But Yi'er has not been heard.

Until the Chinese New Year, Shen Yuexi finally couldn't help mentioning Yi'er to Hu Zhuo, "After the New Year, Yi'er will be two years old, and I don't know how he is now." ”

Su's clumsy heart sank, but he still had a calm look on his face, "Yi'er will be fine, will live well in a place we can't see, and grow up well......"

When he said this, he choked in his throat and couldn't go on.

"I miss him so much." Shen Yuexi said.

"Me too." Suddenly, he said.

"I'm sorry for this child, he was separated from me not long after he was born, and he was finally reunited, but he lost him again......"

Unable to hear this, he turned around and walked out of the tent, turned over his horse, and rode around the barracks alone in the bitter cold.

He blamed himself very much, it was he who led the wolf into the house, it was he who didn't think it through, and it was he who made Yi'er unfortunate victims...... When facing Shen Yuexi, he felt very guilty.

What he can do is to be doubly good to Shen Yuexi, he has lost a loved one, and he can no longer bear the pain of this loss.

He didn't believe in any such nonsense as retribution before, but Yi'er's matter made him mind a little, for the first time, he had some thoughts of asking for forgiveness for those who died under his own sword and under the orders of his own army, how could they not be the dearest and dear of others?

But he won't stop, since God has taken away his Yi'er, then he has paid off all his debts, and those who died under his knife have been written off, and he will not admit defeat if there is retribution, then all retribution should be paid to him alone.

Anyway, war is like this, if he doesn't kill others, he will be killed by others, where is justice, where is mercy.

After running for a few laps, he stopped and waited for his breath to calm down before returning to the big tent.

Tomorrow is the New Year, and she is so clumsy that she will accompany Shen Yuexi, at this time, she must miss Yi'er very much, and she is pregnant, and her emotions will inevitably fluctuate.

Shen Yuexi understood the clumsy heart and tried her best to restrain her emotions, so the two of them were silent a lot.

The year in the barracks was no better than the previous general's mansion, everything was simpler, the only difference was that the food was much more abundant than usual, and plenty of wine was provided.

The soldiers drank and chatted in the tent, and from time to time there was the sound of laughter.

Shen Yuexi and the clumsy big tent were quiet.

Shen Yuexi deliberately asked Zhicui to dine with them, Zhicui shook her head at first, and Shen Yuexi looked at her: "It's been so long, you are like my family, sit down." ”

Zhicui looked at the clumsy, and the clumsy also said: "The queen regards you as a relative, let you sit on the toilet." ”

Zhicui sat down at this time, but he felt very restrained, and this meal was simply delicious.

After finishing the meal, Shen Yuexi rested in the big tent, and she was clumsy to accompany her, and when Shen Yuexi fell asleep, she got up and walked out of the big tent, and drank a lot of wine with Mu Geduo and others.

After the New Year, the spring begins, and there is another continuous war, so there is not much time to drink so freely.

Seeing that Shan also drank a lot of wine, he couldn't help but feel a little emotional, and went out of the big tent alone, wandering in front of Shen Yuexi's big tent.

Once, Shen Yuexi helped Zhicui ask Jianshan this question, and asked him what he thought of Zhicui, he was stunned, understood what Shen Yuexi meant, thought for a while, and shook his head, "Since I followed the king, I haven't thought about marrying a wife and having children. ”

This is a tactful refusal.

Because Shen Yuexi promised Zhicui that she would tell her no matter what the result was, Shen Yuexi thought about it again and again, and told Zhicui about the result.

In order not to make Zhicui feel hurt, Shen Yuexi said: "Actually, these Jingwei around the king are all orphans, they follow the king, they are loyal, and they rarely marry wives and have children, so you don't have other ideas." ”

Zhicui smiled, "No, Jianshan is a person who does big things, I understand." ”

Since then, Zhicui is still very good to Jianshan, she helps him take cotton boots in winter, helps him sew pulp and laundry bedding, and sometimes makes delicious food for Jianshan.

