Qin Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, it wasn't that he hadn't encountered such a situation, how could he still have such a heartache?

He remembered that it was a martial arts world, and his identity in that life was the head of a very powerful gang, and she was his apprentice. Although they were masters and apprentices that time, they were actually only four years apart in that life. In fact, at the beginning, her identity should have been his junior sister, but later she had to become his apprentice because of some fate.

Because after all, he is in the position of master and apprentice, so he has controlled his liking for her very well until he was drunk once...... He forcibly kissed her uncontrollably.

And then...... She married another of his apprentices a month later.

In order to make him die for her, she and her husband also deliberately showed affection in front of him more than once, and she even gave birth to a child for that man.

But at that time, he knew very well that she just didn't have the courage to break the world's vision and couldn't accept her love.

And the man didn't have a face that looked almost identical to him.

But this time...... Obviously, this time he has completely become himself, but why does she still not like herself?

Not only did she not like herself, but she also fell in love with Qin Zhao, who looked the same as herself.

She should like this face, doesn't she just like this soul hidden under this face?

Does she really dislike herself that much?

Qin Yan couldn't help but close his eyes and turned around, not wanting to look at it anymore.

What happened to me this time?

Could it be because he has finally returned to his former appearance, so that he has special expectations for this life?

Everyone said that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, so he shouldn't have had that delusional thinking.

He should have been glad that at least she still liked the face. Even though there are two completely different souls under the same appearance, at least the same appearance, isn't it?

Even if it is only a little self-deception, he must persevere.

for this is what he owes her.

.

When Qin Zhao walked to the pavilion with Meng Tangtang, Qin Yan was facing away from them, not knowing what he was looking at in a daze.

Qin Zhao handed the umbrella in his hand to Meng Tangtang, and walked into the pavilion by himself.

Meng Tangtang put away the umbrella before following Qin Zhao and walked in.

In fact, their series of actions had already made a lot of noise, but Qin Yan didn't react at all as if he hadn't heard it.

Qin Zhao couldn't help but stepped forward and patted him, and called him: "Xiao Yan~"

Qin Yan turned around and asked with surprise, "...... you guys Why did it come out too? ”

Qin Zhao took out a pack of tissues from his pocket and handed it to Qin Yan: "I heard that you were blocked in the garden by this rain, so I came out to give you an umbrella." ”

Qin Yan looked at the pack of tissues and didn't take it.

Qin Zhao simply took out a tissue and wiped his hair for him: "Although it is summer now, if there is rain sticking to your hair, you should wipe it off as soon as possible." ”

Meng Tangtang felt that Qin Zhao's observation ability was really terrifying, and the little rain on Qin Yan's hair couldn't be found if he didn't look carefully.

Fortunately, she herself is not a rotten girl or a lover of forbidden love, so she didn't have any special reaction when she saw this scene in front of her.

Qin Yan stepped back and dodged a little: "It's okay to be a little bit." ”

Then his eyes suddenly glanced in the direction of Meng Tangtang: "Brother, you give the soup...... She's a tissue, right? ”

Meng Tang Tang who was named: "......"

Meng Tangtang had a question in his heart at the moment: was he just talking about 'soup' or 'she'?

It should be her, right?

Even if he almost blurted out 'Tang Tang' at first, he finally changed it to 'she' in time, right?

.

Qin Zhao's hand holding the tissue paused, and then he turned around as if slowing down and looked at Meng Tangtang.

Her shoulders seem to be a little wet?

It's just that the color of her dress today can't be seen at all if you don't look carefully.

Qin Yan was so far away from her, but she could see it at a glance?

Qin Zhao pressed down the surging protrusion in his heart.

He calmly walked up to Meng Tangtang's side, took out a tissue again, and wiped it for her.

Meng Tangtang stood there obediently at the mercy of Qin Zhao, instinctively revealing the appearance of a child.

Qin Yan felt that this situation was a bit dazzling.

……

The air froze for a full minute, and Qin Yan decided to leave the pavilion that was about to suffocate him.

He took a deep breath, and then said to Qin Zhao in a tone as calm as possible, "I still have some things that I want to go back to the base first." ”

Before Qin Yan's words of farewell were finished, his steps were about to step out of the pavilion.

"Bring the umbrella~" Qin Zhao threw down the Meng Tang soup and hurriedly handed the umbrella outside the pavilion to Qin Zhao, "It's easy to get sick in the rain." ”

Qin Yan looked at Qin Zhao, and couldn't help but look at the water stains on Meng Tangtang's shoulders that had not yet dried, and finally shook his head and refused.

Meng Tangtang didn't notice Qin Yan's glance at her, she only saw the full concern on Qin Zhao's face.

Meng Tangtang even felt that Qin Zhao's relationship with Qin Yan even exceeded his concern for Xiao Xiang.

Is it because the eldest brother is like a father?

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Qin Yan was afraid that Qin Zhao would stuff the umbrella into himself, so he ran into the rain before he could react.

After running for a distance, he switched to walking.

Qin Zhao was afraid that Meng Tangtang would see that he cared about Qin Yan unusually, so he could only restrain his urge to chase after him, watching Qin Yan get farther and farther away, but he began to worry that he would get sick.

At this time, Meng Tangtang also turned his head to look at Qin Yan, who was in the rain at the moment.

Don't know why...... At this moment, Qin Yan actually coincided with the emperor in his dream?

The Qin Zheng who was abandoned by his mother and then went to get drenched in the rain......

The Qin Zheng, who was afraid of being discovered, used the heavy rain to cover up his sadness......

The Qin Zheng who made Mengchen feel distressed......

Also, the feeling of empathy and distress.

……

Don't know why......

She was moved when she saw Qin Zhao, but she was heartbroken when she saw Qin Yan.

The feeling of heartache is incredibly familiar.

……

Qin Zhao noticed Meng Tangtang's strange appearance, and he immediately asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Meng Tangtang tried to control her hands without any movement, she couldn't touch her chest in front of Qin Zhao while telling her heartache for Qin Yan.

It took a long time for Meng Tangtang to recover before she slowly spoke to Qin Zhao: "I actually had a dream...... In that dream, there was an emperor standing in the heavy rain, and a girl next to him wanted to give him an umbrella to cover the rain when she saw this scene, but the emperor was so stubborn that he pushed away the paper umbrella handed by the girl again and again......"

"Say, why is that emperor so stubborn?"

In fact, this question does not need to be answered by anyone at all.

But Qin Zhao still answered her, he said: "Because only in this way can he, as a king, cry wantonly." ”