When I got home, Ying happened to be there. Xiao felt that his enthusiasm for Liu was extinguished in an instant.

Liu and Ying began to officially date in the past two years. Ying is still in her hometown, and she doesn't want to change jobs, and neither of them is in a hurry to get a certificate, especially Ying, who jokingly said that she will not be in a hurry after waiting for a lifetime, and will talk about it when she retires. Now that they see each other occasionally, the two feel good. Liu knows that Ying is also a woman with a story, but he has no intention of studying it in detail, life is never simple, and it is good if she is still honest and willing to go along. What touched Liu the most was that Ying understood that he was busy with work, never urged him to go back to his hometown, and would rather take the train to see him by himself. You must know that Ying's age is not young, and Ying never talks about the hardships of the road and the trivialities of life.

After Ying left, Xiao still couldn't help but sarcastically mock Liu, you are not married yet? Your eternal love for your mother is like a screw that never rusts. After saying that, he was ready to leave.

Liu looked at Xiao's back and called out to him. Liu felt that Xiao's age was when two men could talk positively. After making two cups of tea, Liu sat down opposite Xiao, looked into Xiao's eyes and said I have never been sorry for your mother, if you have any questions, you can ask.

Xiao's words surprised Liu, he didn't mention Ying, but asked if you know Ye Yin.

Liu didn't hesitate to answer immediately, and told the whole process of knowing Ye Yin, and even gossip. Xiao looked at Liu, believing that Liu was hiding nothing.

Xiao also answered Liu's question, saying that Ye Yin was his girlfriend, but the two of them were angry.

Liu thought that Ye Yin mentioned herself, and couldn't help laughing, and said, It's really fate, Ye Yin is a very good girl, a little like your mother, and said after a while, because it is a bit similar to your mother, you have to be more considerate of her when you get along.

Xiao Chang seemed to be chatting so calmly with his father for the first time, and he suddenly found that his father was a very, very normal person, with a normal personality, temperament, and desires.

Liu gave Xiao Jin's diary and said that you can read it when you grow up.

There is no Xiao's background in Jin's diary. In fact, Liu had faint suspicions. But digging deeper will only cause harm, not to mention that Jin is no longer there. It's not about compromise, it's about being thoughtful. Liu felt that it was no longer important to him and Xiao whether Xiao could detect anything from the diary or not.

Even after reading Jin's diary carefully, Xiao still couldn't understand Jin's thoughts. Especially here, it is no longer the age when you are attached to your mother to the point where your mother is right for everything. Looking at the diary, Xiao thought that his judgment was not wrong, his father was indeed a very good man in ordinary life.

What he could read but didn't understand was that Jin liked Yoo and liked Yoo's life by her side, and she couldn't forgive herself.

He read it and understood it, and Yoo said that the world has time to follow because God does not allow the same thing to happen at the same time. He hoped that Jin could leave everything in the past behind.

It can't be, it's not the same, Jin said.

Xiao seemed to remember that scene, and Jin yelled at Liu. What shocked Xiao at that time was that Yoo's tears could not move Jin, and it was that scene that made him unable to let go of the role of his father for a long time. Now it seems that it is only his own young ignorance and unquestioning trust in his mother.

What I saw that night was all kinds of disrepair.

The most shocking thing in the diary is a man whose mother writes S! As the man got older, he didn't want to keep a worldly connection with his mother. Knowing that the man was dead, Jin began to plan her own death.

Looking at Xiaoxiao, he became more and more angry, but he didn't know who to send this anger to.

Is it possible for a person, especially a woman, to fall in love with two men? The yellowed paper of the journal was shattered by Xiao's trembling hands.

Maybe my mother was too persistent. Are you too willful like your mother?

Xiao vaguely remembered that at the age when he didn't understand love, he listened to his grandfather and father talk about his mother's affairs, but he still felt their helplessness. If Mom can accept the arrangement of fate, Dad is really a good husband. This is an answer that I didn't think about when I was a child.

"S's heart is crippled, and the bond with me may just be trying to save myself, hoping to prove that I still have the ability to love. But then he only saw his own powerlessness more clearly, and he was idealistic about love.

It's not always love, so it's not love and can't. ”

The last line is not written in the grid. After that, the journal ended.

Xiao thought, if it is always love, maybe the painful romance or romantic pain can support Jin to live.

In the morning, Liu made breakfast and waited. Looking at the sleepless sky, Liu said that time has helped me and can help you.

In fact, no one can remember who for a while. Remember if you remember, forget if you forget, don't force it.

Xiao thinks yes, no one can remember anyone for a while, but a piece of history is enough to annihilate a person's yearning.

Xiao promised Liu that he would bring Ye Yin back when he had the opportunity in the future, not perfunctory, and the change in his attitude towards Liu made Liu feel that leaving everything to time was the best arrangement.

Xiao thought, Ye Yin really activated his yearning for normalcy. But the disappearance of Ye Yin beside him cannot but be said to be a normal choice.

When Xiao left, she said to Liu that Ying looked very good, and when Liu took her with her when she arrived in Beijing, she accompanied them to go shopping.