Jianshan did not refuse Zhicui to do this for him, and the two of them were silent, one sent, the other accepted, and said thank you.

For Zhicui, Jianshan has both respect and affection, but his identity is too special, he never thought that there would be a woman in his life, leaving the elite guards, and living with a woman is very strange and terrible to him.

Therefore, these two people looked at each other silently like this, and never mentioned the love between men and women.

Even so, Zhicui didn't feel anything bad, being able to serve by Shen Yuexi's side and meeting a man like Jianshan was already very satisfying for her.

When he saw that the mountain was wandering in front of the big tent, Zhicui was doing needlework in the big tent, and when he was tired, he put it aside, and when he saw that Shen Yuexi was sleeping soundly, he went out of the big tent and stretched his waist.

Before a lazy waist was stretched, he saw Jianshan, Zhicui smiled embarrassedly, and didn't know what to say.

Jianshan also smiled, and he didn't know what to say, so the two of them just stood like that, looking at each other and laughing.

Just watched, smiled, and didn't say anything in the end, Jianshan turned to leave, Zhicui returned to the big tent, and continued to pick up the needlework he had just put down, doing. but the heart was exceedingly glad.

When Shen Yuexi woke up, she saw Zhicui doing needlework with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

Zhicui is really a good girl with a soft and kind heart, Shen Yuexi thought, it would be great if she could have a good home, but when she saw the mountain's attitude, she couldn't say more, she could only look at the fate and creation between them.

**

There were no fireworks or lanterns on Chinese New Year's Eve in the barracks, but there were more torches than before, illuminating the entire barracks much brighter than before.

Suddenly accompanied Shen Yuexi and waited for the son.

"We Han people call this the New Year, and the family welcomes the New Year together." Shen Yuexi looked at the light of the dancing oil lamp and said softly.

There is another sentence that she didn't say, if Yi'er was here, it would be great.

"In the coming year, he will accompany us to celebrate the New Year." Suddenly said, reaching out and touching Shen Yuexi's stomach.

is about to add Ding, it was originally a happy topic, but when she thought of Yi'er, Shen Yuexi couldn't be happy, when she was happy for this child, she always felt that it was cruel to Yi'er.

Hu Zhuo naturally understood Shen Yuexi's mood, so he didn't say anything more and sat silently with her.

It wasn't until someone struck the gong that Shen Yuexi, who was already sleepy, lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

Suddenly sat on the edge of the bed, helped Shen Yuexi fold the quilt, reached out and touched her face, and looked at her for a long time before going to bed and sleeping.

Throughout the New Year, the two armies did not fight.

Out of the New Year, wars of all sizes began again. Both sides have their own wins and losses, a heroic soldier commander in Southern Xia has attracted the attention of Mu Geduo, he has fought with him twice on the battlefield, but he has never taken advantage, and since the war with Southern Xia, except for Xu Du, this soldier commander has the best skills.

This person in the soldier's long uniform is Xiao Zhen, a young man who came out of a remote town, with courage, bravery, and a willingness to serve the justice of the country, he has killed countless enemies on the battlefield, and has repeatedly made military exploits, from soldiers to soldier commanders, to battalion commanders, and in the summer, Xiao Zhen is already a deputy general who can independently lead troops to the battle.

Of course, all this is also thanks to Xu Du's promotion and recommendation, Xu Du is a military attaché, without so many twists and turns of the intestines of civil officials, he uses people to see ability, not nepotism, and he is not afraid that Xiao Zhen will overshadow his achievements, he only hopes that Nanxia can defeat Beihu as soon as possible and end this long-lasting war.

After the war, there was an additional content to study Xiao Zhen's art of war.

"Do you know where he came from?" Suddenly, he asked the lieutenant general in charge of the secret report.

