"What are you? Master doesn't like people to talk when he eats, you talk, I can't eat well. After speaking, he took Di Chen's hand, and the two walked hand in hand to the private room next door.

As soon as he stepped into the private room next door, Nian Xiao hurriedly greeted Di Chen, and said with a smile: "Chen Chen, you can taste it, the xiaolongbao that has just come out of the pot is super delicious!" ”

Di Chen stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, and quipped dotingly: "According to the amount of food of the little second master, I am really worried that I can't afford to raise it." But... If you can't afford it, you have to raise it, who let it be my family! ”

Nian Xiao, who was burying his head in eating steamed buns, gave him a fierce look, and then picked up a small steamed bun and stuffed it into Di Chen's mouth, eat you, shut up!

……

In the private room next door, a silent and solemn atmosphere spread between Katsumi and Red Sun, none of them spoke first, and Katsumi Zhenjun looked at Red Sun Zhenjun so stupidly, without saying a word.

How long has it been, so long that he has forgotten the last time he saw Xiaohong'er so closely.

There was a time when he always had his place by his side, and there was a time when his hand was always in his palm.

Perhaps the saddest thing for me is that I have accompanied you for a while, but that journey is only a proof that you and I have nothing to do with the rest of the day.

….

"Xiao Hong'er..."Katsuji Zhenjun's hoarse voice called softly.

Red Sun Zhenjun raised his head, looked at him with scarlet eyes, and asked:

"Why? Why do you remind me of what happened before? Haven't you already asked Patriarch Bodhi to seal all my memories with you? Why do you want me to think about it again? ”

His voice was raised, his tone was a little excited, his body trembled slightly, and his hand was tightly clutching the red ball of string.

Katsuji Zhenjun has thought of many scenes of the reunion of the two, but none of them are so sad.

He was reluctant to let the red sun get angry, and he was reluctant to cry.

"I'm sorry... Xiao Hong'er, I'm sorry..."Katsumi Zhenjun's eyes were red, he looked down at the water cup in his hand, and said, "I heard that you are getting closer and closer to the East, I... I'm really scared, you're going to be together..."

Yes, he was afraid.

People are like that, they have to go through many roads before they can find an excuse and have the courage to approach what they want.

"Every time someone mentions everything about you, I mutters "mine" in my heart,... Little Red ,... I...????" Katsuji Zhenjun choked up so much that he couldn't speak, he didn't know what to say and write, he was obviously like a river of words in front of outsiders, but he became dumb in front of him.

Red Sun Zhenjun looked at the person in front of him, and a touch of distress crossed his eyes.

He turned his head and said coldly: "I begged you back then, and I clearly told you that if you did that, you and I would never have a chance to do it again in this life, but you still did it in the end, and you did it so resolutely!" ”

He is sorry for the seven babies, and Katsumi is also sorry for the seven babies.

"I remember telling you at the time, maybe it will be a long time before you understand that a stubborn person like me must muster up a lot of courage to beg you not to leave me, and how much strength it takes to completely drive you out of my life."

"But what about you? Go resolutely, do ruthlessly. ”

"Katsuji, what do you mean by returning my memories and coming to me again?"

A question was inserted into the heart of the true monarch of self-denial like a blade, and the knife was fatal, and the knife was bloody.

He loved him for a long, long time. All the time, as if looking up at the stars, looking up at him.

From the day he met Red Sun Zhenjun, everything he did was to get close to him, but later, he did one thing wrong and ruined everything.

"I..."Katsuji Zhenjun's fingers holding the water cup curled up slightly, he raised his eyes to look at Hongri Zhenjun, and said seriously: "I want to find you and be with you." ”

I'm afraid that people I haven't seen for too long will slowly lose my thoughts, and I'm afraid that you will really leave me.

"Hahahaha......" Hongri Zhenjun opened his mouth to laugh, but he smiled and smiled, but the vision in front of him slowly became blurred, and two lines of tears were left along his cheeks, "Click-" sound, and fell on the table.

At the same time, it also drops on the heart of the true monarch of self-denial.

"I remember that I begged you, begged you bitterly, but you still spoke to the Emperor of Heaven, and finally the mother of the seventh child, my sister, was given death by the Emperor of Heaven! Katsumi, tell me, how can I forgive you? What do you say!! ”

Red Sun Zhenjun slapped the table fiercely, the green tendons on his neck burst out, and he yelled hysterically at Katsumi Zhenjun.

Full of resentment accompanied by the pain of not being able to love each other, they are fiercely entangled with each other.

Wrapping his whole person in it, he can't love it, he can't keep it, he can't give it up, he tortures and destroys it all the time.

The most embarrassing thing in this world is not that he doesn't love you, but that he says he loves you very much, but in the end he gives up on you easily.

"Little Hong'er... I'm sorry... I really regret it..."Katsumi Zhenjun covered his face with his hands, and his whole person fell into sadness, tears flowing down his fingers, and a drop fell on the concrete floor of the private room.

Red Sun Zhenjun looked at Katsumi Zhenjun with red eyes, bit his lower lip and didn't speak, his sideways hand clenched into a fist.

Want to hug him? Think...

Want to throw yourself into his arms and cry? Think...

But it's just a matter of thinking about it.

I used to want to like you all the time, but I was disappointed and I was tired after saving too much.

In life, there is a lot of love and can't and can't start all over again. And he is his own mountains and rivers, and he is also his own love that cannot be obtained.

If you can foresee it, you will not meet it.

"Self-denial... Spare me and yourself! Red Sun Zhenjun turned his back and said with tears in his eyes: "If you miss it, you can't go back..."

I used to indulge in it several times, but now I feel a little sad.

The past is the past, and all departures except death are betrayals.

Katsuji Zhenjun stood up, walked behind Hongri Zhenjun, crossed his waist with trembling arms, hugged him, rested his head on his back, and said, "I was wrong, Xiao Hong'er, I was wrong... Don't leave me alone, okay? ….”

Tears fell like rain, Red Sun Zhenjun frowned tightly, his hands clenched into fists raised and fell several times, his fingertips curled up, and he tried his best to restrain himself.

He said word by word in a hoarse voice:

"When I was given up by you, I was sad for a long time and cried for a long time. Every day I want to ask you why you do that, but gradually I don't ask why, I don't want to ask, everyone has a choice, and I just get through it myself. ”???

"Just when I thought I was at the end of my life, you let Patriarch Bodhi seal my memory, but when I was reborn, you lifted my seal. Self-control... Half of my life has been played with by you, what else are you going to do? Do you want me to die before I am willing? ”

"Huh.. There are thousands of people in the world, and I just beg myself not to meet you again. ”

The whole body of Katsumi Zhenjun froze, allowing the Red Sun True Monarch to break his hand away, and he stood in place with his head bowed, like an abandoned child.

And the Red Sun True Monarch disappeared into the house the moment he left him...

Once in love, now strange. This is cause and effect, and it is also retribution.

"Little Hong'er... I'm sorry..."

The figure of Katsuji Zhenjun disappeared into the house, and everything was calm, as if no one had ever appeared.

……