Chapter 142: Born to be a Human
The disappearance of Jing Yan this time not only made Tang Ying realize that his physical body was inseparable from Jing Yan's protection, but also his soul. Once upon a time, the man who gritted his teeth and was desperate to take revenge had completely taken root in his heart and grown into a towering tree.
A person's words can deceive, actions can deceive, but heartbeat cannot.
No matter what you think of, what you encounter, or what you come into contact with, as long as it is related to him, your heart will beat faster.
Tang Ying didn't know if this was love or not, but one thing was for sure, this indescribable damn feeling could always torture Tang Ying to death.
For a long time, Tang Ying thought that he was a warrior, at least living freely. It wasn't until she met Jingyan that Tang Ying finally recognized herself, after all, she was just a humble person between the red dust and the sky and loess, and Tang Ying had all the seven emotions and six desires that others had. The tribulations encountered by others were helpless, and Tang Ying never missed them.
Obviously, this man is worried and worried, but as long as he thinks that he is a ghost, Tang Ying will never be able to take the last step, not that Tang Ying does not have the courage, but that the traditional shackles of this world are too heavy. The worst mother may not be able to break the cause of her daughter, but the best mother will definitely fight to prevent her daughter from falling in love with a ghost.
Tang Ying is grateful for having a pampering and open-minded mother in this life, in this life, her mother has never asked Tang Ying for anything, how dare Tang Ying turn this politeness into a blessing, bring back a ghost son-in-law to her mother, and insert a knife in her heart. Under all kinds of scruples, Tang Ying can only use lies to disguise herself.
The so-called lie is this child's affection, not love!
"Jingyan, are you still there?" Tang Ying bit her lower lip, the corners of her mouth were full of bitterness, and asked softly.
didn't reply for a long time, Tang Ying breathed a sigh of relief, if Jing Yan was still there, Tang Ying would definitely not be able to say the next words.
I don't know if it's to make my heart feel more at ease, or to seek solace for my soul.
In short, Tang Ying looked at the empty head and said softly, "I'm sorry...... I was born ......"
When he said this, it seemed that the stone that was pressing on his heart was removed, and he was relaxed, and at this moment, the voice that Tang Ying definitely didn't want to hear at this moment was so loud.
"Oh."
With a soft sound, it was like the sharpest knife in the world, the most violent poison, which hit Tang Ying's heart hard.
At this moment, there is no need to say anything more, because Tang Ying knows that even if she says a thousand words and ten thousand, she can't make up for the wound torn by that 'born as a human being'. It can't stop the counterattack of an understatement of the word 'oh'.
Some people say that if you have the other party in your heart, you must be good for the other party and think about what the other party thinks.
Tang Ying used to believe in this sentence, but the moment she became the protagonist, she found that her ideals were very plump, but the reality was very skinny.
Love has become mutual harm, and love has become a contradictory misunderstanding.
No matter what ties there are between Jing Yan and Tang Ying, how long can this bond last? When will the day when Jing Yan completely abandons Tang Ying and no longer cares about Tang Ying's life or death?
I'm afraid it's not far away!
Tang Ying understood all this, and had already foreseen it, otherwise she would not have taken such a big risk just now to say the phrase 'born to be a human being'.
It's better to die clearly than to live in a muddy way.