The lieutenant shook his head, "This man seems to have appeared out of thin air, and he has never heard of it before. ”

"If you get the secret report, tell me," Hu said clumsily, looking at the lieutenant generals: "Nanxia has recently increased its troops, and there is a brave figure like that soldier commander, we can't lag behind, Beihu will enter new soldiers one after another, you will watch it carefully when the time comes, if there are generals, you must report to this king, and promote and hire them exceptionally." ”

The crowd hurriedly responded.

After the meeting, he walked clumsily to his big tent.

Outside the big tent, Shen Yuexi was sitting on a chair, her eyes half-closed, basking in the sun.

In early summer, the temperature is just right, and the sun is really good, which is perfect for basking in the sun.

Suddenly walked over and sat down beside Shen Yuexi.

Shen Yuexi heard the movement and opened her eyes, "Why are you sitting on the ground, it's humid and humid in summer." ”

Suddenly smiled: "It's okay. ”

Shen Yuexi had no choice but to shout into the big tent: "Zhicui, take a futon and come out." ”

Zhicui answered, quickly lifted the curtain of the big tent, walked out, and handed the futon to Ku Zhuo.

Suddenly put the futon on the ground, sat down, and then tilted his body and leaned his ear on Shen Yuexi's stomach: "Are you also basking in the sun?" ”

Not long after the words fell, the child moved in Shen Yuexi's belly.

Shen Yuexi looked clumsy and said in surprise: "TA is responding to you." ”

Hu Zhuo also became happy, "Child, did you hear Daddy talking?" ”

Shen Yuexi's stomach moved again, and Shen Yuexi and Hu Zhuo glanced at each other, and then laughed.

Hu Zhuo was even more interested, looked at Shen Yuexi's stomach intently, and whispered a lot of words, Shen Yuexi looked down at Hu Zhuo, and then looked at his stomach, feeling that such a moment was really happy. Although this happiness is missing, it is still happy.

**

Waiting for August, Shen Yuexi is about to give birth, she is working harder than before, she can't sleep well at night, and her body also has a lot of discomfort, this is the first time that Hu Zhuo has witnessed the whole process of Shen Yuexi's pregnancy, thinking that she was also like this when she was pregnant with Yi'er, Hu Zhuo felt distressed.

"In the future, we don't want children." When Shen Yuexi couldn't sleep at night, she said clumsily.

Shen Yuexi smiled weakly, "It's okay to work hard for a while." ”

Having said that, as soon as Shen Yuexi, who had a big belly, lay down to sleep, she felt that it was difficult to breathe, and after tossing and turning, she clumsily stacked up the quilt and let Shen Yuexi half lie down and half lean, so she barely fell asleep.

During the day, Shen Yuexi moves around a lot, because she has the experience of Sheng Yi'er, she knows what to do.

It's just that there is no midwife in this barracks, what should I do when I give birth?

So he sent someone to a nearby city to invite a midwife, and gave her a lot of silver, so that she could live in the barracks and be called at any time.

Shen Yuexi gave birth on August 8th, which was much smoother than the first production, and in less than an hour, the child fell to the ground, still a son.

When Shen Yuexi gave birth, Hu Zhuo had been waiting outside the big tent, he was even more nervous than Shen Yuexi, constantly pacing back and forth outside the big tent, he only felt that time passed too slowly, listening to Shen Yuexi's painful screams in the big tent, his anger reached his throat, and he felt that he was about to suffocate.

It wasn't until a baby's cry came out of the tent that he felt a sigh of relief.

"How's the queen?" Hu asked outside the big tent.

Zhicui poked her head out from inside, "Report to the king, the queen gave birth to a little prince, and the mother and son are fine." ”

"Can this king go in?" Suddenly clumsy and happy, he said that he was going to enter the big tent.

"Wait a minute, and when the queen's body is scrubbed, it's not too late for you to come in." Zhicui said with a smile.

He nodded awkwardly and continued pacing back and forth outside.

The lieutenants who learned the news all congratulated Kuclum, and Huclumsi responded happily, rubbing their hands, not knowing what to do.

The lieutenants couldn't help but snicker, they had been under the command of Hu for so long, but it was the first time they had seen him so helpless.