speaking, Lu Sheng Du Yalin pulled him into the house.

The two sat on the couch without saying a word. Du Yalin looked at Lu Sheng's side and was distracted. Lu Sheng helped Du Yalin stop the bleeding and disinfect with a gloomy face, but fortunately, the wound was not very deep. After dealing with it, Lu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief.

"Don't do this stupid thing anymore, it's not worth it."

Du Yalin leaned his head on Lu Sheng's arm, Lu Sheng didn't avoid it, Du Yalin said in a calm tone: "Lu Sheng, I made a bet before I came today. If I get hurt, will you ignore me? I said to myself, if you ignore me, then I will die, although I will not be completely dead, if you ignore me, it means that you still care about me, and it means that you are worthy of my love......"

Lu Sheng stood up suddenly, he found that Du Yalin in front of him was very stubborn, and he was disappointed in her heart.

"Take good care of yourself, don't do this kind of self-harm again, I won't care about it next time"

"No, you can handle it, as long as you still care about me......"

"Even if you see a stranger hurt, as long as it's a person, you will care."

"It's not like that! You're still ...... like me."

"I've made it very clear, I don't like you anymore, don't be so persistent," Lu Sheng rubbed his tingling temples and continued: "Stop threatening me with self-harm, the more you are like this, the more disappointed I will be in you...... When you've rested enough, go home, I won't send you. Lu Sheng didn't want to entangle with Du Yalin, and after glancing at Du Yalin, who was immersed in sadness, he was a little unbearable, but he still went up to the second floor.

Du Yalin sat on the sofa, and Lu Sheng's words kept lingering in her ears, and it turned out that she had disappointed Lu Sheng.

After sitting for a long time, she came out of Lu Sheng's house, took the paper bag that she had just thrown in front of the door, and walked home in a distraught.

In this unreasonable bet, Du Yalin lost, but Du Yalin's paranoia was unwilling to accept the loss.

After falling out of love, some people will choose to use the extreme method of self-harm to vent their emotions. Don't do such stupid things, such paranoid and radical people, so that others will want to stay away. Please cherish yourself, if you don't even cherish yourself, then what qualifications do you have for others to love you?